Youngblood

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Chaeyoung is waiting, but she’s not sure about what she’s waiting for.

Jennie is looking, but she's not sure what she's looking for.

The journey of a couple post-break up makes understanding boundaries harder than ever. Where does one go after you thought you'd spend forever with somebody? 

Where does the love go?

Neither of the two women knew the answer to this. Even if they slowly realized they were doomed from the start, they could never seem to fully let each other go.

Because, no matter how far Jennie would run, Chaeyoung would always have her door open.

They aren't sure of what they are doing anymore.
The truth was as clear as this, however:

Jennie couldn't have her cake, and eat it too.

And Chaeyoung always believed in second chances, even if they ended up in disappointment.

Foreword

Remember the words you told me,
"Love me 'til the day I die?"
- Youngblood

I remember the roses on your shirt,
When you told me "This would never work"
- Want You Back

While I'm cleaning up your mess,
While he's taking off your dress
- Lie To Me

Full plate, don't wait,
Have your cake and eat it too
- Valentine

Talk fast, Romance won't last,
I'm okay with that
- Talk Fast

Is it wrong if I tell you that I love ya
Even though I never do it when I'm sober?
- Moving Along

If these walls could talk,
I hope they wouldn't say anything - because they've seen way too many things
- If These Walls Could Talk

Demons I'd try to defend,
But I couldn't get enough
- Better Man

I just want to get back to us
'Cause we used to have more
- More

Can you tell me why, my love?
Why I hold on to you, and you hold on to me?
- Why Won't You Love Me?

Falling fast and breathing slow,
Time is up, the end is just a dream
- Woke Up in Japan

I always believed in second chances,
I always believed in you
- Empty Wallets

And I'll chase it down with a shot of truth,
That my feet won't dance like they did with you
- Ghost of You

The stupid truth,
Is I'm so bad for you
- Monster Among Men

So you go your way and I go mine,
And if we're meant to I'll meet you there
- I'll Meet You There

Burned too bright now the fire's gone,
Watch it all fall down

- Babylon

***

Hello, this is MyHeaven with a new story, and for the first time starring Jennie and Rosé from Blackpink.

This album, Youngblood by 5 Seconds of Summer, hits very close to home in so many different ways - it takes me back to a time where boundaries after a breakup were as clear as mud (which means that we had none and if made everything complicated), and me taking too long to realize that the relationship was over long before it actually begun.

Though this is not at all like my personal story and is highly dramatized, the general theme sticks with me a lot, and I hope it will show through. Sometimes, you try fighting so hard for something that could never be fixed.

Will they find back together?
Or will they figure out that they really are better apart?

Stay tuned...

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Due to personal reasons my uploading scheduele will be very sporadic and to be honest it might take me a long time to complete this, but I will do my best.
It would really mean a lot to me - but I appreciate all readers, whether your vocal or not about my writing.

- MyHeaven

 

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MeMyselfAndI0314
#1
Chapter 3: i hope this book continues...
thank you authornim... 😘
MeMyselfAndI0314
#2
Chapter 2: this chapter tears me up..
😢
MeMyselfAndI0314
#3
Chapter 1: this is interesting... 🥰
chaeng03 #4
Chapter 3: OMG,i don't know if I want Chaeng to pursue Jennie again or not, Jen please make up your mind too, this s*it hurts, so good authornim.,thank you for this
lonesomewolf
#5
Chapter 2: That last sentence though....
'They just didn't know how to let go of each
other'
Like how can you do that???!!! Like how can you let go of a person of you keep on longing and keep on going back???
But yet again it's human nature so......

P.s is it weird that i'm listening to the youngblood album while reading this??? Is it weird?? It's so weird~~~~ ㅋㅋ
jendeukie007
#6
Chapter 2: this is nice :")
babyblackpink #7
Chapter 1: this is great.. I'm excited to read the next chapter. please update.
sadpicturesques
#8
Chapter 1: omg this is so great!!! I love it so much! one of the best ffs I've read and it's only the first chapter. good job!!!
sadpicturesques
#9
Chapter 1: omg this is so great!!! I love it so much! one of the best ffs I've read and it's only the first chapter. good job!!!
lonesomewolf
#10
Chapter 1: You never disappoint.... like this is straight like a bullet angst and it's sooooo good and sad at the same time xoxo