My dear readers..... these last few days have been..... hard. I know we never knew Jonghyun personally but I know we all are deeply effected. I looked up to him not because he was a great singer but because he gave me strength to voice out my own battle with depression as well as my attempts at suicide. It breaks my heart knowing he wasn't able to fight it anymore. To know that no matter how hard he fought it still got to be too much. It makes me wonder if whether or not the same will one day happen to me. My story deals with suicide. It's based on one of my many attempts. The difference is that my family chooses not to acknowledge my issue and I had to get help myself. Idk how well it's been working but I will try my best to keep fighting. I truly will. To my shawols out there please stay strong. You are not alone in this. If you want to talk message me. We'll get through this all together. I might not have all the answers but I'm a good listener and I will be here for all of you. I promise to finish my story and to fully complete Cherry Bomb as my farewell to our precious Jjongie. I love you guys and please be healthy. Both physically and mentally. No matter how dark life gets always remember there is a light at the end of every tunnel. Stay strong my Shawols. I love you very much and will update a new chapter very soon.

With much love,

Chaka

dear readers..... these last few days have been..... hard. I know we never knew Jonghyun personally but I know we all are deeply effected. I looked up to him not because he was a great singer but because he gave me strength to voice out my own battle with depression as well as my attempts at suicide. It breaks my heart knowing he wasn't able to fight it anymore. To know that no matter how hard he fought it still got to be too much. It makes me wonder if whether or not the same will one day happen to me. My story deals with suicide. It's based on one of my many attempts. The difference is that my family chooses not to acknowledge my issue and I had to get help myself. Idk how well it's been working but I will try my best to keep fighting. I truly will. To my shawols out there please stay strong. You are not alone in this. If you want to talk message me. We'll get through this all together. I might not have all the answers but I'm a good listener and I will be here for all of you. I promise to finish my story and to fully complete Cherry Bomb as my farewell to our precious Jjongie. I love you guys and please be healthy. Both physically and mentally. No matter how dark life gets always remember there is a light at the end of every tunnel. Stay strong my Shawols. I love you very much and will update a new chapter very soon.

With much love,

Chaka