Chapter 4

Deep Affection

Hyuna was sound asleep in her desk when the sound of a phone buzzing woke her up.

 

"Hyuna's POV"

 

I sat up and grab my phone to see who texted me.

 

To: Kim Hyuna

 

Come to my office.

 

From: Director Im

 

Why did he want me to come again? I just got there yesterday. Is there some meeting again?

 

I better go there to answer all my questions. I checked the time and it was already 4 pm!

 

"Oh shoot! i napped way too long."

 

I saw my laptop and my other things in the desk beside me. Which means i forgot to continue the song i was doing.

 

"Aish! I already said to myself that i wont sleep!"

 

I fixed my things to the way it was. I headed towards outside and went to find some elevator.

 

I didn't even bother to fix myself. Im just wearing my casual hoodie and some trackpants. My hair wasn't fixed either. It's just your typical messy ponytail hair. And i wore some glasses.I have no makeup either. So for short the real nature of Kim Hyuna.

 

"Knock! Knock!" I knocked on his door to let him know that i am here.

 

"Come in!" He said.

 

I opened the door to enter inside his room.

 

"What do you need me for?" I asked.

 

"Aigoo~ Hyuna you look so wonderful today!" He said brightly smiling at me.

 

"Shut up i know you're lying and cut to the chase will ya?" I said with a scowl obviously not in the mood to joke around with him.

 

His smile soon turned into a frown. "Yah! What's with you? Forgot to continue your song?" He asked.

 

I stared at him at first and then let out a long sigh.

 

"Knew it" he said proudly.

 

"It's my fault. I accidentally slept." I said.

 

"Come on! It's okay. I mean these days you haven't been sleeping. Most artist would be sleeping for 4 hrs or 5 but you? You dont sleep." He said reminding me.

 

"You overwork yourself hyuna. You're such a hardworking person and that's what i like about you aigoo." He said.

 

"I do it for my fans. I want them to be happy." I said sadly.

 

"Then sleep. If you want them to be happy." He said.

 

"Okay! okay! So what did you want to say to me?" I asked.

 

"He arrived today." He said.

 

He? Who arrived?

 

"He? Who is it?" I asked curiously.

 

"C'mon. The boy who you wanted to be here." He said.

 

Boy? I wonder who he's talking about.

 

"I don't remember." I said trying to remember the boy he was talking about.

 

"Seriously?" He laughed.

 

"The timber boy!" He said laughing.

 

Timber?...

 

Ah! The video!! The kid who raps!

 

I remember now.

 

"Ah really?" I asked.

 

"Yeah! I met him earlier." He said.

 

"He was here? Why didn't you called me?" I asked

 

"I thought you were busy. And why? Wanna meet him?" he asked.

 

"Of course. Afterall i was the one who told you guys he has a potential." I said proudly.

 

"Want me to call him now?" He asked.

 

"Now? Nah. Dont bother to. I have to go now maybe next time." I said and sat up to go.

 

"Already?" He asked suprised.

 

"Yeah i need to finish the song." I said.

 

"Oh okay goodluck with that!"

 

"I leave and headed towards the elevator. I waited for the elevator

 

After riding the escalator i head back towards my room and let my body fall against the couch.

 

I stared at the ceiling for like a minute or so.

 

Thinking about the things that i had already achieved. But was it all worth it?

 

This isn't what i wanted. But i had to do it.

 

Going back to the past, i realized that everything i did isn't for myself.

 

*sigh* that is your life Hyuna. I should be responsible for the things i did.

 

There's no turning back now.

 

I sat up on the couch and head towards the chair to sit. I checked my laptop to see my progress on this song called "Mirror".

 

Its basically me just pointing out the typical problems of women. I wanted to make a song that can remind them that they are beautiful enough.

 

"Mirror" by Hyuna

 

I reflect you in the mirror and compare

 

With that name, beautiful beautiful

 

But the real you is hiding inside

 

No one can see it, painful painful

 

Look carefully, oh no

 

Don’t be jealous of anyone, no oh

 

Actually I’m, oh yeah

 

Right in front of you

 

I’m the you of tomorrow

 

That you forever dream of

 

Or the you that you loved

 

A long time ago

 

Don’t lose it anymore, I’m inside of you

 

We’re in the same world

 

If you hold my hand

 

Any time, back to you

 

You want perfection

 

But the more you want it, the farther you get from it

 

Stop with the endless greed

 

Don’t forget what’s important

 

Look carefully, oh no

 

Don’t be jealous of anyone, no oh

 

Actually I’m, oh yeah

 

Right in front of you

 

Until here. Im still not finished and i hope i can finish this early and call it a day. Im planning on holding my comeback on August. Which means i still have 9 months till my comeback.

 

Although its just another mini album. I wanted to make it as early as possible.

 

I continue working on my song again while munching on some jellies.

 

*Hours passed by*

 

I looked at the time and daebak it's already midnight. I started to get up and fix my things. I noticed that i made a big mess on my desk. Tons of crumbled papers and packs of empty jellies.

 

Aigoo you made so much mess Kim Hyuna.

 

I started cleaning my desk and started packing up. Putting my things on my bag. I checked one more time if i had left some important items.

 

I headed towards the elevator.

 

I waited for the elevator when my phone started ringing.

 

I checked the ID caller and saw that Hui is calling me.

 

"Noona!" Hui called out.

 

"Oh what's up?" I asked.

 

"When are you having your comeback?" He asked.

 

"Dunno, why?" I asked

 

"Nothing! Just wanted to ask. Haha" he laughed.

 

"Whatever haha!" I also laughed it off.

 

I heard some footsteps walking towards the elevator.

 

"Fighting! Noona!" He cheered.

 

"Arasseo!" I said.

 

I turned my head to check the elevator and accidentally exchange eye contact with another person. Then it suddenly closed.

 

I hanged up and waited again for the elevator. But hey the person who i had eye contact with has a charming eyes.

 

I wonder who that was.

 

Nevermind it...

 

I exited the building and tried to find my manager's car. I just realized that he left earlier to do something. But he said that i should call him when im aboit to go home to fetch me.

 

But its already midnight i didn't want to disturb him. He must be sleeping and tired. I'll just take a cab.

 

It took around 40 minutes for me to get home. I headed towards the bathroom and showered and wore my favourite pajamas.

 

I laid on my bed and played with my phone...after 10 minutes.

 

I can't sleep.ㅠㅠ

 

That's also my problem these days. I can't sleep at night but im always sleepy at daylight.

 

Aish. I opened my drawers to find my sleeping pills. But the bottle is empty. Shoot. How am i going to sleep?

 

I just threw the bottle back to the drawers and go back to my phone trying everything to make myself fall asleep. I tried ASMR but nah. It didn't work. Its already an hour but i still can't fall asleep. I need to be up at 6 and its already 3 am. Ughhh.

 

I decided to watch some series and finally i passed out.

 

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