I’m not as well rested as I’d like to be.

Having spent several months sleeping in parks, I’ve learned to keep part of my brain on alert at all times. Even the faintest rustling of leaves can yank me out of a dream. Back on the streets, it was usually just a rat sniffing around for food. But last night, there must have been bigger beasts on the prowl outside our dormitories.

The Incubation Suites were always perfectly silent. I didn’t expect the dorms to be any different with the students locked away in their rooms. I slipped into bed around eleven and woke less than an hour later.

There was movement on the balcony outside my door. At first I wondered if Peter Pan had decided to pay me a visit. But then I detected the sound of multiple shoes traveling across the old wooden floorboards.

These weren’t the rhythmic footfalls you’d hear if employees were patrolling the dorms. I can’t quite explain it except to say that whatever was out there seemed to be prowling.

• • •

My first class of the day is the Fundamentals of Business, which sounded perfectly harmless before I skimmed the course description.

(The ideal course to kick-start any business-related career. Polish your math skills. Study basic economic theory. Master the use of key terms and industry jargon. Acquire all the skills necessary for creative accounting, embezzlement, and most forms of fraud.)

Sungyeol snarls when I walk in. It’s been three weeks since I told Alex I had dibs on his body. I can’t believe he’s still pissed.

I settle into a desk that could double as a work of modern art. An instructor in a perfectly cut dress introduces herself as Ms. Choi and begins distributing tablet computers to everyone in the class. I’m eager to play with my new toy.

The dorms don’t have Internet access, and I want to find out if there’s Wi-Fi in the classrooms. When I turn on the device, I see no sign of a wireless signal. Instead, I discover an exam on the tablet’s screen.

There’s nothing like having your math skills assessed after less than three hours of sleep.

“You have thirty minutes,” announces Ms. Choi. The way the other students race to begin, you’d think she just fired a starter’s pistol.

I’m not the first to the finish line. I’m still pondering the second-to-last problem when I hear a buzzer. Ms. Choi has turned her computer monitor toward the class. Its screen lights up.

[Justin - 96%]

I feel a stab of envy as I swivel around to check out the competition. Tablo’s little buddy is sitting directly behind me, dressed in a shiny black jacket.

I bet he spent most of the morning crafting his super-cute hairdo. It’s the sort of spikey, multi-layered mullet favored by anime characters, faerie kings, and pop star idols.

I refuse to be beaten by a wannabe member of a Korean boy band. Still, I’m not going to rush through the test.

A second buzzer breaks my concentration, but I don’t look up. Another. I go back to the start of the exam and double-check my answers. Another buzz. Another. Less than a minute remains on the clock when I hit enter. My result is posted, and I hear an angry snort.

[Flick - 100%]

I’ve trounced Justin’s score.

Most literature bores me. Foreign languages baffle me. But math I can do.

“Time is up. Turn in your test, Sieun,” the instructor announces. The last student working clicks enter. Her grade flashes on the screen.

[Sieun - 35%]

It’s not the worst. She beat four other kids. So there must be something I don’t know, because everyone in the class whips around to see what the girl will do.

They seem to be expecting a spectacle, like bystanders watching someone who’s considering a leap from a tenth-story window. Sieun doesn’t appear to notice the attention.

The look on her face says she’s already jumped.

“This will be your second attempt to pass this class, Sieun. I realize you don’t have a gift for mathematics, but you should know enough by now to make it through the first test. You’ll need this course to complete your major,” Ms. Choi tells her. “I suggest you work harder. I want to see significant improvement by the end of the Immunity Phase.”

“Yes, Ms. Choi.” Sieun’s face is whiter than the wall behind her.

The instructor studies the other scores on the monitor. “It appears that one of the academy’s newest students has already taken the lead in this class. Where did you learn calculus, Flick?”

I shrug. I’m not about to reveal my academic history. No one here needs to know what I’ve got in my toolbox. “Math has always felt like second nature to me.”

“You’re very fortunate,” Ms. Choi says. “But it took more than luck to earn a perfect score. There’s a lesson here for you, Justin. Attention to detail is much more important than speed. If you can’t resist the urge to show off, you’ll never reach any higher than second place in my class.” He has a smile on his face, but I can see the shadow over his face.

“Right as always, Ms. Choi,” Justin says with chilling good humor. “I’ll be sure to find out if Flick has anything else he can teach me.”I don’t need to look at Justin to know he’s furious that a newbie stole his prize.

I can practically hear his teeth grinding away.

• • •

The bell rings, and I gather my books. I can see Justin loitering outside the classroom. I’m preparing to give him the lesson he requested when I realize he’s not alone.

“Hi, I’m Seungyeon.”

Maybe she arrived at the academy with a terrible accent. Or a set of buckteeth and a hunchback. But it’s hard to imagine that this girl was ever anything other than physically perfect. I’ve seen the results of enough plastic surgery to know that only nature produces such beauty.

Full lips, glossy hair that looks soft to the touch, and those brilliant eyes. Still, she’s a little too Disney princess for my taste. Some guys like perfection, but I’ve never been interested in playing with dolls. Thoughts of another person flash through my head.

I clear my head before any dangerous thoughts can breach my safe wall. While I am here, I cannot say his name or even think of him. 

It will pain me too much.

Seungyeon looks at me, concerned. I blink. 

I must have blanked out. .

I ignore it, and she seems to understand my reluctance to breach the subject. She shakes my hand, and her grip is surprisingly firm.

“Flick,” I say, though I know it’s unnecessary.

“I’ll see you at lunch,” Seungyeon says, dismissing Justin. I don’t think she catches the sneer he shoots me before he hurries away. “I hear you’re number one in the class.”

“It’s only the first day,” I point out.

“It never hurts to have a head start. What course do you have next period?”

“The Art of Persuasion.”

“Me too!” she exclaims, but I’d be willing to bet she already knew that. “Why don’t you walk with me?”

It would be easier than finding the class on my own—as long as that’s where she’s planning to lead me. “Last night, I took a walk with one of your schoolmates, and I nearly got locked out of my room.”

“Don’t take it personally. Tablo’s just jealous,” Seungyeon assures me. “If you live up to your hype, you’ll have to get used to that sort of thing.”

“My hype? I’ve been a real student for less than twenty-four hours.”

“Yes, but I’m afraid I have a very big mouth.”

And it smiles ever so sweetly.

• • •

The Art of Persuasion must be a required course for all majors. The classroom is the biggest I’ve seen so far, and there are only two empty seats when we enter. As luck would have it, they’re side by side.

My next-door neighbor, Hoya, is three rows behind Seungyeon and me. I give him a nod, but he doesn’t respond.

The course is taught by yet another blandly named instructor. I can tell from one glance that Mr. Pae is a “backslapper.”

A few of his kind always showed up whenever my father threw one of his parties. Myungsoo and I liked to sit in the dark at the top of the stairs and pick them out of the crowd.

They were the ones who smiled a little too broadly and laughed just a little too loudly. They answered to the nicknames they were issued at prep school and acted like overgrown boys. But each time one of them reached out to deliver a hearty slap to a fellow man’s back, you could tell he wished he had a knife in his hand.

Mr. Pae ignores the podium at the front of the room and perches on the edge of his desk instead. We’re supposed to find this endearing. He’s trying to appear approachable. But his act still needs a little more work.

“Over the course of your careers, you will each encounter individuals who’ll try to make your lives difficult. It could be an employer who refuses to promote you—or a politician who wakes up one morning and decides to have principles. You may even stumble across the occasional law-enforcement official who isn’t interested in supplementing his pitiful salary. When you meet these people, you’ll quickly discover that all the sweet talk in the world won’t alter their attitudes. If you intend to persuade them, you’ll need to start digging for information.”

Mr. Pae picks up a remote control from his desk, and a large television screen descends from the ceiling. It’s displaying a static image of a man. He has a rugged, weather-beaten face, and his shirtsleeves have been rolled past the elbow. Everything about him screams Average Joe. But he’s not.

“Let’s start with a hypothetical situation.”

The situation may be hypothetical, but the man is real. He’s a congressman from the Democratic Party. His name is Woo Wonshik, and he’s a rising star. Last time I had access to a proper Internet connection, his speeches were all over YouTube. Wonshik’s supporters call him the “voice of the people.”

I scan my classmate’s faces. I wonder if they recognize him too. It’s hard to tell.

“This man is a politician,” Mr. Pae announces. “For the sake of today’s discussion, let’s imagine that you own a business that’s about to launch a profitable new product. The politician thinks he can look like a hero by convincing the country that your product is dangerous.”

Hoya raises his hand. “Why does he believe that the product is dangerous?” he asks.

Mr. Pae frowns. “This is a hypothetical situation, Hoya. There’s no need to dwell on the details right now.”

Hoya’s expression contorts into a face of mock confusion. “But you just said persuasion is all about information. The reasons he’s opposed to the product seem like fairly important information to me.”

“Then let’s say that the congressman believes your product has not been thoroughly tested. And he’s been informed that it may threaten the health of those who use it.” The instructor’s tone implies clenched teeth and a barely suppressed rage.

Hoya sits back with his arms crossed, apparently unknowing or ignoring Mr. Pae’s anger. I get the sense that he’s determined to make a point.

“Then we should try to address his concerns. I say we do some more tests. The results will either convince the politician that he’s wrong—or help us make changes that might satisfy our critics without making our product unprofitable.”

“Easier said than done,” the instructor responds dismissively. “Anyone else have any thoughts? What’s the best way to persuade our congressman?”

Seungyeon lifts a hand. “He’s popular with the voters?”

“Extremely,” Mr. Pae confirms. “He’s up for reelection next year, and so far no one has stepped forward to challenge him. He thinks he’s invincible.”

“Wasn’t there another famous politician who bragged that he couldn’t lose an election unless he got caught ‘with a live boy or a dead girl’? Maybe we could arrange a little date for the congressman.”

She says it so pleasantly that I almost miss her point.

The instructor laughs. “A wonderful thought, Seungyeon, but let’s save that option for a last resort. Anyone else?” He points at me. “Flick, right?” I nod. “What do you think?”

I’m not going to pretend that I’m a factory owner or that the politician is fictional. “You should hire someone to steal Wooshik’s phone. There are a bunch of other things you could do, but that’s a good place to start. It’s fairly risk-free. People lose their phones all the time. If you plan everything right, no one will get suspicious.”

“And what would you hope to learn by stealing his phone?” Mr. Pae won’t stop playing his stupid little game.

“I’m not all that interested in Representative Wooshik from the great Democratic party. But if you steal his phone, you should have a look at the photos first. Even old guys snap pictures of themselves in compromising positions. It’s like the Achilles’ heel of the male brain. If all the photos turn out to be puppies and flowers, then check out his emails, texts, and web-browser history. A lot of phones even store GPS tracking information that will give you a map of every place that the owner’s been. And don’t forget to scroll through the sent and received call logs. Do all of that, and you’re bound to find something you can use against Wooshik. The moment politicians start believing they’re invincible, they stop being careful.”

Mr. Pae is wearing his backslapper grin, but he’s far from amused. He needs to prove that he knows more than I ever will. “That’s why his aides will have made sure that his phone is password-protected.”

I shrug lazily to rile him up even more. “And that’s why the world has hackers. But a good thief could snag a phone right after the guy uses it—before password protection has a chance to kick in. I could show you how if you’d like.” I begin to rise out of my seat.

“Sit down, Flick,” he barks. Then he takes a breath and slips back into character. “We’ll be putting your impressive skills to the test later this semester.”

Second period just started, and I already have five enemies, a pretty stalker, and zero friends. It’s a record, even for me.

• • •

My third class, International Politics, deserves a much snappier title. If I were in charge of writing the Woollim Academy course catalog, I’d call it Making a Killing: The Profitable Business of Bloodshed. I learned more about war in the past hour than I did during my entire stint at military school.

Apparently it’s not just about fighting bad guys anymore. You can peddle machine guns to Afghani warlords (as long as you don’t mind being paid in opium). Or you can start a black market in a refugee camp and sell antibiotics at ten times what they’d charge at your neighborhood pharmacies. Hell, you can even form your own private army these days.

Does some poverty-stricken country have something you want (bananas, water, diamonds, cheap labor)? Don’t bother bargaining with the local honchos—just hire a bunch of mercenaries to go in and get it! If you don’t, someone else certainly will.

I learn that poor people’s lives are going to no matter what you do. You can’t fight fate. But if you hold your nose and step over the corpses, you can make your own life a whole lot richer.

I fight the urge to vomit.

I’m hoping a strong cup of coffee will wash away the taste of death in my mouth, so I ride an elevator to the sixth-floor cafeteria. The state-of-the-art dining facility is bright and white. One wall is dominated by a giant black screen. The other walls are bare. The long steel tables with attached stools are exactly what you’d expect to find in a high school lunchroom.

But someone bought far too many. There are at least six seats for every student, which actually seems to suit most of my schoolmates. Almost all are eating alone. Only two tables in the far corner are filled.

Seungyeon is sitting at one, wedged between Tablo and the angry, adorable little creature named Baby Soul. Seungyeon doesn’t notice when I enter, but Soul does. I have a feeling the girl doesn’t really like anyone—but she seems to hate me most of all.

I grab a sandwich and a cup of coffee. I’m searching for a place to eat when I spot Key sitting on his own with an untouched salad in front of him. I’d given up all hope of having a private chat in this place. But Key is close enough to the two chattering tables that our conversation will probably be drowned out by the noise. When I slide onto a stool across from him, he doesn’t even blink.

“Hello,” I say, and his head jerks up.

“You can’t sit here,” he growls.

His hostility catches me off guard. And yet I’m still hell-bent on helping him. “I’ll move,” I say softly. “But you have to promise to go to Guryong Street if you ever get expelled from this place. It’s a short walk from here. Find a boy named Sunggyu. He’ll know what to do.” I ignore the tinge of pain that rushes through my body at the name.

An emotion flickers across Key’s face. It vanishes before I can read it. “I’m not leaving the academy,” he insists. “Now go away.”

I pick up my tray and hunt for another spot. Seungyeon waves me over to her table. Her friends are all smiles now. I see they’ve added a new member to their crowd. With his bruises still purple and fresh, he stands out like an eggplant in a rose bed. Alex.

“So Key’s a friend of yours?” Tablo asks bluntly. He must have bet against him after the Beauty Pageant. I doubt he’d know his name otherwise.

“Mind your own business, Tablo,” Seungyeon says, but I have a hunch that the question needs to be answered.

“I thought Key was comatose. I wasn’t expecting a chat.”

“Well, you should eat with us from now on,” Seungyeon insists. “Tablo—move over and let Flick sit down.”

Tablo may be the only person I’ve ever met who can look bored and furious simultaneously.

“Don’t bother,” I tell him.

“I’m not here to make friends.”

• • •

The coffee and sandwich were barely enough to keep me alive and alert through Wealth Management (money-laundering, tax loopholes, offshore accounts, and insider trading) and Human Psychology (which appears to be a remedial course that draws from the works of Wild Kingdom).

Fortunately, I was blessed with a second wind or I might not have survived my final class of the day, Hand-to-Hand Combat.

Seungyeon and I share this course as well. She rocks a pair of shorts better than any girl I’ve ever seen. And I’m in awe of her right hook. Her sparring partner is twice her width and wearing protective headgear, but she’s on the verge of taking him down when the instructor blows his whistle. 

There was a time when a girl with skills like Seungyeon would have driven me wild. And she’s been making it pretty obvious that she’s interested. But the only person that could ever garner any reaction out of me, I left behind and threw away.

Sunggyu probably realizes I’ve left him by now. He should forget me – I’ve never been good enough for him anyways.

No. No. I am not going down that track.

I bring myself back to reality to see that Seungyeon has pulled up her shirt to wipe her brow, and I can see a little bead of sweat trickling toward the cleavage rising out of her sports bra. I know the show is meant for me, but I pretend not to notice.

Even though I left Sunggyu, I know that my heart hasn’t.

When the bell rings, I make a beeline for the exit.

“Hey, Flick!”

She’s not going to let me escape. She must know she looks great like this. Hair coming loose from her ponytail. Forehead damp, cheeks rosy. Wearing formfitting gym clothes instead of prim designer dresses.

“Where did you learn how to fight like that?” She’s stuck to my side.

“Military school.”

“Do you think you could teach me a few moves?”

She’s bolder than she looks. “I think you’re doing pretty well on your own.”

“You know this no-friends policy of yours . . . maybe you should consider making an exception.” Her voice is sugary enough to draw a whole swarm of flies.

“Why would I want to do that?” I ask.

We reach the elevators. There’s a crowd of students waiting for the next car to arrive. When it does, they all step aside to let Seungyeon and me board alone. The gates close, and I press the button for the eighth floor. Seungyeon keeps her attention focused on me.

“That’s why. Being friends with me has certain advantages.” The way she’s looking at me right now, I know she doesn’t mean cutting elevator lines.

“You’re the top student. The Dux. And the last time I checked, Seungyeon, you were also my competition.”

Her smile is angelic, yet her tone is anything but. “Which is all the more reason you should get to know me a bit better.”

I hide the frown that is forming at the implication. “Isn’t there some kind of rule about sleeping with your schoolmates?”

“The rules only apply to the less gifted students. Those of us at the top can do whatever we like. In fact, it’s encouraged. It gives the others something to strive for.”

Finally, a way out. “This was my first day. I’m nowhere near the top yet.”

“You will be soon,” Seungyeon says. She doesn’t live on my floor, but she exits the elevator when I do. I get the impression that she’s planning to follow me all the way back to my room. I stop, blocking her path.

“Look, this has all been extremely educational, but I need to take a shower.”

I don’t think Seungyeon heard me. She’s watching someone at the other end of the hall. I look over my shoulder and see Hoya opening the door to his room.

“You live next to Hoya?” she asks, but doesn’t wait for an answer. “Have you spoken to him?”

“Briefly.”

Seungyeon shakes her head as if suddenly saddened. “You know, he’s probably the smartest kid here. He won the Beauty Pageant three semesters back. I tried to help him, too. But I guess it happens.”

“What?” I ask, when she doesn’t follow up on the point.

“I guess some prodigies never live up to their potential.”

We stand for a moment, engaged in a silent game called “How Much Do You Know?” Then she places a hand on my bicep.

“Keep me company at dinner tonight?” she asks.

“I’ll think about it,” I tell her.

• • •

Anything, anything. I repeat a mantra in my head. You have to do anything to get that evidence.

I will learn how to blackmail congressmen. I will study all forms of fraud. I will let them put a chip in my arm. I will allow my DNA to be sampled. I thought I was prepared to do anything.

But all it took was a pretty girl in a sports bra to make me question my resolve.

It wasn't because I had interest in her. None at all actually. But her advances has been testing the limits of what I can handle, and I'm not sure I can take it anymore. 

I’ve been sitting on the floor of my shower for a very long time. The steam has fogged up the doors. It’s been weeks since I had this kind of privacy. Dinner must have ended ages ago. My room is probably locked by now.

I should be thinking about Seungyeon—trying to figure out what she really wants. Trying to determine whether she can help me while I’m here. Figuring out what I’ll say when she asks why I stood her up.

But right now, I couldn’t give a damn about Seungyeon. I’m doing my best to conjure Sunggyu. I’ve been making a list of all the things I remember.

The scent of vanilla bean and strawberry oil.

His fearlessness and the way he never flinched at the sight of blood.

His unhesitant care for all the kids he took under his wing.

The sight of his limbs treading water in a cold plunge pool.

The lumps in his mattress and the softness of his skin.

The grace and fluidity of all his movements.

There’s so much more, but it’s not nearly enough.

I said goodbye, and I guess goodbye really does mean forgetting. Sunggyu is already starting to fade.

I knew this might happen, but I never thought a person could disappear so damn quickly. I can’t bear to lose any more of him now. I wish it was safe to write down everything I still know. That way I might be able to keep Sunggyu real.

Because I’m starting to worry that I may have imagined him. Maybe he was a hallucination like Peter Pan. Maybe when I was weak and scared and all alone, I dreamed up a Wendy to take care of me.

I wish I knew more. But I don’t. The one time I asked, where he had come from, what his illusive last name was, it must have sounded like a joke. I thought the less I knew about Sunggyu, the easier it would be to slip away.

Now I’m desperately clinging to the little I have left of him.

Fantasy or not, I can’t let him go.

I don’t think I’ll be real without him.

I turn off the tap just in time to hear the door of my room slide open and shut. I don’t even bother with a towel. I rush out of the bathroom sopping wet, hoping to catch Peter Pan. I’ll admit he was right all along. I’ll ask him what he thinks I should do.

But he’s not there. No one is. There’s just a tray on my desk that’s loaded with food. I pick up the note tucked under a bread plate.

‘You need to eat,’ it says.

The handwriting isn’t obviously feminine, but somehow I know it belongs to Seungyeon.

I wish it wasn't