byunghun heart beating fast. 2 weeks had passed but last night chunji called him to meet up. he wondered why. was chunji missed him? 

byunghun sat in silence. his head bowed down while his fingers playing with one another. d stares that chunji gave him were too much to confused him. he don't know either d said men happy or angry by seeing him as d latter has no emotions put on his facial expression. 

byunghun dressed himself well in order to get chunji having good looks on him but d latter doesn't seem to care for his own appearance. his hair was a mess as he looks like he never comb it, his under eyelids were coated with a dull blacken while his shirt was too wrinkled

"we should break up" byunghun turned to d standing men in front him while his eyes opened in wide, in shocked by d word that came out from his boyfriend mouth "ww-what d-did u say cc-chunji???"

"can't u hear? i said lets break up"

"bb-but why???"

"don't ask me why byunghun! i can't stand this anymore. i love u but i don't want to hate u!!! i can't accept d fact that u was BOA son. please understand me. i want everything over between us. i need us to be apart!!!"

+++++++++++

-a month later-

chunji laid down on his bed while his stares stamped on ceiling above him. his mind was filled with load of mess. many things happened to be stuck in his head. he kinda sense his life could be turning upside down nowadays.

he don't care about anything even himself anymore. there's nothing to care whether there's no food to eat or beverage to drink because for him neither them exist or not, everything were just remain d same.

except for one, there's no byunghun.

no byunghun means no life, empty and lonely.

he tried to forget. everything. about his love.

but no matter how hard he try, byunghun will be always stick in his mind. he missed him. but he scared. facing d truth was too hard for him n because of that, it lead him for a breaking off although he know very well that he NEED byunghun in his life.

day by day had passed. his love to byunghun grown too strong as time keep passing.   

chunji will every second having his phone in his hand and his eyes will always flustered on d screen where many of byunghun pictures displayed on it. he know he miss him. he know he still love him. he know breaking up with d person he love was d most stupid thing that he ever made in his entire life. but he don't ever understand why his heart couldn't accept d truth. A truth that byunghun was closely related to a person that he hated d most.

he was confused. he was in dilemmas. why must he hurt himself? why must he lie although he know he can't live without him? why don't he pretend like nothing was happened? like he never know that byunghun was BOA son.

tears began to pour down chunji cheeks. 

"if miss him, call him" a voice interrupted his thought. he immediately wipe away d tears that flowing through his face.

"leave" chunji simply stated without bother to turned to d figure that he could noticed it lays besaid him

"no problem can solve if u only lay here doing nothing. u should be positive. u can't hating him like that. he's not at fault bro"

"just shut d fuc* up n LEAVE"

"honestly, i don't know what's going into u chunji. byunghun never make any sins to u so why must u hate him? u broke up with him n left him without word. u ignored him everytime he tried to greet u, to talk to u. do u have any idea of how much u hurting him?? u should stop acting like this chunji. stop punish urself n d one u love"

"get out" chunji turn to d other side as his back is now facing myungsoo

"do u really don't care of losing him? won't u regret it?"

"i said OUT!!!" chunji buried his face under pillow as he don't really wanna hear any word coming from d latter

"think chunji" myungsoo sat up. he stood for another second to stared on d stubborn chunji. "i meet him at school today n as usual he will asked about u. i bet u know that he care much about u" chunji didn't bother to move "to be honest i was sorry for him. he never looks like himself since a month ago. he look too sad." chunji still ignored d older as he didn't budge to give any response. myungsoo sigh in frustration. "don't make him suffer anymore chunji. go see him before its too late" he said while making his leave. 

noticing d latter already gone, chunji dig out from his pillow then sat up on d edge of his bed. he pulled up both his knees closed to his chest while resting his chin on them. tears started to falled once again. 

++++++++++

"thank god u just temporarily paralysis n now ur legs can move a bit" sungjong said with a wide smile plastered on his face 

"n sooner u can walk again. ahhhh i'm so happy for u baby" key hugged d petite boy while d latter only giving him a weak smile as response

key frown "still with d same faking smile. i told u to forget everything about him right" byunghun bowed his head down. thinking about chunji always make his heart broken in pieces. he almost teared up as before he felt pairs of arms wrapping surrounding him.

"don't cry anymore hun. u know we hate it too see u sad"

"we love u. we all loves u. u are not alone baby. u have us"

"tha-nk y-o-u guy-s" byunghun mumbles in low tone of his voice as he burried down his face on key shoulder. crying in silent.

+++++++++++

"what do u want?"

"i heard its over between u n that brat"

"not ur matter. and don't u ever calling him that 'word' again"

"wow...i see u still care bout him. but since u guys are already over, means that i got chance"

"i hate u BOA!!! n there's no chance for u to be with me. NEVER!!!"

"u sure chanhee?"

"i am very sure. u must know that i love byunghun. i love him n only"

Boa laugh evilly "if that so, why did u left him?"

"becoz of u!!! i hate u...n i hate it to know that byunghun was ur son !!!"

"hahaha...reallY?? great then. poor my baby byunghun. he is now been hated by d person that he mostly love. what a pity"

"SHUT UP !!!" chunji yelled but without he concious, he felt himself been strongly pulled forward until a pressure was been placed on d bottom of his face. in a second passed, he collapsed.