Things we can´t tell become secrets

Dumping Grounds (one-shots)
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HJ POV

 

 

 

I live in a slightly larger than middle sized town. As I grew up, my journey home hasn´t changed much. It´s always across the concrete and steel bridge that bends over the river like an old beast. Walking over the bridge, I never stop there, even if the view of the setting sun above the river looks picturesque.

Since I was a small child, I could see a kappa below on the banks of the river. It looks like an old shrunken man with sickly green skin and bald space in the middle of his long black hair. I don´t think the kappa is very old, it´s been over fifteen years since I began noticing it and it certainly grew wrinklier and balder over the time. At some point in my childhood I realised that nobody except for me can see the kappa. No matter how clearly I point to the exact place, where the being is sitting, I hear only confused "where?". And so when I finished primary school, I began pretending that it was all a joke to scare my peers, that I actually didn´t believe in kappas.

I don´t want to prove to anyone that the kappa is real, sometimes I doubt even myself to be honest. At one point I had the urge to contact the creature sitting on the bank and clawing at a fish. But then I saw it feeding on something much bigger, something that was clothed and kind of humane. I have never tried to get near the kappa since then. People do go missing occasionally around the river.

Out of habit my eyes fell on the left bank of the river as I was walking back from my part-time. I always look, even if I risk an eye contact with the kappa, to make sure it´s safely far away from me and not climbing up on the bridge. Instead of the green creature, my eyes caught a familiar man sitting on the concrete and tiredly zoning out. It was Donghae.

I didn´t know Donghae well, I basically didn´t know him at all. He was my co-worker, I heard he came from a place in the middle of nowhere with only a couple of houses and fields everywhere. He came to the town alone and was living somewhere, well, I don´t know. I guess somewhere nearby. We never really had the chance to talk, Donghae was timid and always seemed so stressed. He looked quite anxious the whole day today and that´s probably why he´s sitting down there trying to calm down.

I crossed the bridge and walked into my neighbourhood, it was getting dark, the street lamps were illuminating my way. The night was quiet and I felt restless. I would never admit to believe in kappas but I absolutely hated when people carelessly hang around the river. When it´s dark. And late. And they are tired. And obnoxious to all dangers.

"Damn."

Against my better judgement, I turned around and swiftly began walking back to the bridge. Donghae was still there and the kappa wasn´t anywhere in sight. But if I was a hungry kappa, I wouldn´t think twice to hunt down a nervous ball of abandoned loneliness like Donghae.

"Donghae?"

I leaned over the railing of the bridge and called aloud. I tried twice, thrice but to no avail. Donghae didn´t hear me. He had his head on his bent knees now and I guessed he fell asleep. Damn, I don´t want to go down there. I have never been down there, especially at night. But I knew I wouldn´t be able to fall asleep if I walked away now.

"Donghae?"

I tried calling after climbing down the concrete stairs that led on the bank. My voice was quieter than I intended it to be but I couldn´t help myself. I knew what everybody else overlooked, I knew that the fish bones around weren´t left there by cats. I finally stood beside Donghae, suddenly not knowing how to address him. He might not even know who I am.

"! You scared me!" While I was contemplating how to wake Donghae up, my presence disturbed the sensitive man and he got startled. "Who the hell are you? I don´t have any money, just so you know." It was dark under the shade of the bridge but even like that I knew that Donghae was frowning and was ready to curse me all the way to hell. I was baffled.

"You don´t recognise me?" I asked in the end. I couldn´t think of anything better to say. And I wanted to freaking get out of here.

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Ahh, this is so touching. All the familiar faces (nicknames) in the comment section make me smile. ELF, indeed.
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sugar_snow
#1
Chapter 16: This is a masterpiece! My second time reading this oneshot and I'm still crying. The ending twisted my heart, I don't know what to feel, it's soooo good.
I'm so in love with their personality, they had heart like angels but also they were not perfect. Eunhyuk was kind to accept Donghae even though he never loved Donghae as lover. Seems like Eunhyuk also accepted not so perfect human as lover because he truly embraced that human was not perfect anyway. But I'm also disappointed that he never told Donghae he wanted to be human. He probably knew from the beginning that Donghae wouldn't let him go but still...
Then Donghae.... ahhh he was an angel who was full of love but come on, he gave special care for Eunhyuk as his sheep. I'm a bit jealous. Hopefully my personal angel up there doesn't give special treatment to other sheep. lol
Donghae breaking down as angel also what I like in this story. He was not 100% perfect and unable to function without Eunhyuk. But, as ex-angel, Donghae also considered the other guy's feeling and seemed like he would agree even if Eunhyuk wouldn't want to break up with the other guy. What if one day Eunhyuk found someone he truly love? Then he would understand the real meaning of human's love. Ahhh I'm going crazy thinking about this, I'm tethering between sad and relieved feeling.
sugar_snow
#2
Chapter 15: Donghae is soo in love he won't even tell Hyukjae the real deal. I'm a bit sad about this. I know he doesn't want Hyukjae to feel bad and worry about it, but what if someday Hyukjae finds out about it? Won't Hyukjae feel devastated knowing he shaved 3 hours of Donghae's life?
sugar_snow
#3
Chapter 13: I wonder why the black shuck attacked Donghae the second time? Donghae found the beast because it wanted to be found so it was not completely Donghae's fault for finding the black shuck. Or was it a test for him whether he could listen to Hyukjae's warn or not? hmm...
sugar_snow
#4
Chapter 11: My mom used to tell me that if we wake up with bruise, that means a ghost or spirit pinch us. I randomly used to get bruise as well especially when I was younger. Ugh, thankfully it was not spreading all over the body.
sugar_snow
#5
Chapter 7: This is so dark. First of all Hyukjae had very cold heart, he didn't hesitate to kill the old elf! Yikes scary, no wonder he was an experienced hunter. He seemed cautious and knew Donghae could potentially kill him if he wanted to do so.
On the other hand, Donghae... hmmm he was so mysterious, even until the end. I mean he could easily kill Hyukjae from the beginning or even waited until Hyukjae got the money from the buyer and killed the buyer, right? I wonder why he didn't do that. He also prefer received punishment from Hyukjae rather than ran away. I guess in a way he felt grateful that Hyukjae woke him up? He was afraid of being lonely and he knew Hyukjae would never hurt him. hmm complicated.
sugar_snow
#6
Chapter 6: Interesting combo that I've never really thought before. I don't really have any preference though, any combination as long as it's eunhae is interesting to me. Conman x detective is intriguing!
sugar_snow
#7
Chapter 4: this is extremely cute!!! Cold bodyguard Hyukjae is really a turn on but then he is cute inside?? aww I'm dying!!!
sugar_snow
#8
Chapter 3: Ugh Donghae is super annoying hereeee. I can imagine him whining all the time and Hyukjae just following here. Grrrr annoying but cute. I'm in dilemma, seems like Hyukjae loves Donghae so much but I can't with this annoying little brat. I hope by the time Donghae is a bit older, he can be less bratty and cheeky.
sugar_snow
#9
Chapter 1: I always think of kappa as cute creature, I thought Donghae was the kappa...
now I need to think twice, if I ever see a kappa...