A  love so deep can forever scar the soul

Haven you felt my love for you? 

All you ever did was to hurt me again and again 

I loved you so much that it kills whenever I saw how happy you were with him 

Can I ever be the one who brings out that sparkle in your eyes

Or was it all false hopes all along

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I remember every single detail of him. Nothing could ever go past me. I had all his likes and dislikes etched in my heart. 

I recalled how he reacted when he came home to realise that his flowers withered after days of arranging it himself. What he didn't know was how it would have died much earlier if it wasn't for me watering it daily in hope to not see that disappointed look on his face. His birthday was in 3 weeks so I decided to learn flower arrangements for him since he loved it so much. I spent days past midnight after our schedule learning to perfect my gift for him. I looked at my final artwork and smiled just by the thought about his reaction. It's a day before his birthday but I didn't want the members to interrupt, I wanted to have some time alone with him. I knew how he would still be at his studio working even tho it was past 3am, I wanted to surprise him yet he was the one who surprised me instead. I was carrying the glass jar that I had arranged the flowers in along with the cookies and chocolate milk he loved, excited to pop by to see him deep in work but I really didn't expect that sight instead.

Him in the arms of another, after the  passionate kiss they shared infront of my eyes.