Only human, that’s have a little heart that could feel a lot of emotions.

“I’m not jealous.” - her

Why that’s sentence actually hurts me? Is it because our feeling are not mutual. Am I the only one that love ‘us’. Am I the only one that thinks of you when we are not together.

Well since you put it that way, I guess I am. I am that person who love ‘us’ the most, the only person that fights for us. You only love you.

Can I ask you some questions?

“Why are you still with me?”

Your body are here with me, but from the way you act, the words you said. Your heart are not. It’s like you’re being force to be with me. Burdensome me right?

“Who am I to you? Like really! Who am I to you?” 

I don’t understand. Make it clear.

“Do you really love me?”

Why am I asking? Well, I notice it. I said the 3 word. You never reply. Like once. But every time you said it, I try my hardest to ignore but I failed. Because I weak and stupid. I think I need to raise my ego, a specially with you.

“Are you still with me just because I was there for you when you were down and depressed that one time?”

I think so. You make me feel that way. Constantly.

Don’t try to be offended when I buy things for myself and I didn’t tell you that I wanted that things. I’m adapting. Learning to love myself. Spoiling myself. Yea, I l