I wonder
Dear diary, I wonder.The subtle moment.
I remember it like it was yesterday. I look into your eyes. You greet me with a very sweet voice. My heart beats faster, during that moment there was only me and you. My vision becomes blurry, I could only see you.
I’m not lying, it’s like in the movies.
But moment is just a moment. A memory. Memories will fade, forgotten. But for me, I will never and I can't ever forget. Like I have never forgotten about HER.
To HER,
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for once been the most understanding person. All my childish act, jealously, I don’t know how you manage to put up with it. Up until now, none have managed to put up with my ridiculous jealousy. I really thank you and appreciate you for that. You are very supportive. You advise me in the gentlest ways possible.
You are the best.
No, I don’t want you back in my life. We had gone our separate ways but that’s okay. I will always love and remember you. But can I tell you something?
I need you.
I need you like before.
Your smile.
Your voice.
Your support.
Your sweet gesture.
Usually I tell you that I want you and you always giggles in response and said "You already have me, forever."
Well I guess our forever wasn't that long.
You were the best that I ever had but I was so blind. I was blinded by my ego.
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