Ong POV

It has been a month since our final concert as WannaOne member.

I feel so empty.

No more chatty Jisung hyung.
No more savage Sungwoon hyung.
No more cleanfreak Minhyun.
No more psycho Jaehwan.
No more energetic Woojin.
No more dorm chicken Jihoon.
No more smallface Jinyoung.
No more cutie Daehwi.
No more gulliver maknae Kuanlin.

And last but not least.. Daniel..

No more puppy Daniel.

This one and a half year was like the best time of my life. I know I should move on and continue with my own life. But sometimes, you just cannot accept reality eventhough the reality is presented clearly in front of your face.

Work.. is the only thing that makes me forget about it for a while. But this empty feeling always comes back to me everyday, everynight when I'm going to sleep.

I have been living with ten other brothers for a long while. Though it felt just like yesterday that we were announced as WannaOne members.

The thing is, we were separated now.

Some people of course felt relieved because they could have their own members back. Like Minhyun who was back to his Nuest and Sungwoon hyung to his Hotshot.

But me? What will happen to me?

I wish Produce 101 was made just for individual trainees. So that after we were being a group, we could just stay together.

Don't they ever think like this?

I mean, my members and fans, do they?

I want to drink. But I have schedule tomorrow morning. No one will wake me up if I overslept.

My manager. Yes of course, he will. Haha I forget about him for a second because I always had Minhyun to wake me up before.

What are they doing right now? I want to know. I want to ask them via our group chat. But.. no one is talking since yesterday. And it's almost midnight. They must have been sleeping. I should not disturb them with a notification.