28 Weeks

JongDae’s POV

Fingers resting on the rim of my coffee mug, as I closed my eyes to remember her smile, the thing that I miss about her the most. I tried my everything to find Jin and win her back but why does she keep her words in vain.

“JongDae-ah, I promised you will never see me again.”

Those words and the game of hide and seek  she is good at is killing me, I’m a fool not to believe in Jin; I’m such a coward to admit that I already fell in love with her and I knew I deserve all the pain but not her and Chooty who truly deserve all the happiness in this world among anyone else

“Where are you, Jin?” I mumbled as I choked on my own tears and with this unbearable heartache I’m having with your absence 

My members are worried to her too since she disappeared almost a month ago after the result of the test came

Flashback

We received the test emailed to us by the hospital; We are all sitting on the living room with my members and I noticed she was a bit down earlier until now maybe she was just nervous about the result but she told me before she was telling the truth and I do believe her words; I actually don’t want to take the test anymore but she insisted to go on with it so there wouldn’t be any doubt; I showed my members the sealed envelope and they were all excited to finally confirmed Chooty is mine and they will be a real uncles to him

I opened the envelope with a small cutter and slowly pulled out the paper and read it first by myself; I was happily read the greetings but my jaw dropped at the middle part as my hands trembling with what I saw my compatibility with Chooty is negative

I dropped the paper and grabbed Jin harshly who’s sitting my side; my members got alarmed as they saw how am I shaking because of too much anger

“TELL ME! YOU LIED TO USE ME?” I shouted as I shook her violently

“JongDae, You are hurting her.” JunMyeon Hyung and MinSeok Hyung tried to calm me and pulled me away from her

But I was beyond furious; to feel this pathetic to let myself be use and made myself believe that all she said was true; I’m afraid to open up myself because I am scared that I may hurt but I still follow my heart and ended up to feel this misery

“Sor…Sorry; I just had no choice but…” She tried to speak but I grabbed her and dragged her with me going to her room

And when we opened it we saw her things are packed 

“SO YOU KNEW ALREADY THAT THE TRUTH WILL BE REVEALED AND YOU WILL ESCAPE! HUH?!?!” I shouted to her as I pushed her at the door causing a loud thud and she groaned in pain but I don’t care anymore to her because she played me; she played my heart

She just lowered her head avoiding everyone’s gaze and I can’t help but just to cry and bawled on the ground because of the pain I’m having that she cause

“You…You made me look stupid all this time.” I said between my cries

“JongDae..” She called but I cut her off

“JUST GO!” I shouted making her went inside her room and get her things

I rested my back on the wall as I’m having a hard time to breathe; I heard her steps and stopped beside me

“JongDae-Ah.” She called 

I looked up to her showing my tear-stained cheeks

“JongDae-ah, I promised you will never see me again.” She said a