Can't believe 25 of you voted within a day! Tho there was only one comment ;; But I felt incredibly motivated to update asap since so many of you subscribed!

Trying something new today by writing junhoe's pov too. Still kinda shocked that most of you voted for #TeamDoubleB but who knows whats to come~

Added one more option in the poll today seeing if you guys changed after chapter 2 heh. Managed to type almost 1K words this update so read away! 

// Note : The quotations in bold at the start of each chapter will mostly be from hanbin unless otherwise stated. //  

"What's the point of waiting for me? 

I'll never fall in love with you"

I close my eyes but I keep seeing you
What do I do? You keep welling up in my heart like tears
I close my eyes but I can’t fall asleep
All these nights, I’m still waiting, waiting

- Close my eyes ; Beast

Jinhwan's POV

"J..Ju..Jun...Junhoe..."

"Hush Jinan.. Hush.. I'm here"

There still was a part of me who was wishfully hoping that it was hanbin embracing me instead. However why would he be embracing me when he was happily in the arms of bobby while I was so broken inside and out. I could never be who he wanted could I? Was his eyes always on bobby while mine were on him? I suddenely felt so overwhelmed with all my crying and overflowing thoughts that I fainted in junhoe's embrace. 

Junhoe's POV

Jinhwan was never meant to see that. I should have realise that he was looking at hanbin all along like how I was looking at bobby. I should have stopped him in time and protect him from the heartbreak that I've been going through. All the tears and constant nightmares, I should be the only one going through it. He wouldn't be able to take it. He's way too fragile for that immense pain that's coming for him.

"Jinan? Jinan?" I was shocked when I started shaking him and got no response back. I couldn't help but panic and carried him to the sofa. I wanted to run to get hanbin but seeing the flowers jinhwan brought, I knew I had to hid it first before I did that. He definitely wouldn't want hanbin to get the flowers like this, no matter how much hanbin broke him already. Without thinking much I just rapidly hid it in the cabinet and ran to get him. It broke my heart to see them in such a tight embrace but I knew I had to get him, since he was the leader after all. What I wasn't expect