In my heart
You are mine
Your POV
- I don't want you to go... - I whispered quietly looking at how Jiyong got into a taxi and left the hotel. Apparently he didn't see me since I was almost hiding observing him from inside the hotel. I started to feel sad, empty and at the same time I felt deep longing, the kind of longing that I never felt before. It felt like he was leaving with a part of my body that was essential for my existence.
I barely made myself go upstairs and enter my room and just sat on my bed in silence deciding to embrace all the feelings that I was feeling. Finally I decided to get a shower and wash the sad thoughts away. The shower felt refreshing but it didn't help with any of my mixed feelings. I sighed to myself and searched for the hairdryer.
- Rose? It's me, - it seemed to me that I heard his voice. "Perfect! Now I hear his voice!" - I shook my head and continued with the searching.
- Rose? It's Jiyong oppa, - I stopped with wide eyes. Wait! Is it.. real?! I ran towards the door and opened it still suspicious of my hearing abilities.
But it was correct. He was there. Right before me. Lips curved in a smile, even more handsome than in the morning.
- Hi, - he looked into my eyes smiling.
- Jiyong oppa? Oh my God! - that was when I realized that I was wearing extremely short pyjama dress. In an attempt to cover my legs that were too revealing as if I intended them to be, I tried to hide my legs with the door.
- You look like a cartoon character, - Jiyong chuckled looking at me bending to my left hiding my legs behind the door.
- Don't you have your flight in 3 hours? - I asked and saw how Jiyong turned expressionless which made me feel sorry immediately. - I mean I'm happy to see you again, I'm just worried about your flight that's all - I shrugged explaining myself.
- I'll be there on time, don't worry. I just came to see you one more time before leaving, - he looked at me with the intensity and sparkle in his eyes. I felt so warm hearing these words and the feeling of emptiness that I felt earlier disappeared like it never existed.
- Come in, - I felt the same like I needed some more time with him and I couldn't wait for us to sit comfortably beside each other again.
With that said he nodded and came in. I offered him a seat and went to the refrigerator to get orange juice.
Jiyong's POV
From the moment I went in I couldn't get my eyes off Rose. She was too beautiful to describe. No, I couldn't hold everything in anymore. I went behind her and before she bent to get the juice I wrapped my arms around her waist and hugged her from behind. I felt her body tense under my touch.
- Rose, I really like you... - I said, inhaling her scent and nuzzling on her neck. Her scent made me lose control even more. I moved her wet hair from her neck and kissed her neck gently. I made her turn in my embrace and when she faced me I pressed my lips to hers. She put her hands on my chest and it made me feel exposed... I was sure that now she could hear my heart beating like crazy. But in front of her, I wanted to open up, let my feelings control me. I wanted to immerse myself in the deep ocean of her mesmerizing eyes. Even her tongue tasted so sweet and I couldn't make myself stop from caressing her spine, squeezing her waist and pressing my body to hers. She wrapped her arms around my neck and made me lean even closer. I pushed her to the closest wall not for a second breaking the kiss. She bit on my lower lip which made us both smile into the kiss. I trailed down kissed to her jawline, neck, collarbone and closer to her s.
- Hey Rose! You can't imagine where I just went.. - suddenly I heard Rose's friend walk into the room talking. Rose swiftly pushed me from her, and we both tried to fix our clothes as if nothing happened. - Oh, you weren't alone? - Rose's friend seemed a bit uncomfortable. Why did she have to walk in now?! Oh God...
- Yeah, - Rose went back to the refrigerator and offered me a seat.
- I gotta go now, - I told her.
- I will go out to say good bye, - Rose replied immediately. I grinned feeling excited that she wanted to have some more time with me.
When we finally got out of the room I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and kissed her on the cheek.
- So you wanted to have some more time with me? - I asked feeling cocky. She chuckled nodding:
- You really are charming, - she smiled and pecked my lips.I felt like my heart could burst any time. - I really like you too, - she added.
- Woah... thank you, - I felt like I was under her spell. My heart was beating so fast and I was unable to hide the grin on my face that creeped up on my face again and again.
- Please promise me that you'll come live in Korea, - I blurted my real thoughts. I took another look in her deep eyes.
- I will try my best... but I can't promise, - her eyes were filled with sincerity.
- I'll wait for you, - I held her in my embrace as we both stopped in front of the main door of hotel. I gave her one last embrace and kissed her on the lips.
- If you won't come I'll keep coming to Poitiers to see you, - I laughed.
- You'll run away Poitiers is incredibly boring, - she laughed in response.
I gazed at her trying to remember her laughter, her beautiful features. But most of all I didn't want her to be sad.
- See you, Jiyong oppa, - she waved at me smiling. But I could see her eyes getting wet.
- See you, Rose, - I told her and turned away, trying to hide my expression. It felt like a piece of me was left behind, with her...
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