Jessica look at her phone, her eyebrows creased and sighed *Should I text him first? But I’m a girl. The boy should make the first move!* she whined and ruffled her hair *Stress!*

The door of her room opened, revealing an amused seohyun as she watch the little scene that unfold in front of her two eyes. She went inside jessica’s room and closed the door but the older girl still didn’t realize that seohyun was now inside her room.

Deciding to let the older know her presence, seohyun asked "Uhm unnie, gwenchana?" and looked at jessica with scared expression. Jessica turned to seohyun in shock. Her face flushed and comb her hair with her fingers "Unnie okay joohyun-ah"

Seohyun stared at her unnie and said "You’re lying. Of course there’s something bothering you"

Jessica open to retort but nothing comes out. She let a small laugh "Hah, you’re right. Unnie are having a little debate with myself"

"And could I know because of what unnie?" seohyun said politely, sitting beside jessica

"Gary oppa. Text" she mumbled and seohyun nod in understandment. "I’m afraid. I’m afraid when I already send him a message but he doesn’t know my number and asked me who I am- ahhhh!!! Seohyunnie~" jessica hug the younger girl and burrowed her face on her shoulder

"Unnie, let me borrow your phone" seohyun said and jessica give her phone. She punched on the keypad and before jessica could asked her what she did seohyun smile at her "Just greeting gary oppa"

Jessica let out a shriek "YAHHH!!! Are you crazy!?" and snatched her phone then her eyes widened "You really text him seo joohyun!!" jessica hit seohyun’s arm

"Ow unnie! Your phone just vibrate, read it first. Maybe it’s from gary oppa" seohyun said, protecting herself from jessica’s punch. Jessica back away from seohyun and read the message, leaving seohyun rubbing her arm soothingly. "Unnie really are a meanie" she mumbled before peaking to read the message

To: Gary oppa

Oppa, it’s me jessica. You remember? ^^

From: Gary oppa

Oh jessaca? Anyeong!! Did you go home safely at that time? Sorry I forgot to text you at that time... TT_TT

Jessica blushed and she giggled. Seohyun raised her eyebrow "At that time? Did you and gary oppa went out?" she asked. Jessica look at seohyun and nod "It’s a coincidence. Remember the time you left me alone?" she glared at seohyun who let’s an “opps” and smile sheepishly

To: Gary oppa

Yes. And thank you oppa. Ah about the money....

From: Gary oppa

No need. Like I said you only need to come out and promote me on national tv or your new song! Kekekeke

To: Gary oppa

But I felt guilty......

From: Gary oppa

Aigoo. You’re so stubborn. Tommorow, lunch at xxx?

To: Gary oppa

Call. Kkekekee see you then oppa. Goodnight~ :D

From: Gary oppa

Neh~ Good night to jessaca~ ;)

Jessica silently look at seohyun who also look at her and then-

"KYAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!" and they start jumping up and down on the bed, giggling like a mad person

"Congrats unnie! A lunch date with gary oppa ~" seohyun teased and laughed at jessica happy face. The older girl then give seohyun a warm hug "Thank you joohyun-ah. Without you unnie probably can’t have a date with him"

Seohyun smile and hug back "Anything for my unnie"

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"Hyung let’s go and eat, my treat!" haha said as we finished filming. I look at the crowd and saw jihyo face brightened with her boyfriend beside her.

I could only watched it silently, letting another new scar scratch on my heart. I give donghoon a sad smile "Too bad I’ve got to company someone this time" and my phone ring "Oh, she called! Bye!" and I pick up the phone "Anyeong jessaca? I’m on the way to the mall okay? Bye" I whisper and dash to my car

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"Oppa, here~" jessica wave her hand. I smile and quickly sit on the table "What a lucky guy am I to have a pretty woman as my guest" I joked and she blushed, she covered her cheeks with both of her hand

I silently smile. Didn’t know that Jung Sooyeon is quite cute and shy

We chat and eat, enjoying our little time. Suprisingly she’s not that annoying and girly like I saw on tv. She’s quite the ice princess when she glare (Trust me it’s scary) , she got a funny laugh and quite the prankster. We had some things in common and that comfortable aura had been broken when I saw jihyo shooing her boyfriend then went to the shoe store in front of ours. My eyes trailed at her every movement and saw her taking two shoes. She crunched her face while looking seriously at the two shoes and left to paid for it.

My eyebrows furrowed, two pair of shoes? There’s no way she’ll give it both for her guy. She’s not that much of a spender.

I saw her walked away from the store. My vision sharpened and I could saw that the ceo guy asked her for who is the other pair and jihyo replied

“Gary oppa. His birthday is coming in 2 weeks”

Then my anger just boiled to the highest level. I tore my attention away from them and found jessica sad face when I look at her.

"Oppa-"

She knows it. Her expression told it away.

Way to go Kang Hee Gun. You just show her an example of a pathetic man with his one sided love.  

"Guessed you know it by now. Pitiful am I?" I tried to joked but the time I saw her tender eyes I kept my mouth shut. Slowly she shake her head and said "Because I’m also having a one sided love" she smile but I could know that it’s a forced one.

And for a flash of second I saw a hurt emotion potrayed on her eyes when she look at me. As if like I'm the one whom she's having a crush on

No. That wouldn't be real. Why the hell you're thinking that Jung Sooyeon, Jessica of Snsd would take a liking towards you? Oh the stupidity you're imagining.

My hand went to her head and ruffle her hair "Anyone who didn’t love you is stupid" I said. Jessica laughed and look meaningfully at me "I guess so" and snickered, turning her heads away.

I raised my eyebrows at her actions. Jessica had this determined smile on her face. I shake my head and sigh. Woman is a mysterious creature and I had to give props to whoever quoted it cause he’s damn right.

I’ll never understand woman and their actions

Whatever it is, I've decided that I'll confess to jihyo on my birthday. Even if she'll reject me I could handle that later. I just need to told her my feelings because I can't kept to fall for her more if in reality she didn't have any feelings for me. I don't want to mourn over her until death approach me.