To: Mina

Words that I was too afraid to say.

Holding On

With my eyes closed, you are here,

Open them and you disappear.

I reach out but you’re already gone,

Leaving just me, desperately holding on.

Images of you continues to fill my head,

I want to smile but my heart aches instead.

Gone are the days of dreaming together,

Replaced by the cruel reality that there is no forever.

I want to hold on to what was you and me,

Even if we were never supposed to be.

Pain and hurt I can ignore,

If I could have you for just a while more.

Despite the tears and feeling so blue,

My stupid heart keeps yearning for you.

I love you more than I can ever say,

How I wish I could tell you that every single night and day.

Late Night Thoughts

When the lights go out

And darkness blankets the room,

You’re the one I think about

As I feel sleepiness loom.

Like a stop motion mo