Jiyoung POV

i ran home n move straightly toward my room with my baby brother diary still keeping safe in my hand

i'm soo curious of what is it inside, so i opened d diary without hesistate n i found nothing except a picture in it

there's no words, no sentences, no alphabets...but only a picture

a picture of me n him when we were young

a picture of i'm kissing my baby brother on d cheeks n his smile crept perfectly roamed d picture

that's d only picture that he can only keep with him

he keep it in safe....it was his valuable property

he love me...he missed me...i know he did n that's why he still keep this with him

"my baby" i burried d picture closed to my chest as i'm crying hard...thinking about my currently baby brother horrible condition that he have to bear now

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in hospital

chunji is staring deeply on his luver peaceful sleeping face while his hand unconciously brushing d boy hair soothingly

byunghun condition is cannot be predictable

sometime he will look normal n stable...but sometime he can be seen wasn't barely to breath

n that's making chunji to be more worried 

suddenly.....

chunji felt a twitch on his luver

he found d latter fingers moving a bit

"hunnie" he whispered....he move his face an inch closer toward d boy face

from d latter closing eyes, it can be seen that he flinched it a bit

it make chunji lips to crept a smile

"ur gonna awake" chunji said while smiling more wider as he saw d boy eyes started opened slowly n slowly

"hunnie baby...ur awake" chunji smile can't be stopped as byunghun finally manage himself to awake from his darkness world

"chun-ji" byunghun tried to speak, in his very low tone as he sounded a bit crack

 "no don't talk baby...save ur energy, u still very sick hunnie"

"a-ni"

"hunnie~"

"whe-re a-m i?" 

"ur in hospital baby" 

"w-h-y?"

"u had fever n u need to stay here until u recover ok"

"i don-t wa-nt"

"hunnie...please..just this time"

"an-d-we" byunghun protested as he tried to get up but he failed as he felt a harsh pain in his stomach n it make his landed back to his previous position

"aghh" he screamed in pain 

"hunnie, gwencana?" chunji asked concernly, worried can be seen painting on his whole face

"why ca-n't i get up?" byunghun asked as he still crying in pain

"don't torture urself baby...please...i'm begging u"

byunghun keep crying while chunji tried to gave a hold on his

"ple-ase..don't t-ou-ch me" byunghun move his face to d other side...as only his back facing chunji

"why hunnie?? why don't u let me touch u??"

byunghun didn't gave any answer yet only sniffs that can be heard from him

"hunnie..don't cry" chunji plead but listen to him makes byunghun cries more harder

"i'm sorry" chunji whispered while his hand tried to caught on d boy plain shoulder

"don't" byunghun sobbing more

"i know i did wrong n i'm sorry...i shouldn't spit those cruel words toward u n i'm sorry....i'm sorry for everything!! i'm really really sorry...please hunnie...just this time...give me one last chance...i love u hunnie n i don't want u to be hurt...i want to protect u so please give me this one last chance...i'm begging u hunnie please!!!!" chunji plead more as hot tears streaming down already on his cheeks

"i can't...i'm dis-gus-ting t-o u" byunghun whispered, sounding more exhausted as it just enough for chunji to hear him

"don't cry anymore baby...save ur energy...u'll be exhausted n u'll gonna passed out again if u keep torture urself like this...please hunnie please" chunji don't have any other option, he lifted byunghun light body n set him in his arm...tapping d boy face to keep him stay awake, trying to prevent d boy from falling himself in darkness again

but byunghun ignored his warned as he keep crying non-stop "chun-ji" he began barely breathing

"don't talk hunnie...don't"

 "i'm sor-ry for fa-ll-ing in lo-ve wit-h u" byunghun is totally unbearable to breath "i kn-ow i sho-uld not supp-osed t-o l-ov-e u n with m-y con-di-tion ri-ght now, i kn-ow i will ne-ver be-come yo-urs"

"stop this nonsence hunnie...u know i love u n u shouldn't said those rubbish...who u r to judge urself for not supposed to love me?? i love u byunghun n i'm very glad that finally i know u love me too...i love u so much hunnie...i love u so much n all i want is u to recover sooner n stay healthy...i want u to be mine n please work with me byunghun..i don't want u to give up" chunji tightening his hug on d sickboy 

"it has be-en wor-st chun-ji *breath hard* i'll n-ot be re-co-ver an-ymo-re"

"no no don't say that....i'll make sure u'll get better...i'll find d best doctor, d best treatment, d best medications to treat u baby...just please don't give up...i need u in my life"

from outside of d room, it was CAP who's hiding against d door

he saw everything

he heard everything

he felt tears streams from his cornea

it wasn't d tears of disappointment or hatred

but it was because of sadness

a feeling of sadness to see d one he luv is currently have to bear with sucha terrible pain

sadness feels toward his friend who need to act strong toward his lover

sadness feels through d both who were unsurely can be together

he keep thinking of what he should do??

what can he do to make d two together?

how can he help them? n how can he help his angel to keep alive?

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