Jiyong's POV

I glanced at Rose looking at her talking, laughing with sparkle in her eyes. I gazed in her eyes from time to time and she turned a bit shy. I couldn't believe the fact that she was right beside me. In Korea. I felt sorry because I was always too busy and couldn't keep in touch with her a lot. I felt sorry because I couldn't keep my promise and go visit her in France. 

Honestly, I just wanted to confess to her and ask her to date me, be my girlfriend. But suddenly I turned into a coward. I couldn't really pronounce it. I was afraid that my heart would skip out of my chest. 

- So what are you planning to do here? Will you be here for a long time? - I asked her.

- Actually I came to travel and see if there are some opportunities for me to work. But I'm afraid if it doesn't work the way I want, I might have to leave to USA, - Rose sounded upset.

- Maybe I could help you? - she looked at me flustered. - I mean if you want. I can ask if there are any job offers so you could send your resume, - I tried to sound natural so that she wouldn't be burdened by my help.

- Thank you! Can I think a bit and tell you the answer later? - Rose smiled a bit. I felt relieved that she didn't feel offended by my offer.

  After parking my car a bit far from Rose's home she and I decided to grab little cans of beer each. We were walking side by side sipping our beer. I felt my hand slightly touch hers over and over again and after reflecting a bit I hold her hand in mine trying my best to make it seem natural. I don't even know why I became such a coward beside her. She looked at me with her eyebrows raised. I shrugged and didn't say anything.

- Rose, - her name tasted sweet in my tongue. Rose looked in my eyes waiting for my next words. - I'm sorry for not being in touch as much as I had to be. And for not making time to go back to France, - I was completely serious and sincere.

- It's okay. You didn't have to, - Rose looked away. I felt that she was a bit hurt. I realized that I made a mistake. I felt my heart become heavy with each step. 

Suddenly I felt Rose's phone vibrating. 

- Yes, aunt. I'll be home in 5 minutes. Don't worry, - Rose hung up. Without her hand in mine I felt somewhat lonely.

- I think I have to go faster. My aunt is worried because I didn't tell her anything before going out, - she explained. I couldn't keep my eyes off her lips and control the urge to kiss her.

- Okay, but can we meet again tomorrow? - I blurted out thinking about only seeing her again and again. 

- Alright! - her face lit up. - Don't you have anything in your schedule? 

- No, - I lied. Actually I had a shoot of an Interview. But it was something that could end fast. And I will make it end fast.

- Then see you tomorrow? - I looked at her in anticipation.

- See you! - she smiled and I held her hand out giving it a peck. - Mademoiselle, - I said looking at her and feeling that I already miss her.

Bonne nuit, monsieur*(in french *good night mister), - she responded with a slight amusement in her eyes and went in. 

As I arrived home I plopped on my bed. My body was heavy and tired. It was all because of the shooting of variety show all day. 

- Rose, - I called her name before drifting to sleep as if she would hear me and come into my arms. 

- Jiyong oppa, you came so fast! - I went in Rose's bedroom and wrapped my arms around her waist as soon as I saw her. She was wearing white lace underwear. 

- I missed you, - I whispered in her ear and kissed her neck, inhaling her scent. - You smell like flower, - I smiled kissing down her neck.

- Oppa, let's go to bed, - she replied sensually, wrapping her arms around my neck. 

I made her turn and picked her up bridal style. After carrying her to bed and laying her down I placed myself on top of her, keeping my body as close to her as possible. I her neck slightly and caressed her waist. 

- I want to be with you tonight, - I told her looking deep into her eyes.