Message sent on November 11 2018.

Hyung I'm sorry we didn't notice, I'm sorry we weren't good enough, that you had to feel like doing it, I miss you hyung, I want you back. Why couldn't we notice sooner? I'm a terrible friend, please forgive me Jinjin hyung, I really love you. I can't keep doing it without you, everything changed, I cry every night waiting for you to come back but I know it's not possible, I really miss you. What's the point of doing it without you? Everyone are staying in their rooms, I feel so lonely, I just want to see you, I bought sleeping pills yesterday, see you soon hyung