"Happy birthday oppa~" jihyo sang with a smile on her face "You're an official ahjussi now HA!"

I laughed at her teasing. Just her presence on my birthday enough to made this birthday the happiest one

"Oh here's your gift oppa-"

"No need jihyo-ah" I forced a smile as I remember the bitter scene. There's no way I'll wear the same shoes you give to your ceo guy

She looked at me with her blank expression. I chuckled *God she's so cute* I thought and pat her hair "I said I don't want to get any present on my birthday" I reminded her

"Even mine?" She pout, trying to win over me. I flicked her forehead lightly and she groaned in pained, rubbing the red spot on her forehead.

"Nope" I dead panned. She sullenly crossed her arm and glared at me. "In exchange" I paused, leaning closer to her and whispered "Meet me here at 00.00 p.m" then I leaned away from her

"But-"

"Just do it" I let a mischievous grin. She laughed "Arraso birthday guy" and I give her one last smile before heading to taeyeon and sulli

It's a bit sad that jessaca can’t come today. A smile form on my lips as I remembered about our recent meeting. Whatever, better entertain the hyungs or they’ll send jongkook hyung to me.

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"Oppa?"

I stand up from my seat when I saw her. She walked closer to me until she was in front of my face

"What thing did you want to talk about?" She asked, curiosity clearly written on her beautiful face

I nervously my lips. Damn, I'm not sure if I choose the right thing to confessed to her when I doubt myself if I can do it without being a nervous wreck.

"Kekeke, you know you're so cute when you're nervous oppa" she giggled, making me felt at eased for a little bit

I smile. You can do it Kang Hee Gun

"Song Jihyo bend a finger"

She just stand there blankly. Frustrated, I take a hold of her hand and bend one of her finger down

"Aish you even make me frustrated even when I'm being serious like this" I snap and her laughter was heard. I take a deep breath and look at her who's still laughing "Now do you understand what to do?" I asked her and she nod as she tried to calm herself down

I raised my eyebrows, not believing if she really did understand or not

"I understand oppa. Continue" she gesture, flashing me her gummy smile

"The woman with blank face bend a finger" I grinned when I saw her frowning but still bend her finger "The prettiest girl in front of me bend  a finger" I wiggled my eyebrows and she laugh

"The other part of Monday Couple bend a finger" and she did so

"The woman whom I’m intended to make her my girlfriend, not only on Mondays and on tv bend a finger"

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Time seem to stop when he said that. That must be a joke. Another corny joke from him.

Yes it is. But instead of his usual joking face what I’d got was his serious face, his determind eyes and his adam apple that bobs up and down from nervourness. I frowned. This can’t be true.

"Oppa you’re joking" I said and he shake his head. His warm hand touched mine "No I’m not. I’m clearly here, confessing my feelings for you Chun Sung Im" he spelled each my name corretly. No seum-dwa or anything. Just Chun Sung Im

I take a deep breath "Oppa you know I have a boy friend right?" I look at him who nod

"I know, I know it since the scars you gave me was real. The hurt feeling everytime I saw you two together" his jaw clenched and I could know how much he loathed my boy friend by hearing him talk. "But I can’t bear it any longer. I can’t keep this feeling any longer or I’ll become crazy"

My breath hitched. Any longer? Just how many years did he had feelings for me?

"Oppa tell me, for how long have you love me?" I look into his eyes who softened

"Since 24 of November 2011" it was so small but I heard it, loud and clear. I closed my eyes. Oh god he’s in love with me. So this time his cheesy jokes, protection and those sweet dedication and events- he’s in love with me

Kang Hee Gun is in love with me.

Pity hit me when I opened my eyes and saw his nervous state. I can’t possibly accept him. I have a boyfriend whom in love with me and and so do I.

"Your answer?" he asked, his grip tightened on my hand. I take a deep breath and look at him guiltyly "Sorry oppa" and I jerk my hands away from him, leaving him alone in this cold night.

I’m sorry oppa. I really am. I can’t be something more for you. For the last time I’m sorry to reject you on your birthday, where it become the worst day instead of the happiest day for you.