in the restaurant (Tom's POV)
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" wow everything seems so fancy ... how did you find this place ? I thought you didn't know Korea" Yoona asked as we were walking inside 
" you can find everything on the internet " 
" Hello Sir welcome... I see you brought your special someone along ... luckily for you we have a special part just for couples like you ... just follow me " a man came out of nowhere and started talking 
" wait we're no.." I tried to explain that we're not a couple but he cut me off
" by the way I love your matching clothes you two really look good " I looked at yoona and she's giggling 
" look as I was saying we're not here as a co.. " 
" oh ! here we are one private couple room for our young lovers " he pushed us in the room before we got the chance to talk 
wtf?! 
" i'm sorry... I didn't planned this ... let me go out and we can go to another place maybe ? " I looked apologetically at yoona 
" no no ... actually it's not bad at all look this area is pretty big and everything is so cool let's stay " she smiled
" o-ok .. it's your night .. we'll do whatever you say " 
I looked at the room and indeed it was big the floor was covered with roses and the lights were dimmed  there was a lot of candles which gave the room a romantic atmosphere .
there was a piano in the corner of the room and there was a big space ,  think it was for dancing? 
we went and sat on our table 
" everything is too romantic " I whined
" oh come on it's lovely " she argued
" maybe for a real couple it would be lovely "  I sighed
" then let's be a real couple for the night" 
wtf did she just said ? 
" ..... " I am definitely speechless 
" what ?! am I that bad ? " Yoona joked 
" no ... i mean.. "
" here are your menus .  Hope you enjoy the night " a waiter cut me off , he handed us the menus and left 
we both observed the menu and the waiter came and took our orders . 
when the appetizer was ready we heard someone playing the piano , it was a romantic song ... aish everything is too romantic for my own good . 
" mmm the food here tastes so good ... thanks for bringing me here tommy " yoona smiled
" glad to know you liked it " I smiled too 
" by the way how are things going with your debut? " 
" I guess everything is fine ... SM had just sent me a list , it contains names of some artists who i'm gonna collaborate with in my album " 
" oh yeah? who are they ? is snsd one of them too ? " 
" no snsd is not one of them but I have a track with Jessica, BlackPink and Tiffany " 
" woah SM is really going all out for you , good luck , I'll be the first one to come and cheer for you in your debut day " 
" thanks Yoona I appreciate it " 
" and remember that if there's anything you need just tell me ok ? " 
" thank you " 
we ate our food until it was time for dessert 
" ummm... y-yoona ? d-do you w-wanna .... d-dance? .... I-I mean th-they have th-his p-place for d-dancing.... I-I thought that it's a good Idea?" gosh why was that so  hard to say? 
" of course " she smiled 
I got up and offered her my hand and she took ;it we went to the center , the ones who were playing music realized that we wanted to dance and started playing a slow dance song . 
yoona wrapped her arms around my neck and I did the same with her waist . we swayed to the music until it was finished then we got back to our seats to finish our dessert 
" it was fun "  she said
" yeah I love hanging out with you " 
she blushed a bit at my response 
" thanks " 
" seriously , I feel like I can spend hours with you and still not getting tired of it . " 
" actually the same goes for you too " 
" aww thanks " 
" by the way ... I was wondering, did you have a girlfriend back in US? or you still have one? ... i'm just curious  " she asked shyly 
I chuckled... 
" Actually , there is something you need to know ... Yoona I am  gay " I decided to mess with her a bit
" WHAT?! " she half shouted in shock  
" what's wrong with that ? ... I thought you're open minded .... it's who I am , is it that hard to accept me ? " I faked an offended expression 
... Oh god it's so hard to hold back my laughter 
" no... i-i'm sorry.... I j-just thought that ... nothing ... " why she seems so sad ? ... hahah I can't hold it anymore  
" HAHAHAH ... Got you .... hehehehe did you seriously thought that I was gay ? .... OMG you should've seen your face ..." *SMACK* she smacked the back of my head hard 
" Owww that hurts " 
" serves you right pabo-yah " 
" aish I was just Joking " I said and rubbed my head
" I really do agree with Jessica unnie , You really are a Pabo " 
" come on ... it was just a funny joke " 
" NO IT WAS NOT FUNNY AT ALL BECAUSE I-I ..." she suddenly seemed to be wordless 
" you what ? " I asked 
" I thought that you liked m-me... I mean krystal I thought that you like krystal " she's acting strange I wasn't able to hear her first part but I'm sure that she didn't said krystal at first 
" what? why does everyone think that I wanna date Krystal? " 
" you don't want to ? " 
" no " 
" but " 
" it's not about krystal... I'm just not ready... if I was the I would love to date a girl like krystal... I mean she's perfect , she's beautiful, has a great personality, an angelic voice and a lot of other positive things ... just like you " I added the last part quickly because her expression was saddening with every compliment I told about krystal but after I was finished her expression brightened 
" l-like me ? " she asked 
" yeah , as far as I know you are one of the most thoughtful and caring persons I've ever met, and you have a lovely smile too so smile more . " 
a pink shade appeared on her cheeks 
" thanks ...... but why are you not ready for a relationship? " 
" I-I ...." my expression darkened 
" are you ok ? " 
" y-yeah it's just hard to tell but since I've already told a bit to Tiffany and I told Jessica even more about it , I see no point in keeping it from you " I sighed 
" the truth is I've been hurt badly by my ex ... I-I managed to move on from her but every time I look back at her memories or even think about her I feel my heart ache , I guess the wound that she caused is not completely healed ... I can't date while i'm not completely healed " I said
yoona reached my hand and held it 
" I know what you're saying ... but maybe if you open your heart again to someone... they can help you heal faster ... " 
" I-I see your point but still I have a lot of mixed up feelings right now ... I need time to figure everything out . " 
" you're right , just know that i'll be there for you " 
" thank you , you know yoona I really like you ... you're one of  the nicest persons I know , thanks for being here " 
" y-you like me ? " she froze in her place 
god dammit I wasn't suppose to say that , I thought that I said it in my head 
" y-yeah " I'm blushing madly right now as well as yoona 
" Thanks for coming here tonight . take this box it's for you two  " A waiter came and handed us a box 
thank god he showed up he really saved me from the awkwardness 
we thanked him and opened the box 
there were two gold bracelets they had carved Tommy & Yoona on each one of them 
" we heard you calling each other that's how we know your names " he said before I could ask how did they know the nickname yoona gave me 
" they're so cute " yoona said  happily 
" yeah I like them ... here let me put it on for you" I picked the smaller one which was for her and she gave me her hand I gently put it on for her and then wore mine on my right hand as well . 
" now would you please follow me ? " he asked we got up and followed him to the other side of them room where a camera was 
he told us to stand in the middle of the heart which was there and pose for the camera 
" so how should we po..... " I turned my head to ask yoona but I was met with a pair of warm and soft lips my eyes automatically closed , I felt like I was in heaven for a second *click * we heard the camera we quickly pulled out 
yoona was madly blushing I don't think there is a redder shade of red in the world than her face right now . I too am blushing but not that much i'm more shocked 
" wh-what just happened? " I asked in shock 
" I-I .. w-was... g-gonna k-kiss ... y-your ch-cheek ... b-but y-you turned y-your h-head " she said she was shocked too 
" I-I'm sorry " I said
" don't be" 
" Here is your photos " He handed us two photos of us kissing and in the bottom 'Tommy and Yoona ' was written. 
even looking at the photos made me blush , I looked at yoona and it seems that she is like me too . 
we thanked him , I told him to bring us the bill and he did .... it had a lot of zeros , I guess it's the price of using all those special room and stuff ... the price of getting a kiss from yoona ... aishhhh why do I think about that kiss every 5 seconds ? I placed the photo in my wallet in order to keep it out from my sight to focus on other things .
yoona wanted to see the bill but I covered it 
" hey give me that " she tried to snatch it away but I didn't let her , but after a short while the paper slipped out of my hand although grabbed it quickly she managed to see some of the zeros 
" Pabo-yah you could've brought me to a less expensive place ... let me help with the price " awww she's so sweet 
" thanks yoona .... I brought you here ... it was my idea and I can cover the bill " 
" b-but you don't have a job ? " she looked confused 
I couldn't help but laugh 
" hahaha she hasn't told you? .... Oh my god you've been group mates for how many years ? and no one asked her?" 
" what do you mean ? " she looked confused 
" My mom owns a big company in US " 
" What?!!! " 
" I mean like you could've guessed ... you saw all my instruments.... all of them are the best which means they are the most expensive ones too ... and I have a lot of them which needs a lot. of money " maybe yuri didn't told them because my mom is her step_mom 
" yeah you're right " she said 
I called the waiter and gave him my debit card. after a short while he came back and gave me back the debit card . we headed outside the restaurant I looked at my clock and it was already 11:00 Pm time surely flies
we drove back to dorm , everyone were sleeping I guess cause no sounds could be heard 
" goodnight Yoona and again sorry " she blushed again when I reminded her the kiss 
" Good night ".she said shyly and left into her room ... gosh she's so cute when she's shy 
I went to my room , I laid on my bed , all the things that happened today were so complicated and confusing..... gosh I don't know if I should tell yuri about what happened with yoona or not.... I really need someone to talk to right now , But I better get to sleep cause I need to wake up early tomorrow for my meeting in SM . 

6:00 A.M 
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I woke up with the sound of my alarm clock . 
I couldn't sleep well last night thanks to the insomnia thing :/ 
I went to take a shower and changed my clothes so I can head out right after breakfast. 
I saw seohyun and taeyeon in the kitchen , they were cooking breakfast 
" hey,  morning . need any help ? " I said 
" oh ! TJ good morning , no just take a sit we're done with everything. " Taeyeon said 
" thanks " I said
ok here's the plan I will finish my breakfast as soon as possible and head out of the dorm before I see any one else especially Yoona and Yuri cause if Yuri sense even a bit awkwardness between us she'll know that something had happened , 
" woah TJ slow down , it's not really healthy for you to eat your food that fast . " Seohyun warned , 
" thanks seohyun for worrying about me but I'm in a hurry " I said 
" I don't understand..... you have more than an hour for your meeting and SM is just 10 minutes away from here " Taeyeon said , yes she's right but little does she know that I'm just avoiding my sister . 
" I-I have some things to take care of " 
" really?! you have things in early morning? " she raised her eyebrow 
" yes mom I have to take care of some things early in the morning. " I said with a mocking tone
" Yah  Thomas James Kwon ... I am not your mother"  
" you're acting like her .... she used to bombard me with ques