JongDae’s POV

Jin has been staying for a couple of weeks now with us here in our dorm, She is staying in one of the former stock room that I and my members with ChanYeol’s long time girlfriend SoYou fixed to be her and the baby’s room; Even thought we are seeing each other for weeks now I’m still awkward and hesitant to at least open up myself because until now I still can’t believe that I can be a father soon if the baby is proven mine; the members find her easy to be with, She is actually friendly; my members didn’t feel awkward at all; and she knows where to place herself among us; she is indeed quite shy at first and timid to approach my members but she will gladly help them out whenever they need her to; but our relationship isn’t progressing; I felt the connection but somehow I felt scared with things regarding the future;I knew I’m still locking with a lot of things in life and suddenly here she was showing and telling me that I may be a father soon with the child she bears

We are in the middle of resting after a series of meetings for the future plans of the group this year; ChanYeol invited SoYou so Jin wouldn’t feel out of place whenever there are group topics we may bring up; I was sitting away from her; chatting with MinSeok Hyung; JunMyeon Hyung and ChanYeol; I’m talking to them but I’m also listening to Jin’s conversation with my friends and somehow I felt that I’m not doing anything to make her feel at ease because I’m afraid that I got too attach with her and to the baby and the possibility of a negative result of the test I too take of considering because I don’t want to get hurt

She was laughing at BaekHyun’s childish joke; I didn’t noticed that I smiled at the sight of her having a good time; at least there are people who can fill in the gaps I’m missing but I do planning breaking the wall between us; I just take it step by step

i am still watching her when suddenly she turned her head to my direction and our eyes met; which caught me off guard; letting myself not to get further embarrassed I looked elsewhere where my members caught are eye to eye moment

“Ah~ Does our JongDae liking someone?” ChanYeol teased me as he poured me another drink

I shot him with my deadly glare earning light chuckles from them

“So if you are the baby’s father; You will be the first EXO member to be an Appa and to have our first nephew or niece among our members.” MinSeok Hyung stating a potential fact

“Have you talk privately about things?” JunMyeon Hyung turned to speak

“No, I still don’t have the courage tho; the last time we spoke is when I pick her and stop her from leaving at the bus stop and the time I told her to stay in our dorm until we find out if I’m really the father or not.” I told them the inconvenient truth of us not talking

“It’s not you have no time to talk but you are shutting yourself off from her. I saw her try to at least strike a conversation but you’ll always make stupid actions and  excuses.” ChanYeol pointed out my mistake

I stayed silent and just continue to drink and I shook my head to them realizing how obvious I am realizng my wrong actions

“But we understand you; Who will get along too soon with this kind of set up. So at least try to open up; pregnant woman needs affection too especially she was bearing your potential child.” MinSeok Hyung patted my back with his encouraging words

“Well, I’m intending to keep this relationship of ours like this until we had the test; because of my experience before with my past relationships; It got me scared; it got me traumatize to open my heart and get hurt again. and when the time comes that I am the father; I’ll support the child with everything I could.” I finally let out my insights about our situation

“And what will you do if you are not?” JunMyeon Hyung turned to ask

“That’s why I don’t invest emotional attachment and just will wait for the result, Let’s see what can I do when that time comes.” I told them my future plans

OC’s POV

BaekHyun-ssi is telling non-stop jokes and it makes me feel warmer with p