How we handle a situation has it's consequences.

I could've handled it better then I had, but I was angry.

My bestfriend with the guy I liked?

How could she do that?

Why would she do that?

Except she never did that.

I misunderstood.

And yet my pride was to much in the way, I couldn't even talk to her about it.

I should've known better, I should've trusted her.

But I didn't.

I promised her I would always be there for her, and yet when she needed me the most, I left her.

But she never stopped believing in our friendship.

If I were to go to her today, and apologize for everything, she would forgive me.

No questions asked.

But it doesn't work like that.

This is my tantalizing confession.

I shunned her out of my life.

She lost everything, everyone.

Yet, she kept on a straight face.

She thrived on determination, while I thrived on attention.

I envied her.

I wanted what she had, and I took what she had.

The one thing she doesn't know.

And the one person I commited the crime with.

Lee Taemin, her then boyfriend.

If only she knew.