I didn't really know what to say, so I just kept my mouth shut and smiled.

"Congratulations." I said with a fake smile before I hugged my older brother.Don't get me wrong, I love him with all my heart.But things are...little complicated.

"We're gonna be siblings!" Sandara cheered, making everyone laugh before she hugged me.

"Oh Seungri--- Did you meet with Sandara's brother honey?" Suddenly her mother said, catched my attention because I never saw him and plus, I was glad that she said it at the right time cause I didn't want Sandara to hug me longer.

Again, don't get me wrong.

Sandara is the woman I like for two years, plus, the woman who is about to be my brothers bride.Because our families suddenly offered that, including the fact that we should get married with someone like us.Someone who has holdings, a golden family, long fake eyelashes, expensive cars, mansions.When the two supposed-to-get-married couple met, it went good.Because for everyone's surprise, both of them didn't go against of the idea.Obviously they liked each other and after few months for getting know eachother, they decided, they're so gonna get married.

Of course I didn't say a word.I kept seeing Sandara before my brother, we weren't close or friends, but I could say that we knew eachothers names.She was so kind, pretty and light hearted woman; like the world is not the world we know and she can make us remember the good things.That was the reason I liked her.

But it was before, because I decided.I wasn't going to say a word and let them be happy, since they looked so ing happy.Weirdly, it didn't make me jealous or feel bad, seeing them happy was making me feel good because I cared about them.And I knew if I tell them that I liked her, my brother will cancel the wedding.He loved me as much as I loved him and I knew it so well, he would forgot his love for me; because I did the same for him.

"Oh, Jiyong! We're here, sweetie! You're late again!" She called someone who just entered the garden, where we were celebrating the couple's wedding decision, well, they were celebrating and I was eating the meal around.

"Sorry, had a late meeting." The guy said, approaching to us like he is not that sorry.I couldn't blame him though, it was boring as hell.

"Congratulations, guys." He said, faking a smile just like me and hugged the two.Sandara nagged about him always being late and my brother, Daesung, just hugged him and thanked.

"This is Seungri sweetie, Daesung's younger brother----Oh, wait for me dear!" She suddenly called out for my mom, who was about to go inside the house for discuss about some wedding s that I didn't even give a .

"Hey, nice to meet you."

"Thank you and-- can you please stop faking a smile? It's disturbing." I said, rolled my eyes as I shaked hands with him.

"What?" He asked and I could see he got surprised but, did I say I didn't give a ? About anything?

"I said stop faking a smile, everything around here is so fake already." I sighed while pulling my hand and letting myself on the fluffy couch.The couple was talking to the other family members in the other side of garden and for few minutes, I could just stop faking.

"If you ask me, hurry up and excuse yourself.This is getting more boring in every damn second." I cursed without caring because I was so damn exhausted.I just wanted to go to my room and play "Hotel California" loudly, very very, loudly.Because hell, my brother was about to marry with the girl I liked and I loved my brother; I loved him, and it meant I was going to be in contact with them forever.

.

"Someone is bored, huh?" He chuckled and I sighed dramatically.

"Bored, sleepy, and close to suicide."

"--add hungry too." He completed me and this time I lifted my head for look at him because I thought he would go away, cause I acted like a crazy-soon-to-be-sibling.

"Actually, no." I grinned. "The best part of this night was the meal."

"Do they made any good---oh ." He surprised as I pushed the full plate in front of him, which I filled for myself to eat because, this night was too long for my like.

"Thanks." He murmured as he sat beside me.I didn't pay him any attention as he started to dig in the plate I sacrificed for him.I just leaned my cheek on my palm and watched Sandara with Daesung.They looked really good together, so happy.

, someone ing play the Hotel California.

A romantic music was playing in the background, a lot of people having conversations in the different sides of huge garden.It was pretty late and different lighting colors looked well, at least soothing.

"Seungri! Can you come for a second honey?"

Did I just say soothing?

"Coming!" I sighed as I got up.

"Good luck." The Jiyong guy said and I glared at him, he was obviously making fun of me with the smirk on his face.

"You too Jiyong!"

This time I smirked and he sighed, obviously didn't want to deal with tonight.

"Good luck." I said smiling and turned my back at him, approaching my mom.

                                    ~

I felt like this was not going to end.When I finally threw myself inside the kitchen, I sighed.Everyone was in the garden, still, talking about how happy they were.

I rolled my eyes, they were not happy because the couple was happy, they were happy cause it meant a lot.

Like really, a lot.

This wedding was going to be more important than whole the other business agreements.It was already the bomb of the year; the heir of the Kwon, was getting married the heir of the Lee.The most succesfull corparations of the company.

That was why the both mothers were walking on the clouds.

"Did you want something, Mr.Lee?"

"A little bit of serenity."

She first looked at me confused, the girl in the maid clothes.She looked small and lovely, and when I pointed at the garden she finally understood and smiled; this was the first sincere smile I saw tonight.

"Can I--- just..--" I saw her struggle about sitting on the chair, and quickly shook my head.

"Please," I smiled kindly beceuse I hated it when personnel acted like this.It meant Kwon's were harsh to them, and I simply hated it. "--act like I'm not here."

She smiled and sat on the chair, started to get rid of her shoes.It was probably a nightmare for personnel because hell, people kept coming.

"Oh---Do you--want something Mr.Kwon?" She suddenly jumped from her seat and I looked up, turned my head from the window which I was watching their very, very fake party.

Jiyong seemed weird, his eyebrows were raised like he was surprised to see her relaxing like that.And from the look in her eyes, I could easily say that she was scared.

"Water." He just said and the poor girl nodded.

"Disgusting." I murmured as I lifted my hand, signalled her to stop.

"Didn't you learn how to use verbs?" I glared at him.He looked surprised, and the poor girl was lost.

"Where is the glasses?" I suddenly asked her and after a second of disbelief she pointed.

"If you had a bad day, go some girls, Mr.Kwon." I hissed as I put the glass on table. "Insulting personnel doesn't make you a man, it's sad that you couldn't learn that until this age." I said and leaned on the counter again, looking at the suprised Mr.Kwon.

Well, Kwon's.

I've had enough today.

"You--"

"What's your name?"

"Me?"

I nodded as she pointed at herself, looking very surprised.

"I'm--- Youngmi."

"Okay, where is your phone?" I quickly asked without looking at the Kwon, who was watching us.

"I-- I'm sorry about--" she said to me and turned to Kwon for bowing.

"Your phone, Youngmi." I repeated and this time she looked lost for seconds, but then took the phone on the counter and handed it to me.