A Dying Wish

Sentiments of a Grim Reaper

“It’s sad to see him like this,” Hoseok said bitterly as he dropped another sugar cube into his tea.

“Indeed. That girl has always been his weakness, ever since she was young,” Taehyung replied grimly.

“… It’s funny how the world works. And sad.”

“A grim reaper should never fall in love,” Taehyung enunciated with a brief shake of his head.

Hoseok averted his gaze from Taehyung.

“… What do you think they’re going to do to him?” There was a trace of fear present in Hoseok’s voice.

“Him?” Taehyung responded sharply. “They aren’t going to do anything to him.”

“What?”

“Think about it, Hoseok. The deities like to have fun.”

Hoseok’s expression darkened as he realized what Taehyung was implying.

“That’s sick.”

“Indeed.”

“When…?”

“When she sincerely loves him, even after finding out the truth. You know that, Hoseok. You know that better than anyone.”

--

“Yoongi, I need your help with one of my clients. He said he wanted to speak to a doctor about how he died. You said you were one before you died, right?” Hoseok said as he paced across the room.

Yoongi pressed his hand against his forehead. “I never became an actual doctor. How did he die anyway?”

Hoseok shrugged. “Drugs.”

“What?” Yoongi scoffed, his brows furrowing in frustrated confusion. “Why would he need to talk to a doctor then?”

Hoseok frowned. It was obvious Yoongi was in a bad mood. “Beats me. His son was a doctor if that helps. Go talk to him so I can clock out. We can trade clients for today.”

Yoongi stood up with a troubled sigh. “You would think I would work less after I died,” he muttered under his breath, stalking out of the room.   

--

Seokjin knocked on the door and waited.

“Come in,” came the gruff voice from within.

The tall blonde took a seat next to Yoongi and offered him a can of iced coffee. Yoongi accepted it with a low murmur of gratitude and flipped another page. His eyes were glued to the pages of the thick biochemistry book, carefully deciphering every detail. He paid no attention to anything else—he had a practical and an exam the upcoming week.

Seokjin was the first person Yoongi met during his first year of medical school. One would think he was conceited seeing how popular he was with the females, but in reality, he was easy going and at times, hilarious. He was Yoongi’s senior by a year and often helped him with some of the more difficult subjects.  

There was another knock on the door. The door pushed open and Namjoon teetered in, the doorknob lying in his hand. Seokjin sighed.

“How you manage to break everything in your sight is beyond me,” Seokjin commented with a nonchalant laugh.

Namjoon placed the doorknob on the long table with a defeated shrug and pulled out his books. Yoongi acknowledged his presence with a nod and murmured the page number he was on.

Namjoon, despite being clumsy, was practically a genius—he could grasp even the hardest concepts with ease and was fluent in several languages. But like everyone else, he needed to put in the work to get the results he desired. So today, like yesterday and tomorrow, he would be studying all day with Yoongi in preparation for next week.

Minutes after they had settled in, Yoongi’s phone rang, shattering the silent atmosphere. It was an international number calling. A sense of dread filled him as he picked up the call.

“Is this Min Yoongi?”

“Yes, this is him.”

"I'm calling from the North Seoul Hospital about Ms. Kim..." The sound of his own heart beating flooded his ears, drowning out the rest of the sentence.

--

The walls of the hospital room were a haunting pristine white, far too bright for the sadness that ached inside. The ten-year-old sat by her mother’s bedside, holding onto her weak hand. She sobbed relentlessly, fresh new tears emerging with every daunting thought that approached. She couldn’t lose her mother now. Not now, not ever. If she left, she would be utterly alone. She would no longer have a hand reach out and lift her off her feet when she fell.

“Mom…” she cried repeatedly. “Don’t leave me. Don’t go. D-Don’t go, mom.”

“Don’t cry…”

The door opened and Yoongi ran in, his eyes wide with fear. Tears sprang to his eyes as he took in the scene—his greatest fear had been confirmed. Hyerin lay on the bed, numerous machines hooked up to her frail, weak body. She managed to turn her head to face Yoongi as he rushed to her side. She raised a hand and caressed the boy’s face with a sad smile.  

“Yoongi,” she spoke, her voice barely above a whisper. 

He squeezed her hand and began to sob. In that very moment, he had returned to the seven-year-old orphan who had known nothing but loneliness. Memories flashed before his eyes, each memory a fresh wound upon his heart. He remembered his first day of school and how thrilled he had been. He remembered how she had scolded the bullies who had for being an orphan. His first official birthday party. The nights she stayed up comforting him as he cried. She had always been there for him with open arms and a heartwarming smile. And now, it was time for the angel to return to the heavens.

“Y-Yoongi,” she repeated.

“Y-yes. It’s me. I’m here,” he whimpered.

She smiled. “I’m glad… I get to see you one last time.”

“Please,” he pleaded, bowing his head in despair as the hot tears continued to fall. “Please don’t go.”

She couldn't leave him hanging like this. He still had so many words left unsaid.

“Can you… promise me one thing?”

He nodded briskly. “Anything. A-Anything for you.” The words tumbled out of his mouth with each muffled sob.

“Watch over Chaerin… Make sure she smiles more than she cries… Make sure she lives a long and happy life…”

And then her hand went limp in his hand and the daunting sound of the monitor flatlining bled into the room. Yoongi stifled a scream of despair as he slumped to the floor, absolutely devastated.

--

Yoongi awoke from his dream and rose to his feet groggily. Yoongi had no need to dream, for he was a reaper by the law of debt—he had retained all of his past memories, unlike those who became one by the law of sin. He didn’t know why he had allowed himself to slip away into a slumber. Perhaps it was because he had wanted to revert to the past, where things had been much more simple… much more normal. Normal. God, he missed that word.

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sya_chocolate
#1
Chapter 13: Wow! Just wow! Its been so long for me commenting on aff. This one. I cannot help but to give my insight of this beautiful creation.
First of all, thank you so much for writing this. I usually give upvote only after I finished reading. But this, just from the first chapter, this deserve an early upvote. And speaking about it. Why this got so little upvotes?!
This is so beautiful. The melancholic feel, angst, sweetness all of it are perfect.
This is only 13 chapter but it doesn't feel too rushed or too short at all, the plot. By the end of this story, I was a crying mess!
The connection of the character which is the mystery aspect of this story is great. At firsf, I was like why did it happen to be her for the grim reaper to fall in love with. But no, after knowing the connection between them, it become more beautiful.
It is just my assumption but, his love, Yoongi love, not only the romance man and woman love but family love too. Maybe at first, it started with family love, the gratitude for Chaerin mother, Hyerin. But then, it change to the much deeper love.
The ending, I refuse to think it as heartbreaking but rather as relief. Love is something strong beyond deities power and control. It cannot be control by them. I was happy, for Chaerin die in the arm of her love. They might meet or might forever separate after death, afterlife. Yoongi, he already dead and his reason for becoming grim reaper is for Chaerin. So, another death as grim reaper by sleeping and eternal dream is the best for him. He suffered enough as grim reaper. Let him end it too.

Ok, now I remembered why I dont leave comment for such long time already. I WRITE TOO MUCH.
I guess, I might be your new fan? Your writing is amazing.
joon-seok14
#2
Chapter 13: This story was so amazing... there were so many heart-wrenching and touching moments ㅠㅠ
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to read such a masterpiece ^o^
SuzakuYuki #3
Chapter 13: Amazing story~ Hope there would be a sequel author-nim~~~
Purple_Butterfly
#4
Chapter 13: Chapter 13: I loved this story! Your writing is amazing. It's fluid and has a good flow. The way you describe things is so good, I felt as if I was in the scenes or in the "skin" of the characters. Yoongi and Chaerin's relationship is passionate and touching. It made me want to fall in love (although I'd prefer not to fall in love with a Grim Reaper haha)! I really enjoyed the plot and how the mystery evolves and unfolds! I'll put the rest in the replies because it could be a spoiler to those who didn't read yet ;)
boricha
#5
Chapter 13: this story is so beautiful ohmygosh. im just so amazed at your ability to write an angsty story so well. thank you so much for writing this story and im so glad i stumbled upon it :)
CrystabelMyungsoo #6
Chapter 13: I cried reading this. Will there be sequel? Like them meeting after life
SemaBk21 #7
Chapter 14: This was so beautiful.. I don't have the words to describe how I feel.. Happy? Sad? I have no idea but my heart is doing strange things right now.
numberseven
#8
Chapter 14: Omg i cried buckets for this great job!!
_khabie #9
Chapter 5: I swear if this is a real K-drama....I'm gonna watch it coz it's soooooo interesting tho
miss_Belle
#10
Chapter 13: They will meet again in after life. Hope so...