we're so in love that we will do anything for each other...

..but i still cant fulfill his wish to stay with him for the rest of his life..

"kyungsoo!! kyungsoo!! wakeup! wake up baby! open your eyes! dont leave me! dont leave!!!!!!!!!"

i open my eyes. why.. why are you crying jonginnie.. im here.. im not leaving you.. i look around and i saw a lot of people around me.

i.. im not dying.. but why everyone look at me with that faces..

i heard ambulance coming. suddenly im being lifted and brought in the ambulance. all the nurse doing their job. look out for me. but.. what happen to me? i look to my side and i see jongin. he is trembling.. holding my hand and crying.

why are you crying? dont cry jonginnie. i've said that i dont like it because you looks ugly to stop him from crying. but he is beautiful the way he is.. no matter what he does. its always bring me to heaven. but jonginnie.. dont cry.. it makes me sad too.

it feels like im hurting.. its really hurt.. i look at jongin again and now he is facing me. his eyes red from crying. all the nurse become panic. the doctor has been too busy with all the things he is doing and all the surrounding becomes dark. 

"kyungsoo..." jonginnie? i heard you. where are you? i tried to open my eyes but its hard. all my body felt numbs and its hard to move. jonginnie.. i miss you..no matter how hard i tried. i st