if this flop, i'm deleting this and pretending it Never Happened. ?

so, it's just as the title says. i need someone to receive my loving. i've been feeling lonely these days and i have a lot of pent up affection to spare. since i have 2 friends and i'm not very active when it comes to joining roleplays anymore, i decided to try my luck here. thanks for clicking on my ad, ..

you could either apply to be a friend or alternatively, my sub? i miss caregiving a lot, tbh. but of course, it's up to you to choose which you'd like to be, or if you want to both. 

some further details, platonic version:

• my tz is gmt +9 and i can get busy, but if we click, rest assured i'll find a way to make time for you.
• i'd consider myself panual and a soft dom.
• literacy wise, i think of myself as semi-lit. i'm not a dry person though! i love bad jokes, lame nicknames, all that stuff. call me loser and you're one step closer to having my whole heart.
• i'm ooc, so please be of age ooc if you're planning on replying to this.
• i can do plots, but i'd prefer this to be a casual thing.
• terrible at mobile games. however, i love listening to music together on discord, exchanging playlists, or watching movies together through rabbit.
• my fcs tend to change a lot depending on my mood. mostly, i'd fc someone from nct. i'll only be using legal faceclaims, so i hope you'll do the same. i don't really care who you use.
• my main platform is kik, but i could make a twitter account for you if you want. i have discord too.

if you're interested in being my sub (skip this part if you're not interested):

• my heart soars the most for littles. i think i just feel strongly inclined for the soft, maybe a little shy, subs. obedient subs are the ones i enjoy caregiving for the most, though that might be because i don't have much experience domming brats? i wouldn't mind giving it a shot, though.
• we could set up rules and punishments. i'm not into the dom/sub dynamics if it's solely for , just putting this out there. in the case of punishments and all, safewords will need to be established as well. rest assured, i'll be giving you aftercare as well. i want to be there for you and genuinely care and dote upon your well-being.
• names i'm inclined to being referred as: daddy, sir, alpha, master, hyung/oppa. you can let me know if there are any particular nicknames you're keen on as well.
• hard limits are blood, , and watersports. everything else is fair game.
• if you'd like this to be a nonual relationship, i'd be happy with that as well. i don't mind to provide you just cuddles and innocent kisses, all that. 
• i'm bad at giving attention to lots of subs at once, so once i find someone i truly click with, this section will be closed. 

man, that was long? hope someone's still reading at this point. if interested, pm me with your id and i'll get to messaging you soon. have a nice day.