That night Seungwan couldn't sleep, she kept on sighing. Grabbing the phone, she typed a text to Joohyun after thinking much about it

"I hope we can talk again and figure it out together. Sleep tight. I love you so much"

Hitting send, Seungwan kept looking at the screen eventhough she knew there was no reply from Joohyun

----

Few days after that, Joohyun always avoided meeting Seungwan, she barely stepped out of the room. Seulgi really wanted to help but she didn't know what to do. What she could only do was texting Seungwan whenever Joohyun came down to the cafeteria so that they could meet. But even when they met, Joohyun pretend like she didn't see her despite how hard Seungwan had tried.

Looking at the clock, Joohyun knew Seungwan already ate because it's late

"You hold your hungry to avoid her? Helloo it's 10pm"

Joohyun didn't say anything back, she just left.

Eating alone in the cafeteria, she missed her girlfriend so much because they always got to eat together. She missed Son Seungwan who always looked happily at her, who always apologized even though she didn't do anything wrong, who would do anything for Joohyun even if she didn't ask. That's Son Seungwan she madly love and that's also Son Seungwan she pushed away...

Hadn't finished the dish, Joohyun stood up and about to leave then suddenly she saw Seungwan came to her. Joohyun slightly made an eye contact with her before looking away and she realized that Seungwan had lost much weight and looked very tired. That's because she hadn't eaten much for the past week, she also lacked of sleep. Joohyun wanna hug her so bad but she just pretended like she didn't care at all.

"Why did you eat so late? It's not good for your health" - Seungwan said while looking worriedly

But Joohyun just coldly left. Then Seungwan immediately ran after her

"Why you have to pretend like that?..."

Hearing it from behind, Joohyun suddenly stopped

"Why you have to act like you don't care?..." - Seungwan's voice started trembling a bit

"Why you have to hurt yourself by this way?..." 

"I miss you so much..."

Seungwan kept on saying what was on her mind. And suddenly a tear felt on Joohyun's face but as Seungwan was standing behind, she couldn't see it 

Trying to hold it back, Joohyun coldly said before leaving

"We're over. Remember it"

Then only Seungwan was the one left. She kept standing there although it was about to rain hard

---

Joohyun again locked herself in the room and cried alone. She cried all her heart out. Seungwan was right. It hurted her so much with every words she said. It hurted her seeing Seungwan like that. It hurt her that they had to be like that..

Seungwan returned to her room with all wet body because of the rain but she didn't mind it. All she could think about was that they gonna graduate next week and she didn't have much time left..But Seungwan still wanted to try her best again, for Joohyun, for her love..

She arrived home for the second time after that talk. Knocking her dad's room, she took a deep breath before going in. She walked toward him who was busy on his table

"How are you dad?"

"I'm fine. How was your essay?"

"It's good dad"

"Great"

Seungwan hesitated a bit

"Dad..about the graduation-"

"Baby I thought we agreed not talking about it again"

"But dad please listen to me one more time"

Her dad also left sigh, he stopped typing and turned to her

"Alright I'm listening"

"I love you dad, I always do. But...this is my future, I wanna do it on my own. And it's not like I can't do well there, I can dad"

She stopped a bit to look at his reaction then she continued

"And dad...for the first time in my life, I've found someone that I want to be responsible with, she makes me a better person, I can not break up with her like this.."

"I know she's mean a lot to you but you're mean a lot to me and your mom too, remember it baby"

"It's hard for me too whenever I think about it, have you ever known it dad?"

"But do you know what I really worry about? It's that you can easily work in big company here while working there is so..I mean.."

"But I can-"

"Baby stop before I really get angry. Go back to your room, I need to work" - he said while looking away

"Why can we never talk properly?" 

Seungwan said it a little bit madly then left. This is the first time ever she showed uncomfortable attiude toward her dad. He also realized it

----

Day by day, Joohyun kept receiving messages from her girlfriend. She really wanted to answer but everytime like that, she didn't know what to do but cry. She also didn't know that she'd cried so much for the past week that her eyes were all swollen.

And what come must come. Graduation day should be a happy day but for two people it's not. While everyone was congratulating each other, in the crowd there was Son Seungwan kept looking at her girlfriend who was just standing there faked a smile to cheer for everyone. When it ended was also when their eyes met. It was usually a happy eye contact but this time it was so painful

"Tomorrow you guys are gonna fly back to Korea?" - Yeri turned to ask 

"Yes.." - Seulgi left a sigh

"So they're just over like this?? "

"I wish there was other way too but I'll miss you by the way" 

"You're gonna miss me when no one fights with you"

"Maybe"

----

The night before their flight, Joohyun kept on looking at the phone.

"If you wanna text her, just do it. Why have to be afraid?"

"I.."

"It's the last time Joohyun. Do what your heart wants!"

"You don't get it Seulgi. I'm afraid seeing her cause I know I couldn't help but crying in front of her. I'm also afraid not be able to see her for the last time. I hate myself.."

At the moment, Joohyun's phone suddenly rang. 

"Can we meet? Please.."

As expected, it was a text from Seungwan. Hesitating for a little bit, Joohyun told herself to follow what she wanted for the last time.

And they met in the corridor of Joohyun's floor. They were both silent for a while and the first word Seungwan could say was

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't"

They could hardly say anything as they both felt how painful it was. 

"I-"

Seungwan was about to say seomthing but she couldn't as Joohyun rushed forward and slightly put a kiss on her lips. Joohyun knew it shouldn't but the heart wanted what it wanted. She missed that feeling so much. Though surprised, Seungwan looked at the person in front warmly before giving it back. 

Using both her hands to lightly lift Joohyun's face, Seungwan kissed those lips for the last time. She treasured this moment so much. And suddenly a tear felt from Seungwan's eye

"I love you Bae Joohyun"

When leaving it, she also realized that Joohyun already cried so she gave Joohyun a hug and they kept standing there.

----

A night passed so fast even though the two just wanted it last. Seungwan really wanna go to the airport but she didn't want Joohyun to feel more painful as she already did. 

Looking at the sky, Seungwan immersed in thoughts. At the same time, Joohyun already done checking in. Waiting for the flight, Joohyun looked back at those photos of them together

"I love you Son Seungwan"