SEUNGWAN POV

Flashing light from the camera will surely blind my eyes. I faking my smile and smile sweetly to her. She return it with same gesture. I held her hands and acting we are the most sweetest couple in this world. She wave to the camera as we quickly get in the car. The bodyguards tried to block the ocean of the paparazzi. As we success to get in the car she let go of my hands and keep her stoic face. The face I always faced everytime we are alone. 
“Sooman can you take us to our home" I said Soo ajushii just nod his head . She looking at me like I am making a biggest mistake
“What?” I said 
“You said our home. They are no words for our in this marriage. Never, same goes to we or us .” She said. Truth to be told I am hurt but I had through this many time where she reject me. I just keep quite sooman just give me sorry look. God what did I do wrong to get in this situation. I know I should thankful because of this arranged marriage now I am together with this goddess beauty but not In this way. I never imagine it. It is hurt when your wife is still in love with your ex bestfriend. Park bo gum. He know… he know that I'm in love with her.

Flashback 
“Hyung” 
“Hmm yes seungwan ah?” Bogum hyung said 
“Look at that girl she is gorgeous” I said 
“Yes she indeed pretty but my jinyoung more beautiful than her” hyung said 
“I will make her become my wife hyung" I said and I can hear hyung chuckle 
“Yah you little kid, you are still in high school you still have college to finish it and become CEO of your company"
“But no matter what I'm going to make her become my wife” 
“Whatever you said wan ah”
Few years later bogum oppa broke up with jinyoung noona and joohyun and I become closer and closer. One day I wanted to ask her to become my girlfriend so I asked yeri advice what to do. The day have come and I quickly get out from my classroom to asked her and when I almost there I see bogum hyung hand intertwine with some girl and suddenly they kissing. I stop because finally I know who she is, it is the woman I love, the woman that I want her become my girl friend no she is the one that I want to grow old and support me from behind but now…. It destroy because of him. I can feel my heart is on fire I ran to them and I punch Bogum hyung oh so called precious face. I punch harder. 
“YAH, SON SEUNGWAN WHAT DID YOU THAT?” Joohyun said 
“IT IS BECAUSE HE STOLE SOMETHING FROM ME” I said 
“YOU CAN I ASK NICELY CAN YOU" I stare into Bogum hyung eyes I ignore everyone stare. Bogum hyung look at me with guilty expression 
“What with the look hyung. So Now you actually feel guilty. Why don’t you think about my feeling when you make her become your girlfriend huh hyung?”  
“What do you mean seungwan ah” she said I just look at her 
“Noona ah I love you with all my heart and I want to ask you to become my girlfriend but he stole you from me. He know my heart towards you but still…” I turns to look at Bogum hyung no this guy don’t deserve my respect. After all this year I help him with his financial problem… how dare him. “Bogum you know my feeling towards her right? but why did you do this I..I Can't understand.” 
“Even tho you ask me to become your girlfriend… do you think I will accept you?. I befriend with you because your brain, stupid” so cold that what I felt when her eyes looking at me. Everyone started to laugh at me. Her stoic face look at me without emotion. I am dumbfounded… I look at Bogum. I fail to control my tears. Yeri come and save me.
“YAH WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK. YOU FAKE PEOPLE ESPECIALLY YOU” she nearly slap joohyun. Now all of my member come even jinyoung noona. I ran faster then I could I can hear they calling my name. 
After that day I become more stressful and depress. My parent have to appoint me with one of the therapist kang seulgi. Well my parent didn’t know what the cause of my depression and who is she. Luckily seulgi noona help me and some from Yeri and the gang. Everyday I will open up my story what happen to me. She hears it carefully she is a good listener. Kang seulgi noona is pretty that monolid girl is pretty but she do not have any boyfriend I wondering why. She is also my Bestfriend 
I cut my connection with joohyun and bogum . Their relationship become stronger each day until they left high school and start college. After 5 years I finish my Master of business and e-commerce and now I become CEO of this company. I handle things, and I still hears rumors they still get together. Maybe I should let her go

End of flashbacks
*Thud* I am awake from my dreaming. 
“Master we already here” ahjushi said 
“Thanks" I smile and after that I keep my stoic face and get inside the house where she already living me behind. I look at her like she going anywhere because she grabbing her casual purse. We just arrived now she wants to go *sigh*
“Yah old man bring me to bogum oppa house I cannot stay here any longer with this man" she said my heart broke even more
“Joohyun ah you can ask nicely right" I said even after all this year I still in love with her 
“Why do you care so much?” she said with venom in her tone. I keep quite as her get In the car. I stood there so long thinking should I continue this marriage. No I should stay with this marriage in the end she will fall for me…. I hope so.
I slowly go to my bedroom. Hoping this is just a dream and hoping this nightmare will end.

Joohyun POV 
Finally I get out from his side. That guy didn't deserve my love I called bogum oppa 
“Oppa ah" I said sweetly
“Hmm yes baby" his sweet voice is so attractive
“where are you?” 
“I am in our house" the way he said ‘our’ sound so hot.
“Wait for me bae" I said and I end the call. Incase you wondering… I am we never do it. I want it to be special. I want to do it after we marry. He respect it and cool with it.

SEUNGWAN POV 
She just arrived but then she go again when will this pain will stop. She maybe going to their share house. Lol more to Irene bought it for them. That dickhead never have a job. He just waiting for Irene to feed her money. You know what happen to that dickhead? He stop studying ….. karma . More like he got kick out because he got caught selling weeds. Shame on you. Dear god even tho I married her. Her heart is still with someone else.*Tut-tut* “Yo Seungwan” 
“What’s up Kim seosangnim?" I said 
“Hai want a hangout?” Yeri said
“Hmm..” 
“Come on man . Why do you have to think? Why do you have to think about that . I mean she probably not home right now.. right?” I sigh 
“Yes, she is not home right now" why do I care about her permission. Oh maybe because she is my wife. 
“Okay see me in xxx club”
“Yah I never agree to this” I said
“Well snow man did you planned to meet someone?” 
“Nah…” i said 
“Okay come and invite seulgi unnie" yerim said 
"I will be there at 7" 

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