Yomi took her cellphone from her pocket and pushed the play button of one of her songs.
She had to stay awake even if it was really heard.She was frozened and tried to concentrate on the song,of the voices so dear to hear.

"Ayyy ayy girl..."

It is better to sing it,not to fall asleep she thought while she was shivering like a crazy.

"Try to make you my baby
Is that you make me go crazy...."

It was funny somehow.After going through so much she will end up dieing frozen in a huge fridge all wet.Life indeed.
Those bastards that tried to get the informations that they wanted from her didn't got with their plan.She had ot shut up because she promised to Az that she will be faithul to her no matter what.How did her life turned like this anyway?

  - No one will come to save me..I'm by myself like always.she laughed with bitterness.Ahh! I won't see my baby JJ anymore.I want to see all his steps that he will make in life.It is that bad that i want only to follow his carreer?I will never see Dong Bang Shin Ki eigther,if they will get back as aq band.I won't go to their concert like i wanted to promise to myself that i will go.
She made a break and laughed even more harder.
 - You are crazy girl.Hountoni anata wa baka desu.You are going to die and all you can do is to think of 5 stragers you don't know personaly.Aish!.
But in her heart she walys considered them her friends.Her best friends because she felt like she indeed knew them.
The song from the cellphone was getting with echo..her head felt dizzy.It was so cold that all her body was in pain.
 - No one will care....she thought before to hear a desperated voice calling her.Then some warm arms catched her ,before a hard to shake her and hear a deep voice and a hand on her face.
It started to feel warmer.So she left that huge room like a fridge?..With a big effort she tried to open her eyes and saw Az and Yume that had a very worried face.
 - Are you ok?Youkatta! I could find you at the right time.Because of your annoying cellphone and your stupip kpop songs.It is too loud.Az laughed.
She started to laugh as well because he hated pop and she always obligate him to listen to it.
 - Great girl.You diserve a reward.What do you want most in this world?I will try to get it for you.
Yomi knew that Az could give her lots of things.Beeing in the Yakuza,he had influence and lots of money,even if those were dirty money.

What she wanted most in this world?....Kim Jaejoong..her heart scremed making her smile.
- I can ask anything?
- Yes.You know i'm like a God on earth and i can do anything.
 - I want ...i want....Kim Jaejoong...her voice faided while she lost her concience into Az hands.
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  - Tell me what you told me yesturday?What you wanted?Az asked the next morning when she was capable to talk and understand.She seemed ok and now she was still lyeing on Az's bed.
 - Oh..I said i want Kim Jaejoong.she smiled and stucked her tongue out amuzed.Yomi knew that would never happen but she hoped to get him in a way,even if that would mean at least seeing him in concerts.
Az kept silence for a moment and blinked confused before he asked:
- Who?Kim Who?A person?
Yume bursted into a big laughter.He watched her since they brough her here.
 - Him...she said while she showed the wallpaper of her cellphone.
 - I have no idea who the hell he is ..but you were a good girl...so your wish will come true.
Yomi made a exclamation of delight.Finally.The day will come soon to see him with her own eyes.

Two days later Az entered into the room where she was staying with a book of korean studying and said firmly:
 - Take what it is more necesary.You are leaving.
 - Leaving?Where?Yomi was confused for a second.
 - Seoul.You have a flight in 2 hours.So hurry.If not i will send you money to buy what you need there.
 - Seoul?..
 - Yeah.he laughed shortly.The capital of South Korea from what i know.You said you want Kim Jaejoong whatever,so you will get him.
 - I'm going to their concert?Omg! she jumped leting the book to fall down on the floor with a big noise.
 - I hope you got a VIP ticket or one of the bests,fthere close to the stage....Aigo!....Seieing him there singing,i could stare at his long legs,and dancing...kekekeke.....she mumbled the last part of the sentence.
 - What concert are you talking about?You are going to LIVE with this KIM guy....
 - Hmm?her face stoped looking so happy and was more in shock.No concert?You mean i'm going to meet him face to face?
 - Hai,sou desu.Ima,hayaku onegaishimasu.You gotta catch the flight to Seoul.
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 Oh damm!This wasn't happening! She cannot meet him.This was just a dream and when she will wake up she will laugh and say how weird your brain can be,ne,Yomi kun?But even so..Az brought her to the airport and Yomi smiled and huged her wishing her to have fun and to not forget to call him or message him.
 - We are great friends,ne?Sorekara....
 - It's time to leave.Stop acting like a kid Yomi and act more like a lady.Az interupted those two.They looked so awark toghever.

In the plane she couldn't stop thinking what actually was happening now with her.Going to meet Kim Jaejoong one of the gods of the east,a member of the most  famous band in Asia,one of the most desireable men on earth.
Why she felt a huge panic in her soul now?
She always envy those fans that were going to Seoul only to see the guys in concerts.She wanted to be one of those too.So what was the problem?
 - I DON'T WANT TO MEET HIM?she winned while she covered her face.She looked very stupid for sure the way her face was looking since the moment that Az told her that she will see Jaejoong in person.
She only woke up somehow onlky when a elegant woman took her and brough her to what it looked like a place where a photoshoot was having place.
Yomi's heart was beating like crazy when she saw few meters far away from her  a tall,young man with brown hair that seemed to be the one that she was afraid to meet.
What if actually he is a mean person and is not what he always seemed to be from the interviews?
Her steps were more and more closer to him after a moment she end up close to him.
The woman that was with her called him:
 - Jaejoong ssi.Annyeong haseyo.Geuncha na yo?
He turned away and smiling he resd to the young woman.Yomi didn't payed too much attention to what he said because anyway her korean wasn't that fluent that her to understand everything that she could hear.
What made her to be in shock was the impresion that he left on her.
He was more gorgeous than in the photos and interviews.All the features seemed even more perfect,his voice was indeed the way she knew it,his smile even more melting than she ever thought it could be.
He indeed looked like a famous person.The young woman was explaining something to him,something about Yomi for sure because then he took a little look at her without moving his head.
 - Why his face became a little pale when he saw me?Yomi asked herself.Do i see shadows of disgust or it seemed to me?
 - He said something fast to the woman.he sounded a little umpleased.
Yomi heard the word "waygook-ian"....and she tried to dig into her mind the meaning of it.She heard it few times on the internet....Oh my! It is aka "gaijin" from japanese.Foreigner..but when this word was used it was a bad thing.
 - Don't tell me he is rasist?He doesn't like white people? Yomi made huge eyes when she realized that.Oh damm!
The furry started to flow through her veins but she had to deal with it.
- Act ,polite baby Yomi.Don't do anything wrong.Stay calm and don't even dare to shout " you".
After few more minutes,the woman told her to follow her.
That was it?She didn't introduced to him,he didn't said a damm word to her,at least "hello".
This was the idol that she thought he is the perfection?
 - You can call me Hime sama.It is my nickname.the woman interupted her negative thoughts.
All those from the world of mafia had a nickname and not their real name.Actually after so many years she didn't even knew Az real name.
 - Where are we going?Yomi asked her in japanese.
 - In mister Kim's house,or better said apartament.she smiled while the elevator stoped and walked on a long hallway.
- This is your new home for the next months.Enjoy.I gotta leave and i have your number.I will call you tomorrow.Ok?
Yomi could only nooded because she was way too fascinated by the apartament that she suposed to live in the next 3 months.It was huge,a big picture with DBSK was leaning on the wall from the living room and everything was amazing very clean.She knew very well that Jaejoong loved to clean and Yoochun even more than him.
She looked around but didn't dare to enter in the rooms,so she sat on the coutch and started to admire the huge picture with her favorite kpop band.It gave her a feeling that she could not explain.She was indeed here,in the house of Kim Jaejoong.
The desire to meet all these 5 men was so huge,but probably it wont happen now that the band had to break up do to some problems with their label SM Entertaiment.How sad!
Her thoughts were inrterupted when the door slaped hard and Jaejoong was looking at her with a cold look.
She stood up and tried to be polite:
 - Annyeong haseyo Jaejoong ssi.Yomi imnida.
He rased a little his eyebrows and said something that she couldn't understand.
 - I'm sorry if i make you feel unconfortable.she bowed saying in japanese.He knew japanese and she thought that is better to use a language that both could speak.
 - You know japanese?
 - Yes.
Jaejoong seemd to study her like something new before to add and leave in one of the rooms.
 - Don't stay in my way ok?You can live in here but stay away from me.
Suddenly she became reallly sad.Is this what she really wanted?All this time since she was a fan of DBSK,a fan of him especially she wanted really hard to meet him but now..she end up if all these sacrifices that she made did deserve to meet just a cold person that seemed rasist.
 - Is this the real Kim Jaejoong?Is he really that mean like he gives me the feeling right now?