The cold wind of the night blows gently yet it felt so cold. All my hairs stand straight as it met contact with the wind. 

I can't help but to used the old trick. Hugging myself and rub my arms together to made a heat. As I continued to warm myself, I saw many couples hugging, kissing here and there. Laughing and smiling while saying "I love you" and kissed under the mistletoe

Wish I could do that with Ms. Mong....

I snapped out of my entrance and blink twice. I shake my head. 

I must not think about her. I must not.

But my strong willed melted as I saw the running man crew went out from a restaurant. Some of them were drunk and some not. 

I look at the midst of the crowd. No I'm not looking for her. I'm just wanting to make sure that Jongki wasn't drunk since he's one of the top actors. I found him helping the drunk staff and I sighed in relief. Thank god he's not drunk

Even if I'm sure I didn't think of her, my eyes found it ways to her small, petite figure. She was there, gladly wasn't drunk but she was shivering from the coldness of the winter because of her forget ness to bring her coat

She'll be sick if she continued being like this 

Despite I had a hard problem to forget her, I run to her and about to give her my jacket like before until  a car stop beside her. Her face brightens as soon as the owner of the car get out

It was her boyfriend, the ceo guy.

Until now my brain don't want to remember that guy name even if he's kind and nice. I just don't know why. It was simply ridiculous 

"Oppa!" she cried in happiness and hug the man tightly. They chatted for a while and the man finally wrapped his coat around her little body before both entered the car

I grip tightly at the coat on my hand. When the car was out from my view I turn my body around and I take a deep breath that even useless because I can't felt the oxygen

You're pathetic Kang Hee Gun. Pathetic.

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I look around in panic when I didn't saw any trace of seohyun at all. Ugh did I really just sleep on the toilet?

I pinched the bridge of my nose. Thank god yuri wasn't here or she'll definitely told the whole SM Town and the whole world that SNSD's Jessica sleep at the toilet while she was waiting for her turn

I run fastly since it's midnight already and if manager oppa found out that I was nowhere to be seen at my house I'd be grounded for weeks!

*clack*

I groaned and pout, blowing air at my bruised feet. I stand up from the ground. I look at the broken heels and glared at it

"Damn heels! You cheap and good for nothing heels! Stupid shoes!" I take it and throw it away. I look around to see if other people recognised me and thankfully I didn't see any camera or fans yelling my name

I crossed my arm and pout.

Looks like there's no way for me except to walk with bare foot

I tried to walk but I just can't do it! I have cf's to filmed in 2 days and I don't want the netizens to pointed out my "un-womanly" foot and made a buzz of it

Ugh! Stress!

"Jessaca?"

I stop grumbling and other things I'd did before.

That voice, that funny voice. There's only one man who only called me in that weird way

I turn my body around, hoping my institution to be true. 

"Why did you broke your heels? Was it wasn't good enough for you because they're cheap?" 

A warm feelings spread around my stomach and a smile lit up on my face

"Gary oppa" I said his name softly while smiling at his blank, idiotic yet cute expression

"So Jessaca what did you do to your heels and you going around bare foot?"

I laugh so hard that my hands clutched to my stomach. 

Yup he's the only man who could made me laugh even when I'm in a very angry, humiliating situation