Felt like I had been neglecting my fic for quite some time so I had to churn out more updates and chapters before I fall into another writer's block. 

Hope this new chapter didn't disappoint! I'll be looking forward to all your votes and comments for this since they really push me on ): 

// Note : The quotations in bold at the start of each chapter will mostly be from hanbin unless otherwise stated. //

- IMPORTANT : Many of you misunderstood Hanbin's current relationship with Jinhwan! They're not together, he just loves Jinhwan's company (for now). Jinhwan's love for Hanbin is unfortunately a unrequited one. -

"Stop lying to me. I used to trust you, but I can't anymore.

I choose to believe him.  He'll never lie to me.

Stop lying in hope that I'll chose you instead.

My heart was just confused for a second. 

You have never meant that way to me."

The sky is blue and the sun is shining
So my tears are even more noticeable
Why is it you? Why did it have to be you?
Why can’t I leave you?

- I Need You ; BTS

Hanbin's POV

Even though he always said he was bigger than we think, he still felt so little in my arms that I couldn't help but tighten my hug on him cause he felt so cold in my arms. 

"Hey? Jinani?" 

"Hanbin.."

"What are you doing out here in the cold?"

"I... I couldn't sleep and needed a little breather.." 

"You didn't even bring your hoodie to keep yourself warm! You feeling alright?"

"Yeah just a little too awake..." 

"Wanna stay up with me for a chat then? We haven had those in some time, yeah?"

Jinhwan's POV

Sometimes all one needs are some peace and serenity away from where they feel so suffocated from. Standing right there in front of my favorite view in seoul made me feel so free. The cold didn't even bothered me, it felt more like the warm embraces Hanbin loved pulling me in. That was something I missed so incredibly much. Just when I thought I wouldn't get to feel it in a long time again, I felt that familiar warm hands slip beside my waist.

That breath beside my nape, that whisper in my ear, gave me chills down my spine. Oh how much I missed him being this close by my side.

"Hanbin.."

I didn't had the courage to turn and face him, I wouldn't be able to look him at the eyes now without wanting to confess all my feelings and love for him. All I could do was answer to his neverending list of questions before I turned and hid my face in his broad and warm chest after I agreed to stay up to chat with him. I didn't even know how or where he found that beanbag but we landed on it with my face still snuggled into that warmness that I loved all these years. It actually made me believe as though nothing has changed between us but I was wrong. 

"Jinani?" 

"Hmm?"

"I... I think... I think I actually fell for Bobby"

I was really trying my best to keep myself together, to keep myself sane but that sentence broke me inside out. All I could do was mumbled out a "Oh.." since I was already