Chapter 4

Most of the Memories

The song used in this chapter is Green Flash by AKB48. I suggest listening to AKB48 songs, their songs are really good. 


"....Jiminie?"

The other members turned their heads to where Hoseok was looking at, and there was Jimin, looking back at them after his name was called. But something was off and they couldn't pin point what it was.

"Jimin? Is it really you?" Taehyung said softly as he approached him carefully and gently touched his cheek. Jimin flinched a bit, and Taehyung didn't like it.

"Yes. It's me." Jimin said softly, yet it was devoid from any emotion.

"Jimin... we're sorry..." Taehyung teared up as he said it, gently hugging him as if Jimin would disappear in front of him. In front of them.

"No need to apologize Taehyung." Jimin said, breaking the hug. "There's no need for any of you to apologize."

"No! We have to! We've hurt your feelings four months ago! And i didn't mean what I said back then, Jiminie..." Namjoon desperately said, tearing up just like the others.

"Come back to Bangtan... please hyung." Jungkook begged.

"I can't. And I won't." Jimin told them as he looked at them one by one.

"Why not...?" Jin asked in a weak voice.

"i'm debuting on my own today." Jimin told them. 

"The one that the staff were talking about... was you?" Yoongi asked in disbelief.

He got a nod as an answer.

"Please... Jimin, give us another chance. Let us correct our mistakes." Jin begged, tears flowing down his cheeks.

"I'm sorry hyung. But I don't want to get hurt again. For once, let me be selfish with my decision. The moment I left Bangtan, I studied how to write music and lyrics. I composed my own songs for my own debut. Don't worry, I won't be in your way." With that, Jimin turned to leave. 


"Instead of crying alone in a corner
Go cry in the middle of a crowd
As your overflowing tears blur the city
The bustle will be kind to you

I knew the day we'd say goodbye was near
Though I was aware, why is it so hard to bear?
You really loved me, didn't you?
You wouldn't even recognize our love so I feel low
I pretended to be strong but my heart was in full view
My sinking voice shone through, love you!
Being hurt is painful but it'll make me strong

Before twilight turns into night
I'll set aside today's sadness
Even a little, taking the long way is fine
There might be good things tomorrow

It feels lonely to look back
So I should only face forward
My footsteps will eventually fade away
But the shadow of regret will never be erased

There was an old French movie I saw once
Within it was a phenomenon
In the instant the sun sank down low
It left behind a green light
If you see it you can become happy
I think that's cool, then bye, miss you!
So lonely, I just wanna see you, always looking at the sky

Before twilight turns into night
I'll remember everything that happened today
And choose what to take to tomorrow
I'll walk home slower this time

Shedding many tears can disinfect your heart
They can wash away the love virus that only brought you pain
For each time you're rejected, you meet someone new
Don't lose to that anxiety, just get stronger

Before twilight turns into night
I'll set aside today's sadness
Even a little, taking the long way is fine
There might be good things tomorrow

If I can become a little stronger
Yeah, maybe even you'll be able to see it
And you'll see my happiness too
Green Flash"

Jimin ended his debut song in front of the fans with a soft smile on his face. 

The fans were cheering, and at the same time some where asking why he didn't went back to Bangtan. 

"I'm sorry for leaving Bangtan, but the reason why I didn't come back is because i didn't want to hold them back. I was gone for a long while and I know they've done a lot already. Having me back on the group will only make them slow down due to me memorizing all the steps and songs. I didn't want to quit being an idol, that's why I decided to debut on my own. I promise everyone! I'll work even harder!"

What Jimin didn't know was the members of the Bantan were at the backstage, listening to his performance and bursted into tears due to the song.


"The song... was about us huh?" Yoongi said as they arrived at the dorm

"'You wouldn't even recognize our love so I feel low'. I think its because we tend to push him away when he tends to be so affectionate." Taehyung said 

"But he knows its a joke and he knows we love him!" Jin countered

"But hyung, I admit we tend to go overboard with pushing him away as well." Jungkook said 

"I'm not giving up. We're getting Jiminie back." Hoseok told them.

"But how?" Namjoon asked

"Baby steps. We can all find a way. Jiminie is still Jiminie. I know that behind that 'cold' exterior, he's still screaming in pain and needs comfort. Let's prove him that he's worthy and a valuable member of Bangtan." Yoongi smiled a bit

"We have to be patient though. Jimin is a stubborn one." Taehyung grinned a bit

"Not as stubborn as you and Jungkook, Tae." Namjoon told him 

"Yah!" 

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-s-fay- #1
Chapter 2: my Jiminie...my sweet sweet jiminie...how could they...?
lemonandlemons
#2
Chapter 5: truly anticipating for some chanmin but i'm a giant yoonmin shipper! good job!
KimGaea2 #3
Chapter 5: damn chanyeols trying to get in with Jimin ;). But this story is so interesting, i can't wait for the next update
LittleSissi
#4
Chapter 5: I love Yoonmin but in this story i want chanmin!!!
KAISUDO #5
Chapter 5: Was that Jungkook? Aww Jiminie. U poor thing. Dont be sad. Pls give em chance to fix things. Bts without jimin is no bts.
LittleSissi
#6
Chapter 4: I want Bts without jimin! Jimin is so good!!! FIGHTING JIMIN!!!
JiKookluver16
#7
i can't wait for the next update author-nim! i can't wait to see how the boys will try to bring Jimin back and how Jimin will react at the others attempts. :)
minniey #8
Chapter 4: Pls update... Please (*_*)
LittleSissi
#9
Chapter 4: Fighting jimin!!!!