Message sent on November 12 2018.

How do I even start? I'm really sorry Jinjin hyung, I hope you will forgive me wherever you are. We failed you, we left you in the dust, without intending to, we never noticed anything and you didn't trust us enough to tell us, it could have ended differently, you didn't have to do it. Everyone is withdrawing from themselves and I don't know what do to, you were helding us together and without you we simply broke, I don't think there's a way to fix it, not without you at least. Eunwoo hyung was acting odd recently, I saw him hiding something in his bedroom but I was too scared to ask so I just let it go, you would never do that, right? I just don't know how to deal with this, I need you hyung, why did you do it? I miss you so ing much you can't even imagine, I don't know how but please come back to us.