Junsu saw jae passing through the streets.He called out for him twice.But jae didn't listen.So junsu kept running to get him.
"oohh junsuyah what are you doing here?" jae's voice sounded shaky . 
His face was sparkling as the tears reflected at the street lights.
"Hyung , hyung have you been crying?What's wrong?" Junsu was concerned. 
"Nothing is right ! Junsuyah you go back .I will catch up with you after I hit some soju . "
"No way,  I'm never leaving you like this" Junsu's determination & concern was shoved. 
"Okay, come with me then."
Jae finished 5 bottles of soju. But junsu couldn't decide if he should stop him or not. Cause jae was a hard drinker & he didn't pass out that easy. 
"Junsuyah, hyung loves you a lot! Don't hurt me okay? You members are all I got! "
"Who've hurt you hyung? Did yunho hyung hurt you?"
"Beyond repair. I don't think i will ever be able to be fixed ! "
"We all love you hyung. Let's go home."
"I don't have a home .. "
"You have us. Everyone is waiting. let's go.." junsu pulled jaejoong out of the door. Jae didn't fight back, he was too tired.
Jaejoong was pulled to bed by the members after they got home. Yunho was sleeping in another room already.All members were asleep. One by one. The whole apartment turned into darkness. & jaejoong was wide awake. His chest was hurting like hell. His hhead was empty. He couldn't think. The pain was so strong that he could actually physically feel it rushing through his blood all the way to his head.
Jae walked over yunho's room. He really was sleeping. But jaejoong could see it was not a peaceful sleep.His face, his handsome were a