*Lai Guanlin's POV*

 

"Those eyes.

 

They warm me up."

 

I woke up at the feeling of someone tapping my shoulder.

 

"Wake up. It's almost time."

 

I tried to opened my eyes to see who it was and realized it was Seonho. I stretched my arms and sit up to get a fully look on him.

 

"What time is it?" I asked.

 

"Its already 6:30. We need to get there at 7:00." He said.

 

"Oh okay." I said.

 

I hurriedly went over to the bathroom to shower and fix myself. I choose to wear some supreme shirt and a pants. I looked at the time and it's already 6:45. I tried to find Seonho but he's nowhere to find.

 

Did he left already? Aish nevermind. I locked the door of our dorm and hurriedly walk outside and go to our building.

 

Luckily the building was close to our dorm so i didn't have to ran.

 

I arrived at the building and checked the time and its 6:50. Nice. I still have 5 minutes. I ride the elevator without any problem.

 

I finally reached the practice room. I take a quick look inside to check if the trainer is already there because i didn't want to be late at my first practice. And yeah he's not there yet.

 

I opened the door and saw that Seonho was really here the whole time. Like yesterday i just go to the back of the room and sit there. Im still quiet shy to talk to them cause im still not used to their language.

 

*10 minutes later*

 

Its already 7:10 but the trainer is till not here. He's late today. But i tried to look at the others expression. Nothing their just busy practicing. Seems like its just a normal thing for them.

 

But then suddenly i heard some noise outside. the other trainees also stopped from what they are doing and ran towards the door to check what's happening.

 

I hesitated but then my curiosity attacks me. I also walked towards the door. They were all bowing and greeting the person. I looked to see the person.

 

It's a woman. She's wearing a cap on her head so i can't really recognize her. She also has a brown hair.

 

I asked the guy beside me on what was happening and who she was.

 

"She's Hyuna Sunbaenim. You didn't recognized her?" The guy asked me.

 

Hyuna? Who's that? Am i missing something?

 

"Hyuna?" I asked.

 

"Yeah!" The guy said.

 

"I do-dont know her." I said.

 

"Are you being serious?" The guy said.

 

"Yeah." I said.

 

"Nevermind it. I'll just give you a piece of advice." The guy said.

 

"Stay out of her way. We all clearly don't like her. For us she's very arrogant and cold." The guy said.

 

"Then why are you even bowing at her if you don't like her?" I asked irritated from what he had said. I mean why would you even play nice to her if you don't clearly like her? That's just pathetic.

 

"We all wanna debut so first things first you gotta show some respect to the artists of this company. So that the staff of this company will see us as a nice trainees. You know we all gotta act nice to get what we want." The guy said while smirking.

 

I just ignored him and just look at Hyuna.

 

While all the trainees are bowing and greeted her. She also greeted and bowed at them. I kind of feel bad for her because little did she know they were all stabbing her at the back. After she left we all went back to our places. I heard some whispers from the trainees. But i couldn't understand it because they were all talking in korean.

 

"I hate how the company treats her. They treat her like a princess here."

 

"Yeah, because of her 4minute disbanded. Aigoo i miss our eonnies."

 

"She can't even dance!"

 

"Now that troublemaker is over. She's now using E'dawn like what the heck."

 

"She thinks that she helps our company but her albums are all flopping!"

 

They kept whispering. I can't help but get curious on what they are talking about. But i guess its just a girls talk.

 

Then finally the trainer finally arrived.

 

"Sorry im late so lets start?" The trainer said.

 

"Oh yeah i just remembered Lai Guanlin is here. So we will all just start at the very beginning. No complains got that?" He said.

 

Everyone groaned but immediately answered yes because they didn't want the trainer to get mad.

 

The trainer taught me the basics but i had a hard time on it. Afterall im not that good at dancing but i'll try my best.

 

Hours passed the trainer is now scolding me because of my mistakes.

 

My next schedule was Language.

 

I was really trying my best to learn korean but the pronunciations of the words is hard but yeah atleast i learned many things.

 

Next was rapping and singing. I had a hard time at the singing and a little bit on rapping. Of course im still not that good.

 

The teachers kept scolding me. And it kinds of embarass me.

 

And then a week passed like that. Its already the day that i gotta show the trainer what i practiced. Im not really confident enough that i'll do really well.

 

All the trainees were also there to watch me. I'll be seriously lying if i say that im not nervous. My palms were sweating. I can't disappoint them.

 

The music started playing and i already made a mistake. I didn't get the beat at all. I even forgot some moves the trainer taught me. My mind just went blank. I stopped dancing and just looked at the floor.

 

These days weren't really working out for me. All the teachers and instructors were all scolding and kept yelling me. The other teachers even said that i didn't really fit to be an idol. I also didn't have friends to help me so it was really tiring for me .But i just shrugged it all.

 

The trainer then stopped the music and yelled at me.

 

"Lai Guanlin! Is that all your gonna show me? I taught you a week for this!"

 

I know.

 

"You should already know this! How will you debut if you didn't even try harder?"

 

harder? But I already tried my best.

 

"How will you debut if you kept showing me this attitude. Yes you are handsome but you don't have a talent!"

 

That's when it hits me. That i should just give up. My mind keeps telling me to give up. But my heart doesnt want to.

 

I probably should give up.

 

You embarassed yourself today.

 

Look at them. Look at the looks they are giving you.

 

Yeah. I'll give up..