"What do you mean you are not coming to the show? I thought--"

"I am not coming." I said very calmly after I walked into the kitchen with my pyjamas and grabbed my mug to drink some water.I saw Sandara looking at Daesung weirdly, she wasn't used to see me like this but I didn't care about that at the moment.

"Is everything alright, Seungri? I thought it would be fun and--" 

Jiyong walked into the kitchen with his suit, hair looking so perfect as he was fixing his tie.

"Good morning, boss." I said without caring about Sandara and glared at him.

"What's going on?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

"Such a perfect CEO, I hope you choke Mr.Kwon." 

"You are a Kwon too." He said and I stopped beside him before walking away.

"I am not, and you know it." I whispered and walked out because even seeing his face was making me get angry.

"Seungri----Seungri, wait---What's wrong?" Daesung followed me and I sighed before stopped walking in the hall.

"Seungri! Come on, I really want to be in this show with you guys!" Sandara walked close with Jiyong after her and I shook my head.

"You are a better couple than us Sandara, you were right." I said with a smile and I heard Jiyong sighing.

"Stop being a kid, Seungri."

"Don't you dare to call me a kid."

"Alright--- Just calm down and tell us what happened.We just got married guys, it's barely a month.What the heck happened?" Daesung looked at both of us and I saw Jiyong averting his gaze as he put his hands into his pockets.

"He just can't satisfy me in bed, that's all." I said angrily and both of them looked at Jiyong as he snorted.

"What?---He is lying!"

"Are you sure?"

"Seungri."

"I am not attending to any show with this guy, that's my final answer."

"This guy?" He pointed at himself. "I am your husband."

I grimaced.

"Whatever."

"Come on! Just tell us what's wrong.You were so happy before the honeymoon."

"I am so excited for this Seungri, you know it." Sandara looked at me with her puppy eyes. "It will be such a great memory! Everyone is so excited to see it since they don't get to see us like that. Please..I already handled with all the paper work and if you say no now I will be in a difficult state."

I sighed before pouting.

"Fine."

"Yes!" She smiled.

"But I am doing this for you, not him." I said and she hugged me with a chuckle, I could see Jiyong glaring at me but I didn't care.

"Give me a second." I heard him saying as I walked into my room, our room since her mom sent us few maids and while they were in the house we had no choice but use only one bedroom.

"What the was that?"

"What are you doing?" I glared at him when he closed the door and grabbed my arm.

"No Seungri---What the are you doing?" He seemed so angry and I tried to pull my arm away since it was hurting. "You are doing this for her? Huh?"

I paused for a while before getting what he meant.

"So you are looking at me like this because you think I lied this whole time? Do you think I have feelings for her?" I leaned closer to him. " you, Jiyong." I said and pulled my arm away.

"Do you?"

"What?"

"You told me you were over it but--"

"But what?" I looked at him with my furrowed eyebrows. "I can't believe you are doing this because I just hugged her. Is it going to be like this? I thought we trusted each other."

"Then what's wrong with you?!" He suddenly yelled and I glared at him.

"Watch your tone."

"I am sick of this, Seungri! You are acting like you are upset with everything and I can't think of another reason than her!"

"Stop yelling at me!"

"If you are still--"

"I am not!" I couldn't hold myself anymore and started to yell just like him. "Are you a ing idiot?! Can't you see that it's not about her?!"

"Then it's about what?!"

"It's about you!" I screamed at his face without caring about others hearing us anymore because I was so done with him lately.

"Me? I am trying to do the right thing for both of us and--"

"Cut the crap!" I shook my head. "You are not doing a !"

"Seungri I--" His phone started to ring before he could talk and I chuckled.

"See? That's what you do!"

"What?" He seemed confused as I looked at him.

"You are answering phones, going to meetings, hanging out with friends----And what I am doing?! I can't go out with others since there are bunch of reporters on my tail, I can't do any without you and since you are not ing around I have to sit here like a dog! I thought we were friends---but all you are doing is living your best life while leaving me in the dark!"

"What---No I don't--"

"Can't you really see it?" I sighed angrily, I was too angry to control my words but still trying since Sandara and Daesung was inside the house.

"You took me to Las Vegas and I was so ing happy to go there---because you were with me! But what happened?! You just got vanished since you had some work to do in there and left me all alone for days! Then we came back and you didn't even let me see Jisoo since your rumors with Melissa was still on and----you are doing everything you want because you are Kwon ing Jiyong! I am attending to every damn family gathering alone since you have a lot of work to do and you know I hate it---I can't see the purpose of this marriage anymore, Jiyong." I looked at him, knowing he got what I meant. "It was supposed to make us both happy." I said after a deep breathe. "But I feel like I turned to my family, cause it feels the same." I said in a low tone before walking to the bathroom and took another deep breathe after closing the door.I was so damn angry about his every move and it made me even more angry when he stand there, looking at me like he didn't know what was wrong.

I decided to take a shower before going to school, not wanting to talk about this anymore since saying all of those made me realize I was really alone.

When I was out of shower and ready to go to school, they were all gone and two maids were looking at me weirdly since they heard the screaming.

"But why are you so upset about it? You knew it was going to be like this, it's not a real marriage." Jisoo said on the phone and I sighed as I walked out of my last class.

"You don't get it---He doesn't care about me Jisoo, do you have any idea how bad it feels to go to that damn family meetings."

"You are talking like a wife right now."

"Ha,ha." She chuckled as I pouted. "It's fake but we still need to care about each other, friends does that."

"Yeah yeah."

"What's with that yeah yeah?"

"If I don't pay attention to you, you make me give attention to you Seungri.You don't act like a wifey and pout around."

"What? No it's not ---I am not pouting." I said, pouting.

"I bet."

"Marriage change men, I guess." I said with a smile and she chuckled. "They are so lovely before it but then they don't even come home like this."

"Exactly." She said after another chuckle. "But I don't think Jiyong will keep doing that."

"What do you mean?" I said as I kept walking with my backpack on my shoulder.

"I mean, he will apologize."

I snorted. "Even if he apologizes, I won't forgive him.This is it Jisoo, he acted like I didn't exist and it's only a month for God's Sake.I am so alone than ever.I hate him."

"Come on Seungri, you like him."

"I hate him."

"You are doing this because he left you alone in the Las Vegas."

"He was dead drunk when he came to the hotel room, Jisoo.I was left alone again.I hate him."

"I just don't understand---I mean he seemed pretty good with you.Are you sure nothing happened?"

"What do you mean?" I stopped walking for a second.

"I mean he was always there for you, you told me he never left you alone during family fatherings because he knew you felt bad."

"Yeah." I paused. "That's right."

"And he was the one who wanted to take you to Las Vegas just because you said you wanted to go there."

"Yeah."

"So?"

"So?"

"So why did he started to act like that?"

"I don't know." I hesitated while answering but I started to think that she was right.

"Think about it---and forgive him if he apologizes Seungri, you are not upset because you are alone.You are upset cause you want to be with him."

"No, I hate him----wait---he is here." I mumbled as I saw the lambo in front of the school. "Why is he here?" I asked, more to myself.

"To apologize? You ."

"I know him, he won't apologize." I said while walking to the car. "I will call you later."

"Don't be a ."

"I will try." I said before hanging up.

"Why are you here?" I got in since there was no choice, all the people around there knew it was Jiyong and I knew they were already taking photos.

"There is a party." He said and I arched my eyebrows, looking at him.

"So? Have fun then."

"Don't you want to come?"

"What?" 

"Look---I got that I was being reckless." He suddenly said and I looked at him.He seemed really serious, he wasn't joking or playing around and it felt good. "But I used to live like that from the moment I knew myself and---I should've think about you too, I am sorry."

I was surprised to hear that but I didn't say anything and turned my head away.

"You understand things after I scream it to your face." I mumbled.

"I was just busy."

"You are always busy." I glared at him. "Just take me home, I have an exam tomorrow."

"Everyone knows you will have a good score--We will go to home first because I need to change, then we will go to party." He said as he started to car and I looked at him.

"What party?"

"We bought a new bar with my mutuals recently, they are throwing a welcoming party."

"Mutuals means Melissa will be there too." I rolled my eyes. "No thanks, I am not in a mood to deal with her."

"Come on---you will meet with my friends and we never went out after the marriage, it will be nice to let them have few pictures and videos."

I kept being quiet.

"Hey." He nudged my shoulder with his. "Come on, I said I am sorry."

"I don't care."

"Come on." He nudged my shoulder again and I glared at him. "You can get drunk, make a mess---anything. Don't you want to see some advantages of being the husband of Kwon Jiyong?" He asked with a grin and I snorted.

"Yeah, dealing with es all the time, eating meals alone and staying lonely in your honeymoon.You are the man of my dreams."

"Come on!"

"Whatever." I said and tried to not smile since it wasn't so normal to see Jiyong acting like that.Normally he was cold even at the moments we felt really close but it was good to hear those from him.I thought he would keep acting like that but he really thought about it after our fight.

"I am ready." I said after changing my clothes and saw him buttoning his shirt.We were changing our clothes in our bedroom since both of us didn't really care.

"Seungri." He stopped for a moment and I furrowed my eyebrows. "Are you going to wear this?" His eyes landed on my jeans and I looked down.

"Why? What's wrong with it?" I kept looking, trying to see what was wrong.

"Nothing just---your seems.." he opened his palms in the air, gesturing that my looked pretty marked in that jean.

"I am not coming."

"Fine fine! Wear whatever you want---Jesus." He whined as I was about to walk out the bedroom and I smiled, walking back in.Honestly I was pretty excited but I didn't show it since I was still angry at Jiyong.All we did was dealing with our parents and media, I didn't have some time to get drunk and dance, forget about anything else.Plus Jiyong was right, almost a month passed after our marriage news and no one spotted us outside at all.It would make some good news.

"Hey."

I stopped when I was about to walk in the club and looked at Jiyong.

"What?"

He opened his palm and I looked at him.

"I don't wanna hold your hand." I said, still angry at him.Not so much as before but I was heartbroken so I kept trying to hold my face.

"Jesus----I already said sorry, what do you want me to do?" He whined after holding my hand and dragging me inside.

"I hate you." I said while walking next to him.

"Hey there!---Finally man! It took you long enough to bring him here----I am Youngbae."

I smiled and shook hands with few of his friends.

"So he is the magic boy who turned our playboy into a husband!" Youngbae joked and they all laughed, I looked at Jiyong when I felt him sitting next to me and putting his palm on my head.

"Yes, he is." He said while ruffling my hair and it caused others to make some 'aw'