How are you...?

I hope fellow shawols, kpop fans and readers on aff are well...?

It has been difficult days for me

Many moments that I suddenly grew emotionaland would cry till my eyes were swollen and red

I've started to smile and communicate well with people in my surroundings again

But I don't have good news for my readers

It is impossible for me to write with SHINee for now, especially where he is in

I cannot distance myself from the turmoil of emotions and thoughts to happily write 

So I have decided to go on a hiatus for my SHINee related stories

As I said in my blog post a few days ago, I will continue the stories, I just don't know when

Bittersweet Petals will be very difficult for me to keep writing and I don't know if I will ever continue the story, I apologize to my readers *bows*

I don't prmoise anything and I cannot do it either

Meanwhile I will try to update my other stories, mainly Crimson Ties and Solitary Narcissus

So those will be updated

One day (somewhere in the future) I might pick up the SHINee stories again but for now it just feels wrong to write and my heart hurts too much to do it...

For if there are Belgian readers here, there will be a vigil tomorrow (saturday) in Antwerp for those who want to be present. For more information, comment or pm me.

For all the other ones, I can't do much but give a virtual hug and pat 

It's okay to be sad, if you want to talk, there are hotlines and people on aff who are willing to do this

I am open for those who wan't to talk to me, but I might feel more distance than other times because I need time to balance my chaotic feelings now...

Love, GoldenAngelFeather