I wish I could stay with her but if I do I will only hurt her and worsen her state. I walk through the empty halls of the hospital, I just want some fresh air before going back to see her. If I don't take some time away from her I'm afraid I will end up confessing to her how I truly feel. She doesn't need my selfishness right now, the only thing I can do for her is stay away from her as much as possible.

"Why have you come back? Do have any idea how much my sister cried when you left? You could have at least called her or sent her a letter. Why come now that she doesn't need you anymore?" I hear hyung's voice coming from one of the halls. I stop and stay where I am waiting for that guy to answer.

"I'm sorry hyung, you know that when my parents and I left we had nothing. It took us a while to finally settle down and when we did I tried calling her but the phone number had changed and my letters were always returned to me. Not even one of them reached her." I turn to look and I can see him crying softly while holding onto hyung's shoulders.

"That I understand, we moved some months after you guys left. Our situation wasn't the best either and my parents had to start from zero after the company that both our parents shared went bankrupt. Y/N was moved to a different school and started middle school sometime after. You know? After you left she wasn't the same anymore. The bright smile that always covered her face was replaced by a sad one. It wasn't until Johnny came to her life, he was the person who got her to smile and be happy again," he says and I get taken a back from the last thing he says. I do remember trying to make her smile because she always looke