chunji want me to leave…

that was what my brother told me

but….why can’t I said that I believe my brother word??

if chunji hates me, then why he begged me for not leaving him that day??

Is it because I look like I am dying that time? Or, did jiyoung hyung lie to me?

Since d day I ‘left’ chunji, I could only search for what seems to be d truth among d lies that been created around me.

When I was awake from my comatose state, I could only found that I was currently in japan. I had always asked hyung about chunji, but he keeps himself in silence.

Back in korea, I got no friends there anymore. minho hyung left korea since last month when he got offered as manager in one of d famous five star restaurant in France, while key hyung went back to his home in California coz his dad asked him to go back. Different with Sunjong, he is in japan. he said he wanna further his studies here, with me. what about d other rest? I got no news about them since I’m here nor sungjong will tell me anything about myungsoo n others.

I’ve been living in Japan for half a year now with jiyoung hyung n his friends. We live in taeyang hyung house while sungjong had his place in school hostel. At first, I live with him, as his roommate but not long after that, jiyoung hyung had to move me to live with him, coz of my traumatize.

However, no matter how much I have been a burden to them, sungjong, hyung n everyone were always with me, by my side. They never exhausted cheering me up n took care of me. but. there is something between them. something that I not know. I could feel it everyday n  it’s not what I should notice but I can’t hide d lies in front me. everyone seem to be pretending n acting. I could sense they were hiding something behind me. Something that related between me n chunji.

I want to find out d truth…

I can’t just stay n wait anymore… I must find it out

and something that  brought me here *step*

“welcome to korea” *someone greeted*

is that

“where are u going sir?” *one of d taxy driver ask*

“it’s ok ahjussi, I’m fine walking”

I missed chunji

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Paradise café

“chanhee~ what r u doing here??” taemin said, once chunji enter d place

Chunji sat on d nearest chair, sighing “nothing….i just missed him. This place brings a lot memory of him for me”

“do u miss him that much chanhee-ah?”

“I am…damn much”

“u truly believe that he was dead?”

“why r u asking that question Minnie? Are u hiding something from me? wasn’t he dead?” chunji shows some sort of curious

“chanhee-ah…” taemin look at him in serious manner “will u believe if I said that he is alive?”

Chunji look surprised “what r u talking taemin…stop making me confuse n tell me d truth”

“answer me dongsaeng-ah”

“u know my answer right…I really hate it when everyone said he is dead”

“so…do u believe me when I said he was dead?”

“r u kidding hyung?? Don’t I said it clearly enough? Byunghun still alive is d only thing I wanna hear from ur mouth, from mom…from everyone. I don’t care if he’s dead but I don’t like it when u guys keep repeated saying that he was dead …I hate it!!”

“chanhee...i’m trying to tell d truth here”

“truth?? Of what?? He is dead n u wanna me to keep believing that he’s gone, so that’s y u want me to answer a NO for ur question earlier coz u want me to realize that my byunghun is dead n will not coming back!! Is that what u mean??” chunji seem pissed

“not like that dongsaeng…” taemin sigh “it is-“ taemin was been cutted off by chunji’s phone ringing

Chunji pick up d phone n once he broke d phone conversation, he excuse himself “sorry taemin, we’ll talk later. I got something important to care now”

“wait chanhee…I’m not done talking”

“if u want me to talk just becoz of saying hunnie was dead, then I’m not interested to talk anymore” chunji walking out

“LEE BYUNGHUN IS ALIVE” taemin yelled but not loud enough for chunji to hear him as d door was already closed

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Byunghun POV

*brushing off d sweats*

How long am I walking? It should be not far to that place now..

Only few steps taken, I reach d place.

I stood up for seconds in front of d building, mesmerizing it

“could he be here?”

I took d steps inside…a few floors upstairs n I found d place, his apartment

knock…knock…

no answer

knock…knock…

still no answer

I try once more. Knock..knock…

no answer

“probably he’s not home. perhaps~i need to try next time”

I walked downstairs, out of d building

“so, where to go now??” I asked myself while continue walking forward. However, not so long walking, I stop. I sense something scary behind me. braving myself, I slowly turned to my back n what I saw brought  my legs to run as fast as I could.

not looking at d back but I could feel they are near. Mom n d three guys are chasing me n I don’t know where to run. Where d safe place? Where can I hide myself from them? Someone help me!! I’m really scared!! HYUNG!!! HELP!!!!

I keep running n was stopped when I got distract by road in front me. lots of motors vehicles are moving on road. How can I cross d road? They are near n I can wait no more. I had no choice. I can’t wait for d traffic light to turn red, I begin crossing n in a blink, i noticed that I’m standing in freeze when a car’s stop only an inch away from me. I could feel my body was numb n my head was in a lot of pain. I saw d driver is out from his car. He seems familiar but I don’t get a clear view of him as I saw everything black surrounding me.

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Someone POV

I pressed d brake once I saw a figure crossing in front. OH MY!! Thank GOD that I manage to stop d car or else, he probably got hit. my mind is blank. I saw his figure standing in front of my car, not moving. He must be shocked!! even I was still in shocked.  then I realize he started to collapsed. I immediately went out of my car n reached for him.

Once I get my eyes over him, I was surprised once again

“B-bbyu-ngie??”

THIS CHAPTER IS !! FORGIVE ME ON MY GRAMMAR N ELSE MISTAKES