Message sent on November 14 2018.

Hyung you need to get back, I don't know how but I can't do it without you, no one is talking, they all stay in their rooms, I want to talk to someone but I don't have anyone, I should probably apologize but honestly, what will it change? Nothing, so why even bother, you won't see it anyway but I desperately need someone right now so I'm writing this stupid message, we can't be Astro without our keader and you just decided to left us. I understand you were hurting, that for you it seemed like the best option but you left us without any explanation, without any goodbye, didn't we matter to you? I think we deserve a stupid goodbye letter or something like that. I wish you told me, it didn't have to happen, I need explanation and I hope to hear it soon, I bought a strong rope so I guess we will see eachother much faster than you would like hyung.