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Unrequited

Okay, so I feel like I need to tell you guys that I don't think I'll upload again. There's a couple of reasons behind it. The first one, and the most important one to me is that I don't like writing anymore. I've also fallen out of Mamamoo, which is what I wrote. The style that they are changing to isn't my type of style. I tried my hardest to like Starry Night, thinking it was a one time thing, but with Egotistic is seems like they will switch to this type of sound. I can't force myself to listen to music I don't like. Doing this with Starry Night made me feel more distant from Mamamoo, and that's a shame. I feel like continuing to force myself to listen to them will make me grow more and more distant with the girls I love. I would rather just check in on them in a year, and see if I can get into them again. I hope everyone understands.

The secound reasoning is my illness, which I've had for 3 years now. A couple months ago it got a bit serious and scary, and the illness put me in the hospital. I won't go into what type of illness it is, but I'll stay here in the hospital for a long time. I want to keep a mindset that I can get better one day, and use my energy I have in a day spending it with people I love, and surround myself with things that make me 100% happy. I believe this will give me strenght to keep going. 

Sorry to the people that may be disappointed or was waiting for an update. I'm sorry to finally tell you updates won't be coming. I'm ending all the fics at where they are now, and your imagination can make up the rest <3

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franch_fries #1
Chapter 2: Such a shame this fic's been discontinued. I liked the way you wrote Byul's character. It felt so real. How she struggled internally because of a love that she can't have because of social norms. A real problem to the LGBT community yet rarely touched upon in fan fiction or ar least in mamamoo fics i've read (mostly wheesun).
I hope you're well authornim and I hope you find joy in writing again because you write so well and it'd be a shame to stop doing so.
cjmoo_ #2
Chapter 2: Hey there! It's totally fine to fall out of a group, and it's understandable, so don't worry about it yea? I'm sorry to hear about your illness. I hope that you'll get better soon and that you'll find happiness in your life - this is very important. I wish you all the best, and thank you very much for this fic! :)
jwy0609
#3
Chapter 2: Hello author nim.
It's okay to fall out of the girls cause not all our expectations are bound to be met.
Please get well soon and be happy ^^
cjmoo_ #4
Chapter 1: Sigh, that last line. Yongsun probably thinks Byul's just joking.
It's unfortunate for Byul that the society that she lives in isn't accepting of her.
Olemonade
#5
Chapter 1: aaaagh, right in the kokoro lmao. i wonder how yong is gonna respond to this hmhmhm. this is quite interesting! :D
anthologies95
#6
Chapter 1: a straightforward byulie in a fanfic. very rare indeed. i'd like to know more about yong's personality, she seems interesting. good job!
4dwaffle
#7
Chapter 1: Oh that hit hard
_quietmoo_
#8
Chapter 1: at least byul tell yong the truth (about her heart breaking into million pieces)

looking forward to the next chap~
curious on how yong will react