Chapter 5

Rebirth And Will Love You

Li Na wakes up feeling the headache keep hammering her head. She frowns and let out grimaces of pain to withstanding the throbbing in her head.

"Uhhh..." She holds and slowly kneading her head so she can ease the pressure she feels.

Its take her a few minutes to make herself comfortable. After her condition getting better, she looks up and sees the room she is in.

For a moment, she keeps dazedly stare at the wall. The pink colored wall seems too familiar with her.

This should be her old room but just a moment before, she was in Shen Yun Tian's room. Li Na immediately touches her chest. The pain and ache she felt before are still there. Telling herself that this is all real.

The emotion before overwhelms her making the tears immediately fall drop one by one from her eyes and flow down to her chin.

"Hhmmpphhh...." She closed with her hand lightly to stop herself from screaming. But it's just making her cry louder. Li Na wants Shen Yun Tian. She needs to see him. So her pain can be reduced.

She immediately stands from her bed and slams into the door. Her body couldn't pass through the door as she used to do. This feels so weird.

Li Na raises her hand and slowly touch the doorknob. She feels the cool sensation as she touches it. It makes her shocked. Arent she in the spirit state? She tries to turn the doorknob but it is locked.

Even though it's locked, Li Na still feels excited. She is alive! She is no longer a dead person. Its impossible to believe but it's true!

After calming down, Li Na finally observes her situation. She wanders around the room and touches the things inside her room. She is happy knowing that she no longer passing through things anymore.

In that happy moment, Li Na observes her solid hand! Li Na's hand currently is so small and her fingers are skinny. It's making her jump a bit. A few thought running wild in her mind. It's impossible!

Li Na immediately runs to the mirror of her dressing table. Her appearance on the mirror makes her tremble in disbelieve. She slowly raises her hand and touches her face.

There are no excessive fats at her chin and cheek! She traces her skin and it feels elastic and soft. Her lips are still red, no longer pale because of those sleepless nights she had. There is no longer dark circle under her eyes because of fatigue and stress.

Li Na looks down to her body and realizes how slim she is right now. The fat layer that surrounding her waist is gone. No, it should be the fat are not even there before.

Even though time has changed her too much, Li Na still recognizes that her appearance she has right now is the same as her youth.

Has she really go back to the time when she is still living with Shen Yun Tian? Is this true? She is not dreaming, right?

Li Na immediately runs to her room's door so she can verify her situation now. She forgot that at the moment she is being locked.

She stands still for a moment. Li Na thought to herself that if she is being confined, then the time she is in right now definitely after 2 years of her marriage. The time when she asks for divorce from Shen Yun Tian!

Li Na feels a deep sorrow. Why she turns back right at this moment. Why not at the time of her early marriage where she can manage to make things right?

'Pa!' Li Na slaps her face hard. She rationalizes herself back. Being able to live at this exact moment is a blessing! She shouldn't be too greedy and selfish as before.

Knowing that Shen Yun Tian loves her at first sight, assure Li Na that she still has a chance in being and staying together with him.

Yes! She should not give up before trying. She must not let Shen Yun Tian being sad like before. She is going to make him happy. This is her promise.

As Li Na still in her deep thought, suddenly she heard the knocking sound and the door being unlocked. Slowly the door is pushed lightly.

"Young Madam, Young Master asks me to check on your condition now". An old servant hesitantly moves to Li Na's side. She seems afraid of Li Na because there is one time that she nearly being slapped because the water from a cup she holds accidentally tainted Li Na's clothes.

However, today Li Na seems different. Usually, she would scream at the servant and asking for Shen Yun Tian to let her go but Li Na only quietly looks at the servant and staring at nothingness. This only makes the servant feels more nervous and quickly apply a soothing gel on Li Na's red cheek.

Just before she exits the room, suddenly Li Na's question makes her steps stopped. "How do you know my cheek is hurting?"

"I don't know Young Madam, its just Young Master asks me to apply for the medicine". After answering her, the servant immediately flies away.

The answers totally affirm Li Na's thought. There should be several pinhole cameras that Shen Yun Tian had installed in the room to observe her. Thus when he sees Li Na's slaps herself, he immediately asks the servant to apply for the medicine.

Li Na sighs heavily and buried her face on the pillow. That sad man truly loves her. The sorrow emotion burdening her that her hands grip the blanket underneath her body.

She needs to calm down! She is able to return back time and must not waste it. She had promised herself that she needs to make that person happy. She smiles to herself. This is her opportunity to love him back.

After regaining her composure back, Li Na turns her face back into emotionless expression. Her eyes wildly looking around for the hidden cameras.

As expected, Shen Yun Tian installed the cameras exactly at the place the open space so he can view her clearly. It is very easy to spot the camera because she just needs to look at the area of her bed since most of her time, she lies there.

Li Na moves to the bathroom and sees if she can spot any. But it looks like he still respects her personal space. There are not even one in the room. That's why when she committed suicide in the toilet, its take him a long time to save her.

In her previous life, Li Na never finds the camera because she never cares to look around the room and continue drowning in her sadness.

Li Na washes her face and grabbing a towel. She looks at herself on the mirror and tries to search for something she has that had attracted Shen Yun Tian's attention.

No matter how long she stares at herself, she couldn't find any. Her face is only a little above average woman and doesn't consider to be pretty when compared to actors. People would only look at her once if passing by her and wouldn't have the urge to ask for further contact

She gives up and goes to the bathtub. She immersed herself in the water and relaxing her body. It feels so amazing to have this body back. Li Na touched her below stomach to feel for any surgery trace. Kneading and rubbing there, she still doesn't find any trace.

Li Na laughs. She has not undergone any abortion surgery. Her body still a and free from a man's touched. She feels so relieved. It looks like she is still fertile and able to become pregnant.

Li Na no longer will be haunted by cries of a baby. Someday she will be giving birth and that child will call her 'Mom'. A tear of happiness slides slowly down her cheek. The future looks bright to her.

After finished bathing, Li Na wears her bathrobe and slowly moves to her wardrobe. When taking her home clothes, she suddenly remembers that there might be a gaze that currently watching her now.

A teasing idea suddenly comes into her mind. Usually, Li Na would take her clothes and wear them in the bathroom after wearing her skin care in the bathroom first. But today, she wants to trigger Shen Yun Tian.

Li Na loosens her bathrobe because she knows messy beauty is totally enchanting. Li Na slowly put the clothes she chooses on the bed and slowly wipes the drops of water on her skin.

She sits on her bed since only there has the best position to view her actions. She reveals her white leg skin but still let the robe on her body. Carefully wipes the legs but at the same time, the section of her beautiful shoulder is on display.

The drop of water from her hair fall down to her long neck and slightly graze her clavicle. Then disappear to the gap that is hidden by the disheveled bathrobe.

After some time finally, Li Na decides to stop teasing Shen Yun Tian and wears her clothes properly.

Now, Li Na doesn't know what to do. There is no phone given by Shen Yun Tian to fill her leisure time.

Even if she called him, he wouldn't come because each time she called him before, Li Na would ask for him to release her. Thus making Shen Yun Tian refused to see her.

Li Na looks at her dressing table and her eyes shine. She knows just what to do so Shen Yun Tian would come and meet her.

She goes there and takes the scissors inside her drawer. She plays with the scissor a while. She tries hard to make her face looks emotionless and empty. Just like having a deep thought about that scissor.

Li Na sits on her bed and softly laughs. She slowly moves the scissors to her neck and closes her eyes tightly.

Before she made any moves, suddenly she heard the door of her room is unlocked. The door being pushed hard. A heavy breathing man comes panicking into the room.

Li Na smiles. She succeeds.

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Reislaufer #1
great story
EnchanteurW
#2
Chapter 1: Oh ! This story starts really well (i.e. very badly!). It's brutal...
The staging of the first scene is good, first the break-up scene, then a flashback of the relationship.
It is striking, factual, the very fast rhythm, without dead time and without useless states of mind.
I don't know if the rest is at that level, but now I'm catching on, which is rare.
The part where Li Na hurts Ru Feng (which motivates revenge) is not very clear, I have trouble understanding what happened and why he is so angry with her.