"You're...-- not telling this to anybody." He took my phone when I was about to answer.

"What?" I furrowed my eyebrows as I put my hands on the table.After the interview thing he drove to some near cafe, said that we're not done.

"Look, Little Lee." He turned my phone off, leaving me with an open mouth. "This is not some basic game, okay?"

"Give my phone back."

"Listen to me." He said with a more serious expression, but it really made me feel under pressure, like I wasn't trying to run away from the pressure my family put on me.

"Look, this will be a win-win.Stop acting like a child and listen to me."

I sighed before biting my lips.

"You know what----I am ing done." I said as I got up and grabbed my phone. "---I thought we were going to help each other, I don't need any other person to call me child and give directions." I took my jacket and looked at him. "Bye."

Seriously, I was relaxed for like, 15 minutes.Because it felt really good, I was doing something I wasn't allowed to and I knew that my family wouldn't go against this.Because he was a Kwon, the strongest Kwon.They made Daesung marry with Dara but for being realistic, Dara was nothing compared to Jiyong.Dara meant we would have bigger connections, but Jiyong meant, Kwon's.He was on the head of everything and I started to wonder why they didn't push him into marriage instead of Dara.

"Seungri."

I rolled my eyes as he stopped his car in front of me.

"I really don't need another dickhead, Mr Kwon." I said, leaned closer to his window for make him hear it clearly and then turned my back, start to walk to the bus stop.

"You're a ing kid!"

I closed my eyes before turning my face to him, since everyone at the bos stop started to look at my back, it was no surprise that he was out of his car now.

"So what? You're a ing trash, but I'm not yelling it to your face.Do I?!"

"You don't even ing listen!---If you're hating people to call you kid, then ing learn to facing with life!"

"Oh, go the away Mr.Dickhead!" I yelled without no care and turned my back at him again.People kept looking at me weirdly when I go and stand beside them at the station but really, he could off.

"Don't ing turn your back at me!"

"Don't ing turn your back at me." I faked his words while rolling my eyes and heard few girls chuckling.

"Do you think you can always run away?" He said as he stepped in front of me and I sighed deeply.

"Go the away."

"Aww, so sad.My family is not giving a about me and I love---"

"Jiyong!" I shouted without knowing and he smirked.

"Yeah, that's right." He came closer to me, made sigh angrily. "--That's my name and you ing know what I can do, so stop being a kid, and get in the car." He said kid with a different tone on purpose.

"I'm not---what the hell are you doing?! Let me go!" He grabbed my arm and start to drag me to his car, seriously, I ing wanted a normal person in my life.Just one normal person.

"Hey!---He is forcing me---this is kidnapping---Are you gonna watch it?!" I shouted at the girls as I keep struggling.

"Wish he can kidnap us too." A girl giggled and I saw Jiyong smiling before winking at them.

"Are you ing serious?!" I opened the door when he literally pushed me inside like a damn bag.

"This is being a kid, Seungri." He said and closed my door again, made me glare at him.

I didn't do anything as he sat on the driver seat and turned to me.

"Now this is, being an adult."

"I don't want to be a ing adult." I raised my eyebrows and turned my body to him. "If that means I'm gonna be a ing robot and marry with someone my family choose, thanks! I'm not interested!"

"And I'm telling you that we can turn the tables!"

"How?! With you being another parent to me?!--What are you trying to do Jiyong?!"

He sighed and this was the first time I saw him nervous like this.

"..hyung."

"Oh, you." I rolled my eyes and turned my head to window.

"No, you Seungri."

I looked at him and was about to burst out when he did that before me.

"You're so gonna call me hyung and stop being a spoiled child.You keep saying you don't want this, and what? What the are you trying to do except running away?"

"I'm running away because I can't do anything else!"

"You can! You know that your family would be flying on the clouds when they saw news!"

I stopped for a moment and smiled sadly before nodding and turning my head to window again.

"Thanks."

I heard him sighing and I already knew he wasn't going to say sorry.I knew he was right, my family didn't give a about me and my life.Probably they would be surprised for few seconds because I'm holding hands with a guy and another second, ding, it's a Kwon.

"Why they didn't make you marry?" I asked all of sudden and he was still sitting, not driving to anywhere.

He sighed before leaning his head on his seat.

"Because I'm gay and they know it."

I looked at him with my opened mouth.

"--Few months ago another photos were about to get leaked and believe me," he opened his eyes and looked at me. "--they weren't so innocent like the ones you saw today."

I kept staring at him, putting the pieces together.

"That's why they talked to me about announcing my fiance."

"And with doing this---you can save your and your family's ." I said and he laughed.

"Kwon's son is in love with Lee's innocent, little boy.This won't be a scandal, right?" He shook his head when he saw me staring at him blankly. "Look, they're not against me but--"

"Your reputation matters." I chuckled. "As long as you're with someone who has a good image and comes from an important family, it's okay." I said as I smiled sadly.Because I knew my parents would go crazy if I was gay.But it wasn't the thing made my heart feel heavy, it was the fact I knew they would be proud of me for being gay right now, just because I made a Kwon fell in love with me.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm not ing okay!" I hissed while rubbing my forehead, trying hard to hot cry. "So--you---you tell me that you want us to keep doing this?"

"Don't you want to go back to college?"

He asked and it hit me, of course they would let me do whatever I want since I was under some Kwon's wings.

"How long?" I asked and suddenly turned at him. "Do you have a boyfriend?" 

"He was just a one night stand."

He answered, knowing that I was talking about the photos and I nodded.

"We can keep this up and you can do whatever you want while I shut everyone mouths and focus on my work."

I lifted my eyebrows and paused for a moment.

"Whatever I want?"

He seemed serious when he looked at me.

"I guarantee that."

I nodded and it was all, I didn't say a word until he stopped his car in front of my house.

"The news will be a mess tomorrow and I'll take you, okay? Don't answer any calls until we meet."

I just nodded and get out of the car, but couldn't even stand not crying until I stepped in my house.

Knowing that I need someone else's protection instead of my family made me feel like .

I actually couldn't decide which one was worst; me crying all night and my phone is not vibrating even for just once, or I woke up to my ringtone, seeing a lot of messages and calls from my mom, brother, friends, even my dad.

I needed to be with someone powerful for make them care about me and I chuckled angrily as I checked social media.Our smiling faces were everywhere and everyone was talking about the bomb of year.A lot of people saying Dara and Daesung will be disappear under our shadow.

"Oh my---baby! Are you okay?!-- Where are you staying, Seungri?---You made me so worried---Do you even eat? Why didn't you take your car?"

I wiped my tears quickly and hang up without saying anything.Like I didn't saw her yesterday, having fun with her friends.

But now she was worried if I eat.How so?

I chuckled again before answering the only call I was waiting.

"I will be there in 10 minutes."

"Okay."

That was all I said before picking some clothes.If they wanted me to take whatever I want