Top's POV

I know that an idol's life may seem like glitz and glamour but it has its ups and downs. Don't get me wrong I love my life but it can get a little lonely sometimes. My members and my family always helps me get through that loneliness but they can't make it go away. I am not an outgoing person so I don't have many friends besides my members and me being the hyung they come to me if they are going through something so I can't actually rely on them as I have to be stronger for them.

All these feelings are making me sad day by day so I've decided to do something about this otherwise I am gonna explode. That's when I thought of going on a vacation alone. The first place that came into my mind when I thought about vacation was Philippines because I always wanted to go there especially Palawan. I've read somewhere that it has so many beach resorts and beaches always calm me in these situations. So I've arranged everything by myself as I want to get out of this country as quietly as possible. I know that there are lot of kpop fans in Philippines but I still want to go there because I want to do something that I really wanted to do without thinking about the outcome.

Fortunately I reached Philippines without any disturbance. As soon as I got to the resort I went to my room. It wasn't luxurious but it has a beautiful beach view. Eventhough I was tired I wanted to go the beach. So I took a shower with hot water which washed away my tiredness a little bit. I got out without wearing a mask because I thought that would make me stand out more. As soon as I got there I realised there aren't many people here at the beach as it's midnight. I guess no one is as crazy as me to come to a beach at this hour which is good. Right at the moment I was proved wrong as I heard a laughter. I started walking towards that sound without even realising because something about that laugh pleased my heart in a way that I couldn't explain. So when I got there I could see that I am not the only one on this beach its because I can see three people there and the one who's laughing is a little gu