Jiyong's POV

I was really surprised when Seungri opened the door, eyed our maids and saw that they were also surprised.

"Hey." I said with a weird face, looking at him.

"Hey---You're late, were you busy?" He asked like nothing was wrong and I walked inside, following him as he went to the living room.

"Yes and---Seungri--Are you okay?"

He looked at me like he didn't know what I was talking about.

"Yeah, why did you--"

He paused when I pointed at his clothes.

"Oh--these? I was feeling a bit cold."

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Are you sick? You can turn the temperature up and--"

"No no--" He quickly grabbed my arm when I was about to do that.He was wearing very loose gray housepants and had a long cardigan which didn't even allow me to see what he was wearing inside.It wasn't really suitable for this season.

"--I'm fine---it's okay."

"Are you sure?" I couldn't understand why he was feeling that cold and touched his forehead with the back of my hand. "You don't have a fever."

"It happens---you know sometimes you feel cold and then it passes---it's fine." He said as he began to push me towards the bedroom but I wasn't convinced.

"I can take you to a doctor and--"

"Just change your clothes and come inside, we will watch a movie."

I stared at him when he stopped pushing me in front of the bedroom.

"What?"

He stared back at me and I catched the double blinking, which made me get even more suspicious because he was obviously nervous.

"We're gonna watch a movie together." he stated and I saw the double blinking going worse.

"Okay--yeah I'm coming." I said walking in and saw him nodding before going back to the room.He was obviously acting weird but I couldn't connect the dots.

I took off my clothes and was about to grab new ones when I heard a buzz.I looked at his phone resting on the bed and didn't even hesitate before grabbing it.I really wanted to know what he was hiding.

From: Soosoo

Stop watching gay and read it, this guy shared his first time with another guy.

It's hot tho.

"What?" I furrowed my eyebrows, it took me few seconds to understand what was going on. "Of course---of course--" I started to chuckle before putting his phone down again.Actually I was going to wear my housepants like him but I decided to wear my shorts instead, with a sleeveless red t-shirt.

"Jiyong!"

"I'm coming!" I grinned before turning the heat up, I wanted to see how long he could make it.

"What are we watching?" I grabbed the chips he handed me as we walked through the corridor.

"I picked one---why are you wearing these? It's not that hot." He frowned and I raised my eyebrows innocently.

"I feel really hot---you know sometimes you feel hot and it passes--"

"Shut up." He stuck his tongue at me before sitting down and I looked at him, still standing.

"Are you really going to sit there?" I pointed at the single seat he chose.

"Yeah--why not?"

I glared at him before sighing.

"Seungri."

"What?"

"Then I'm not watching."

"Fine--fine!" He stood up and sat on the couch before sulking and I didn't let him see my grin as I sat beside him.He played the movie without saying anything and I kept thinking what was happening inside his head.He was obviously scared, I couldn't blame him for it but he was being scared in the cutest way ever and it was making it so hard for me to not laugh loudly.

"Offf!--" He whined after a while and turned at me. "--Why it's so hot all of sudden?"

I puckered my lips before chewing chips.

"The heat was normal." I lied with a poker face and he sighed loudly before taking off the cardigan.He had a white t-shirt inside and I quickly erased my smile.

"Of course---of course they're gonna do this." He was still pouting when he put the bowl on his lap and crossed his legs, pointing at the TV with his short fingers. "I mean---we don't have to see this." He looked at me. "They're making people think like is everything." He said in an annoyed tone and I my lips, trying really hard to put my face serious.

"What's wrong with that? If two people like each other  happens, it's normal." I said and my face was about to crack when he looked at me with puppy eyes like he could do anything to change my mind.

"But they're making it look like if there is no , there's no love."

"I don't think that's the point." I mumbled calmly, still eating chips. " is impotant too, there's something called ual compatibility." I said without looking at him and when he was quiet for a while I saw him doing the very fast blinking, I had to fake a cough to hide my smile.

"Yeah but.." He finally found something as he handed me the beer in front of him. "--ual compatibility is not enough---I remember myself having the best of my life with a girl and I didn't feel anything towards her--it wasn't like I've found my soulmate or something."

I took the beer and drank some as he talked.

"Wait---what did you say?" I grinned before pointing at him. "You have to take it back, you didn't have the best of your life yet." I opened my arms. "The guy is right here."

He grimaced before chuckling.

"I'm feeling like you're all about talk." He teased and I smiled, he seemed more comfortable now.

"You can test it anytime."

"No, thanks---seriously---what's with this?--" He whined before standing up and opening the window, it was really hot inside but I acted like it was just him.

"You should change your clothes." I mumbled, eating my chips with a very calm face. "You will sweat to death with those." I pointed at his thick housepants and he sighed with a pout, obviously couldn't stand it anymore.He paused the movie before walking away and I kept sitting there with a smile, drinking my beer.Honestly I didn't really find it offensive or anything, I actually found it cute and started to realize that I was finding everything cute if it was about Seungri.

He came back with a yellow short coming until his knees and I kept my face straight as he sat next to me.I knew he wouldn't check the heat since he was too distracted, the double blinking was making it really obvious.

"Why are we watching a movie again?" I asked after a while and he looked at me.

"Cause this is what you do."

I looked at him without getting a .

"What do you mean?"

"This is what you do when you have a date." He said. "You watch movies, go out, I don't know---you go to double dates?"

I smiled, now getting what he was trying to do.

"Yeah, you do deep talks in bed too." I said and saw him smiling as he nodded.

"That one too."

I smiled before leaning back and looking at him.

"You know that nothing you do will make it feel like it's normal, right?" I asked in a soft tone, not really trying to blame him or pick a fight but actually wanted to talk about this.

"No--" He shook his head before sighing. "--It's already normal." He looked at me and honestly I was kind of surprised to hear that answer. 

"You sure?" I raised my eyebrows and he nodded.

"Fine--then you have to come here." I said as I patted on my legs and I saw him staring at me for few seconds.

"Why is that?"

"Cause I'm not a girl." I said, grabbing his beer and putting it down. "--you're not a girl and you don't have to act like you have a role." I saw him furrowing his eyebrows which made me curse at myself after thinking he was cute again.He didn't resist it when I pulled him close, looked at me with curious eyes after I placed his