Chaewon felt a throb in her head as she could barely open her eyes at that moment. 

When she could feel someone was in fact holding onto her hand, Chaewon forcefully revealed her eyes with her other hand naturally trying to protect her vision from the bright light. 

She squinted her eyes to her left side and could see a girl was gently laying her head on her bed. She gnawed with her lips as soon as she distinguished the figure. 

Chaewon then narrowed her eyes back, trying to restrain the foolish tears that were about to escape her eyes. 

She swore to God; she didn't know why but she was weak when it comes to Jo Yuri. 

The thought of the girl was going to be someone else's haunted her. 

"Chaewon?" Yuri elevated her head up and looked fondly at the older girl. 

She was sure Chaewon was already waking up seeing how her eyes actually move, "Are you okay?" The younger girl tightly squeezed her hand. 

Chaewon gulped as she uncovered her eyes, "I---" She failed to keep her words for the nth times today. 

She sternly refused to look at Yuri, so she shifted uncomfortably her eyes to the white ceiling ahead of her. 

"Why did y---" Yuri couldn't even continue with her words when suddenly her phone rang. The girl took out her phone as she heaved out a frustrated sigh, "Wait for a while," She told Chaewon before stood up and went outside the curtain Chaewon was in at the moment. 

"Yena, I told you I can't go there now." 

It's a lie if Chaewon said she wasn't triggered by the name 'Yena' itself. 

At this point, the name already sounds like a dreadful curse to her. 

"Choi Yena, you have to understand me! Chaewon is sick for God sake," Yuri uttered with an annoyed tone as she abruptly terminated the call. The girl heaved out a profound sigh before she went inside Chaewon's cubicle. 

Chaewon's eyes met Yuri's and there's a burning spark of petty jealousy inevitably arose in Chaewon. Sincerely saying, there's none moment Chaewon wouldn't be envy on Yuri and Yena's relationship. 

They're perfect. Like a match made from heaven. There will be nothing going wrong for them. 

"I'm sorry Yena called me and---"

"Go," Chaewon declared bitterly as she held her tears back. 

It's hard. 

It's hard to not cry in this particular moment. 

Especially when her temperature is still high and her head still spinning around. 

Yuri frowned her eyebrows, "Wh--What?" She could say she heard Chaewon's but it's solely that she's denying it. 

Chaewon looked at Yuri as she's on the verge of tears, "I said go. I won't stop you," The older girl claimed, twisting her body, facing the other side as she pulled her blanket. 

"Chaewon, but---" 

"I said go!" She finally cried with her voice came out loud, startled Yuri at once, "Go and do everything you want," She ruined herself by doing this. 

She knows she should have held onto Yuri, but she absolutely knows there's nothing good outcomes going to be if she ever did that. 

Chaewon... She will only torture herself more and more. 

"Chaewon," Yuri tried to place her hand on the girl's shoulders but Chaewon quickly nudged it, buried herself inside the blanket and drowning in her silent tears. 

"Okay, okay. I'll go," The younger girl insisted because to be honest, she never sees Chaewon behaved this way. 

She was usually calm and contented but today... she felt like she had seen too much side of Chaewon she never witnessed before and that actually made Yuri realized; she has been severely neglecting Chaewon too much.

Till the extent, she couldn't recognize the girl.

xxxxx

Yuri couldn't stop thinking about Chaewon at all. Along with her journey to where Yena asked for a meetup, all she could typically think of was perchance Chaewon and Chaewon again. 

She totally forgot that she was going to get married in two days. She repeated in two days. 

All of these happened so fast, and Yuri wasn't sure if she did the right thing. Or she was actually confused with her own feelings. 

She lost herself in her own thoughts. 

"Miss, we're here," The taxi driver told her but Yuri was still spacing out. 

He frowned upon instantly seeing the emotional expression Yuri had on her face, "Miss," He involuntarily raised his voice a little bit, flustering Yuri. 

"Y--yes?" She looked at the driver with a puzzled expression. 

The middle-aged man smiled politely, "We're here," He justly claimed. 

Yuri blinked her eyes for few times before she looked steadfastly outside the windows, "Oh, yes. I'm sorry," She opened her handbag and took out the money according to the amount shown on the meter, "Thank you," The girl heartily thanked the taxi driver but the last words from him managed to halt her. 

"Don't think too much about it. Just do what's your heart tell you to do," The man advised her as he flashed a genuinely sincere smile towards him. 

Yuri then glanced at the man before she jerked her head, smiled a little bit as she excused herself. Yuri walked into the cafe she used to come with Chaewon whenever they had free time with a nervous look. 

Well, she would say she rarely comes here with the girl after she's in a relationship with Yena. 

She told before right, she has been neglecting Chaewon too much. 

Yuri could see Yena was sitting at ease at the corner of the cafe with a glass of ice americano on the table.  Yuri walked stealthily towards the girl and took a sit in front of her. 

"Hi," She awkwardly greeted the girl. Yena's instantly flashed her pouty lips, sufficiently showing she's actually quite pissed with Yuri due to the cold treatment she merely gave her during the phone call just now. 

Yuri let out a sigh as her mind wandered around, thinking on what way she should persuade the girl in front of her. 

Sometimes, Yena could be really tiring and why it has to be today when she's at present having a debilitating headache on Chaewon's matters? 

"Look Yena." 

"I'm okay," Yena felt like she shouldn't be too tense towards Yuri if she didn't want to lose her again.