Jihoon POV

After School

"Hey Jihoon I was wondering if you could-"

"Bye! Gotta run can't help cause im super late bye!!"

I bolted out the classroom door I didn't want Jinyoung to speak to me. After what had happened there was no way I was gonna turn back and look at him.

Just not a CHANCE!

I walked home with the thought of 

Ugh what was I thinking? Why did I say that? Moreover what have I done? 

I didn't want to think about it. 

BUT HOW CAN I NOT???? 

I, Park Jihoon may have accidentally confessed my love for another person. And also I looked like an idiot doing it!

Why is this even happening to me??

I walked home feeling terrible. I take off my shoes and check on my mom 

It's fine she's not doing anything dangerous. She's just sleeping on the couch

"Jihoonie what's wrong? You look more confused then normal. . . . To be honest this is the first time you showed this expression and that's saying a lot from you mother." I turn to my mom and lay next to her side.

"I may have accidentally confessed to someone. . . And yea." Hey eyes widen

"How in my days of raising you I don't think. You've  never ever confessed to someone! So how'd it happen?" She said sitting up for a more comfortable view.

I sat up taking in a deep breath cause this was gonna be a long story.

I told her everything that night everything that hapened between me and Jinyoung. Well maybe not everything. . . . I didn't tell her that it was Jinyoung who I acidentally confessed to! Until she said

"So how'd you confess to?" She asked

"Umm . . . . . Hahahaha . . .  Why would you wanna know that?" I said. She crossed her arms

"Because it's the only question you've been dodging." 

I put my head down.

Shoot She caught me! What do I do i can't just lie to her she's my mother!

"Wait don't tell me I know who it is." I looked up at my mom eyes widen 

"You do???" I asked 

"Yea it's that next door neighbor kid Bae Jinyoung isn't it?" My jaw dropped

"How do you know??" I said

"Cause he's knocking on our door right now." She said pointing at the front door. I jump up 

Danng it I forgot we were next door neighbor's! What the heck do I do now???

I walk around in circles for a while until my mom grabs my hands and and stops me

"Jihoon go get the door. Seeing about what you told me I'll tell you something. If you truly like him don't push him away! Don't lie to yourself Jihoon it's obvious about his and your feelings for each other! . . . . . Just do what you think is best! Tell him everything you feel" i thought about my mother's words . . . . What how I feel about Jinyoung? It didn't matter cause I was gonna tell him everything. I thanked my mom and hugged her and got the door.

"Hey sorry for taking so long to open the door." I said apologizing as I melted just looking at his face I noticed how much more happy he looked it was quite heart fluttering.

"Hey Jihoon! Can we talk?" He asked

"Sure come in I need to talk to you to" I said signaling him to come inside he walks in and greets my mom

"Hey Jinyoung! I hope your ready for what's about to hit ya!" He looked a bit confused

"Come on this is my room. Make yourself at home" I said he plopped on the bed and I stood up infront of him

"Well so I wanna talk about-" 

"No I'll go first" I said cutting him off. I took a deep breath and took his hand and placed it on my heart

"This is the feeling I get whenever I see you" I said as my heart started beating faster

"And this is how my heart feels. Honestly it aches whenever I see you the constant thumping kept on happening and whenever you smiled it made my heart flutter away." I said. He face looked up at mine and I looked at him down in the eyes

"I don't. . . . . I don't know what this feeling is I can't take anymore of this. . . . My heart broke when I kept on pushing you away. And right now it feels like it's being squeezed." 

"Jihoon did you just confessed to me again?" He said chucking as he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer.

"What?! No I was just telling you how I feel whenever I'm with you! I don't know anything about love. Or how to love any other person!" I said trying to pry his arms off me

"Jihoon the way you're feel is the way I'm feeling whenever I'm with you. Jihoon don't you get it it's love isn't it?" I stop trying to pry his arms off me. I stop and pause I looked down at him 

"What? I don't know this feeling it isn't something that usually happens to me! I feel weird when I'm with you and only with you!" He kept on laughing

"Jihoon that's love. It the strange feeling you get with a certain person." He said hugging me tighter 

"But I don't know how to love! How are you so sure you gonna be okay with me?" I said with a grim expression on my face 

"Its okay I'll accept you. I'll teach you everything we'll be okay and we'll be happy with each other" he says my hair.

"B-b but are you really okay with someone like me?" I asked looking at him he brings his face close to mine.

"Of course" he said leaning in on me. He put he's lips on mine and I didn't know anything could feel so sweet in my entire life kissing the one you love felt good it felt passionate it wasn't rough it was slow and sweet.