4. Chapter
HeartbrokenIV.
Kibum stares at Taemin from afar. And, without even realizing it, he cries out all of the pain.
"Does it even matter?" Kibum asks Taemin while he looks at him, then he throws a punch at the wall and he glares at him, "it doesn't even matter anymore: he's gone, he's ing gone, he's gone" he points out in a shaky voice that trembles like it's about to break up.
He looks down, he spots several red stains splattered on the floor and he freezes. He's bleeding. The injury shines brightly under the dim light. It's not the first time, and it won't be the last time.
And, all of a sudden, it happens what Kibum is afraid of the most because of Taemin. He can sense the way he's about to lose control over himself: he's about to lose control over his own thoughts, over his own actions, over his own emotions. It could be very dangerous.
Taemin hurries to Kibum. He takes his hands, he brushes his bloody knuckles and he caresses his fingers.
All of this triggers him even more to the extremity. He could never, ever forgive himself for hurting him. But, if he doesn't get away from him, there's the chance that he can do it.
"What do you want from me?" Kibum shouts to Taemin as he grabs him by the hem of his t-shirt, so he pushes him against the door and he pins him there, "it doesn't matter to me anymore: he's gone forever" the words tremble because of the pain that fills them up.
He
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