Gashina

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They were in love...or so she thought. Everything was going fine until he had a collaboration with that woman. Now, he left her behind to start an 'ideal' with her. Who can blame him though? He's on top of his game while she's just starting her career. For a beginner, nobody needs her.

Can't believe that the guy she only loved betrayed her trust, Chaerin vowed to get even...even if that means gambling her soul to him once more. She will show him what he had lost. After all, she hasn't unleashed yet to anyone what she can do, right?

"You have withered. I have bloomed..."

 

"...and it's over."

 


A/N: In love with Sunmi's song, Gashina.  

Foreword

 

Your cold eyes
They kill me
The fire in your heart that used to grow
Why are there only ashes remaining?
Maybe time is medicine
But I’m getting weaker
The sad pain is getting numb too

Fine, I’ll forget you
I’m gonna live like a flower, I’ll be myself
Can’t nobody stop me now
No try me

Everyone wants my scent
But only you don’t know, like a fool
Are you sure you’re not crazy?

Why are you leaving the pretty me here
And going?

You’re leaving me here
You’re leaving me so easily
You promised we’d go together
But you’re leaving, leaving

You’ll see me all sharp
And you’ll bow your head low
My thorns will dig deeper in you
You already bent and twisted me
So don’t act like you’re sorry
But the one who’s really twisted
It’s not me, it’s you

Fine, I’ll forget you
I’m gonna live like a flower, I’ll be myself
Can’t nobody stop me now
No try me

Everyone wants my scent
But only you don’t know, like a fool
Are you sure you’re not crazy?

Why are you leaving the pretty me here
And going?

You’re leaving me here
You’re leaving me so easily
You promised we’d go together
But you’re leaving, leaving

You have withered, I have bloomed
And it’s over
Even if you wanna come back
You may seem like you’ll be fine without me right now
But no matter how much I think about it
Are you sure you’re not crazy?

Why are you leaving the pretty me here
And going?

You’re leaving me here
You’re leaving me so easily
You promised we’d go together
But you’re leaving, leaving

 

-GASHINA by Sunmi.

 


 

"The news is everywhere." Dara passes her iPad to her.

"Damn that motherer! He's really enjoying the limelight huh?" Bom shakes her head. "What's with sweeping the Japanese market anyway? That dimwit is now the hottest korean star in their search engine. So who cares!?"

"The company cares. That Bastard really knows how to play the game."

Chaerin sighs as she hears her older members cussing at her ex-boyfriend. It's almost midnight but they are still practicing for their comeback stage in Inkigayo. Having their 15-minute breaktime, Dara and Bom had the chance to see what's hot in the internet. Sure enough, the supposed 'love affair' of the leader of Bigbang and the Japanese Model named Nana Komatsu is all over the main page of different giant websites, both local and overseas.

"Unnie, are you okay?" Minzy, the maknae, gently asks her.

Her eyes are glued to the screen where the face of the model is, however. "She's pretty, isn't she?"

Dara crouches to her side. "You're prettier DokkChae."

"And ier! And way more talented and smart!" Bom supplies and winks at her.

"I don't know her yet but I am sure you are kinder too, Unnie." Minzy smiles.

Chaerin forces herself to smile back. "Who would choose a boyish girl over a y model anyway?"

"Me!" Dara and Bom simultaneously scream. "You are way better among skinny models!"

The 2NE1 leader shakes her head at their childish attempt to lift up her mood. She was about to tell them to have one more round of practice before going home when the door of the practice room opens and reveals G-Dragon...her not so kind, not so loyal and excuse of an ex-boyfriend.

"Still here? Practicing hard, I see." he smirks at the girls and some dancers, though Chaerin knows he's talking to her.

"Sunbae, do you need something?" Chaerin asks, trying to be professional.

"Sunbae?" Jiyong's brow arches upon hearing her new addressment to him, very far from the sweet 'Oppa' she was using before.

"What do you want Jiyong-ssi?" Bom, who's trying to control her temper, steps in.

"Oh nothing. I just want to see your improvements, if there's any. I heard you will be having your comeback next month." he smirks again. "Any further details to share, CL-ssi?"

Her heart flinches at his tone. However, trying to be the leader she should be, she forces a smile again, "My team is working hard. I believe we are more than ready once we step again on the stage."

"With the same old funky style? Same boyish aura inspired by a cool dude swag? Come on, can you girls offer something more? Bigbang have done that already. I know that you are supposed to be the girl version of my team but try to think outside the box. You can't just copy us forever, right?"

Her face hardens upon hearing his words. She feels like punching him for the first time, since their unofficial break up. He can insult her however he wanted...but not her team...definitely not her members! "I am sorry Sunbae if you think my group is copying yours but we only do what was told. Don't worry, we'll do our best to create our own color."

He whistles, annoying her even more. Jiyong walks towards her and whispers to her ear, which almost gave her a major heart attack. "I would love to see you try. Who knows, trying to be cute is your forte?" he smirks again and steps back. Seeing her enraged face brings him the satisfaction inside. "I doubt it though. You aren't the cute type anyway, the main reason why I got bored." he laughs at his own joke.

"Please leave now Jiyong-ssi, you are disturbing our practice." Dara tries to rescue her leader.

"Alright, alright. I am going first. My pretty girlfriend is probably waiting for my call." he loudly announces before smirking at Chaerin. He then proceeded to the door, leaving a confused Minzy, frustrated Bom, annoyed Dara and shaking CL.

"Unnie..." the maknae pats the leader's back.

Collecting herself, Chaerin tries to remain calm though she's really shaking in fury. She will show that man, she will definitely show him what he just did. 'Cute girl? Huh! You wish!' Curling her fists, she walks closer to the giant mirror and studies herself. Underneath her giant shirt and oversized baggy pants, she knows that she has this bad girl inside her...waiting to come out.

She pulls her tie and freed her black hair from the bun. Looking straight at her face, Chaerin recalls how he used to tell her that she's prettier with her hair down. Noting those simple words in her heart, she finally formulates a plan how to get even.

 

"You just declared war Kwon Jiyong. Now you better wait till you meet the woman you'd wish you never knew about."

 


A/N: One shot or probably two? Not yet sure but this will be short. Don't like keeping long stories anymore. I find it hard to finish them anyway. Hahaha.

No specific timeline for this story though. Just read it as it is. ^^

-MINAMI-

 

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