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TJ’s POV

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i’ve been feeling kinda lonely recently with irene and the other red velvet members gone I didn’t have any company except for krystal who would visit me now and then because girls generation members were all super busy doing promotions so they would just call me sometimes if they had the time .

I was sitting in my couch and watching TV when suddenly my phone rang , I picked it up and it was Jennie?!! 

“ hey this is TJ” 

“ WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU , YOU ?!!!! “ she shouted 

“ what?! “ I asked 

“ i’m sorry for her outburst TJ but aren’t you supposed to be here practicing with us? “ Jisoo said 

“ what practice? “ 

“ didn’t you get the notice? “ 

“ i don’t think so?”

“ well anyways get over here at YG building as fast as you can we’re already behind schedule”

“ s-sure”

what?!! I quickly went to my messages and nothing was there i quickly texted my manager and asked him about this and he said that he had e-mailed me about it ..... Who the uses e-mail for this kinda stuff?!!!! I really should talk to SM about getting a new manager . I quickly got dressed and rushed to YG building only to get scolded by jennie. 

well turns out the track with blackpink will be released in a few days and we had to start practicing for music shows . 

so after a loooong day of practicing with blackpink I finally had a chance to go home and relax or at least I thought it would be this way . when I went home I saw krystal waiting for me inside with a blank expression, which means ..... trouble.

“ hey krys” 

“ oh so you finally decided to show up” she said . and that’s when I remembered that since I thought I had the day off krystal and I had planned to hangout and .... I forgot to tell her that i’ll be out ....

“ Krystal... I’m sorry there was this practice that my manager didn’t told me about and .mmpphhh” she cut me off by putting her hand over my mouth 

“ stupid idiot ... you always forget things ...especially when it comes to me ... do I worth so little to you? “ she asked I could see sadness in her eyes ... gosh I really messed up this time . 

I gently remover her hand and held it in my own I began to speak as I looked directly into her eyes 

“ look krystal I know that I haven’t been a 

very good friend to you ... no scratch that we’re not friends ..” 

“ we’re not friends? “ she asked tearing up a bit . very gooood TJ very goood !! get your thoughts lined up man 

“ no no .... don’t get me wrong ... I meant we’re so close to each other ... we’re not friends I always believed we’re more than that ... so I’m sorry to act this way towards you ... it’s been so hard to focus on anything lately and I want you to know that you’re important to me ... I would do anything to make you happy krys ..”

I wanted to continue with my little speech but I was cut off yet again but this time I felt a pair of lips connect to mine keeping me from talking 

“ TJ ...heyyyy TJ .... wake your up “ 

“ huh? “ 

“ break time is over we need to get back to practice “ Jennie said

“ what is happening right now “ 

“ still not fully awake yet ? I see ...let me help you with that “ she said and after that splashed me with ice cold water

so it was just a dream? why do I keep having dreams like that? seriously why do I always have dreams like this?! I didn’t even plan anything with krystal well... to be honest I was thinking about it but ... you know .... I don’t know.... this is so frustrating !

“ yah Kim Jennie why did you do that? “ 

“ you asked for it “ she shrugged

“ ok everyone we practice for four more hours and then we’re done “ the stage choreographer said . 

after four hours of nonstop training we were finally done for the day and this time I was fully awake , I’m a hundred percent sure of it because this time Jennie was kind enough to punch me in the my stomach because I accidentally stepped on her foot . she is so rough with me but she always does this thing that she smiles and says sorry and I know that if I don’t forgive her she will murder me so .. yeah . I wanted to go home but then rosie stopped me 

“ umm .... Jimmy you seem pretty tired it wouldn’t be safe to let you drive all the way to your home alone .... “ 

“ she’s right  , you seem like you’re ready to fall asleep any minute now “ Jisoo agreed 

“ what should I do then ? “ I asked wanting to get home as fast as possible 

“ I can drive you all to his house and then to your dorm “ their manager offered 

“ but my house is way too far from your dorm ... unless... yeah I have a pretty big place and with Irene and the girls gone there is room for all of you to stay the night “ 

“ Irene and the what? “ rosé asked 

“ Irene and the rest of red velvet... you know she moved in with me so the others used to hang out at my place a lot “

“ What!???” all four of them asked surprised 

“ why are you guys so shocked? “ I asked

“ you and irene? she moved in ? what? when?”

Lisa asked they were all confused 

“ oh ! I guess only the people from my company know then .... we were preparing for a tv show ... so ... yeah”

“ pabooooo.... why did you have to say it like you two were dating ... I was kinda getting a bit upset over irene that she didn’t tell me .... pabo pabo paboooo “ Jennie was frustrated 

“ why this is such a big deal to you? “ I asked mockingly 

“ I just don’t like being left out on the news that’s it ... it’s not like I care about who you date or something” she said and glared  

“ ok ok let’s just get going i’m really tired” 

i fell asleep on the ride and again they had to wake me up luckily this time Jennie wasn’t the one who woke me up 

after we went inside , rosie asked if we could talk in private and despite the fact that I was really sleepy I couldn’t say no to her 

we went to my room and sat on the bed 

as soon as we sat down she started talking

“ ok so what’s up with you lately?” she asked and arched her eyebrow

“ what do you mean? “ I asked confused 

“ come on don’t play dumb with me , I know you .... not checking your schedule, falling sleep two times in a day while I know you have sleeping issues .... and you look like they have to put a lot of make up on you to cover that up ... so do you mind telling me what’s going on ? “ she asked with a dead serious face ... but I couldn’t tell her . I mean I didn’t want her to know .

“ i’m fine “ I tried my best to sound convincing 

“ don’t lie to me “ she said 

“ ok ok ... but promise me you won’t do anything about it ok ? “ 

“ what do you mean? “ she asked

“ just promise me k?”

“ ok I promise “

“ good ... so you know about the whole contract with YG and all .... my company didn’t really take it well you see I was supposed to debut in a duo group with krystal but with the new contract we had to cancel that plan or postpone it ... so that didn’t really sit well with them and then there was the fact that their artist is gonna make money for another company ... so the solution was to make as much as money from me doing any schedule they come up with to make maximum profit ....” 

“ that’s awful ... i’m so sorry... and you haven’t  told them that you’re not comfortable with this ? “ she held my hand 

“ no I .... *sigh* I didn’t want them to terminate my contract with yg ... I don’t want anything bad happening to you . “ I said 

“ Jimmy... I .... you can’t keep doing this ... “ she hung her head 

I softly place my hand under her chin and made her look up “ Rosie look... I will never let anything happen to you because of a mistake I made “ 

“ but maybe it wasn’t a mistake “ she suddenly said and leaned a bit closer

“ what do you mean? “ I asked

“ us ... we being together...it shouldn’t be a mistake ... It’s not fair to call it a mistake “ her lips were barely touching mine .. she was so close “ Rosie ... I ...” 

“ Jimmy .... us breaking up .. that was a mistake ... but the two of us together ... it’s meant to be ... you know it “ 

I could hear the sound of my heart beating like crazy all these emotions... all this mixed emotions ...why is she so close ? I could feel her breath on my lips 

“ so what do you say Jimmy? “ she said 

I wanted to kiss her so bad but I was hesitant, what if ... what if everything turns out the same as the last time? ..... but I just wanna kiss her so bad .....

“ TJ .... why don’t you have anything in your refrigerator? aren’t you supposed to be super rich or something. ?” Lisa came into my room along with Jisoo . 

as soon as we heard them we pulled away quickly  before they opened the door

which earned us some suspicious looks but nothing more 

“ oh .. with my packed schedules I hardly ever come to my house and when I do I order takeout since I told Yoojin to take a break and focus on her studies “ I told them 

“ you need to take better care of yourself TJ “ 

Jisoo said 

“ come on rosie let’s go take some pictures TJ has a really nice house “ Lisa dragged rosie out and I just laid on my bed and closed my eyes .

 

The next morning 

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I woke up to my phone ringing 

“ who is it ? “ my voice came out so deep and husky 

“ Jungsoo is that you? “ It was Irene 

“ yup yeah * cough cough * “ I tried to clear my throat but it didn’t do me any good

“ Joohyun-ah why did you call me jungsoo ? “ 

ok I admit i’m not good at making conversation with Irene ... or anyone in general 

“ well Jungsoo is a korean name ... i’m korean... and it’s easier for me to pronounce ? ... also you told me yourself that no one calls you by your korean name so ... i’ll be the only one” 

you know the feeling you get when you know someone’s smiling even though you can’t see them ? well I can tell she’s smiling or I hope so... 

“ oh ...  you can call me whatever you want babe “ I know she’s shy and I don’t see why shouldn’t I mess with her a bit  

“ wae... what the hell did you say to joohyun you stupid idiot ? “ 

“ yes hello to you to seulgi , oh i’m doing just fine thanks for asking ,  I know you miss me but don’t you think it was kinda rude to snatch the phone out of joohyuns hand just so that you can talk to me? “ 

“ you little bitc.......... yaaaaaa wendy give me back the phone .... hey it’s wendy mind if I ask you why is Irene blushing  and seulgi’s cursing ? “ she asked in english she always switches to english in these types of situations 

“ I don’t know about Irene but isn’t seulgi always like this? “ I joked , 

“ only when you’re around “ we laughed 

“ but seriously though ... Irene just wanted to check up on you .... so be nice to seulgi “ 

“ ok let me get this straight in order for Irene to check up on me I have to be nice to seulgi ? “

“ yeah “

“ that doesn’t make any sense “

“ deal with it “ I swear to god I could feel her smirking 

“ oppaaaa i missed you this is sooyoung by the way .... don’t talk to him so nicely sooyoung-a “ seulgi was shouting in the background and I could hear Irene and wendy trying to calm her down 

“ awww sooyoung-a I miss you too , you always bring Joy to my life “ ok i’m turning more and more cheesy 

“ oppaaaa don’t be so cheesy ... can I have the phone back sooyoung-a ? “ I heard Irene 

“ ok so TJ i’m sorry ... you know how seulgi can get right ? .... bae joohyun I dare you to repeat that “ why are they so loud???? I can literally hear everyone on the other side of the phone

“ TJ? what happened to Jungsoo ? “ I asked

“ Jungsoo is a tease .... he gets annoying “ she said

“ well Jungsoo is sorry and he also says that he values joohyun and if joohyun is not comfortable with him pranking or teasing her then he would not do such things again “ I smiled 

“ ok ok , apology accepted even though I can’t see you I can imagine you giving me that apologetic look ....tell him he’s a simp joohyun ... seulgi for god’s sake stop shouting the guy did nothing wrong to you ....uh sorry where was I?  ... we both know you can’t live without teasing but at least be a little less cheesy “ 

“ true , and about not seeing me  ... wanna face-time? “ 

“ yeah I wanted to face time but I remembered it was early morning in korea so I thought maybe you didn’t wanted to face-time first thing in the morning “ 

“ oh come on , you’ve seen me in worse shape.. i have nothing to hide “ 

“ ok so i’ll ring you on ft right now bye” 

she hung up and soon after my phone ringed and I accepted the ft call .

“ wow... “ it escaped my mouth as soon as I saw her 

“ huh? “ was her reaction to my reaction 

“ you look beautiful... I...wow... “ I was out of words and I saw her cheeks turning a bit red 

“ sorry ... I’ve never saw you in your stage outfits .... I mean I have seen you in videos of course but .... i’ve never saw you like this ... I mean you know .. I.. “

“ I get it jungsoo I get it “ she giggled 

“ he’s so cute “ she mumbled under her breath 

“ what? “ 

“ n-nothing .... so what’s up with you? “ she quickly changed the subject 

“ well ... i’ve been practicing yesterday for a new collab single I wish you were here for the release but good news is ... ugh I wanted to surprise you but .. whatever i’m coming to USA too “

“ what ?! really? oh my god why didn’t you say something sooner ? “ she asked 

“ well I just found out myself but i’m glad you guys are there too “ 

“ yeah me too , I kinda really missed you “ she said shyly 

“ well I missed you t...” suddenly something beside me moved 

“ Jimmy who are you talking to ? keep it down 

I was up all night and I really need to sleep “ 

“ r-rosie?” how ? .... why didn’t I not

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paraskevi #1
Chapter 16: A really good story. Not too funny but not to sad either just what we need in a good story. Good job 👌!!
HiroTakahasi #2
Chapter 16: Still here waiting authornim fighting!!
AbimanyuMA #3
Chapter 16: Krystal is worrying so much about him it making my heart melts ^w^
mymoonstar93
#4
Chapter 16: Too many pairings, but I love it. Can u make him confuse more on who he will choose? But I hope he ends up with Krystal. Stay safe!
5unny_50nkyu #5
Chapter 16: Hope he ends up with Krystal
Austin_Tambun #6
Chapter 15: I love to see him with Krystal! Or maybe my second choice is with Yoona. Hehehe btw i really love your story!!!
Austin_Tambun #7
Chapter 15: Your story is good and i really like it. Hope you can keep up to write this story ! :D
soshiee09 #8
Chapter 16: Good to see you back!
I hope Tj ends up with Irene hehe

Looking forward to the updates
soshiee09 #9
Chapter 16: Good to see you back!
I hope Tj ends up with Irene hehe

Looking forward to the updates
Austin_Tambun #10
Chapter 12: Glad that you're comeback!!! Can't wait to see another chapter :D